>>375914
Anon, as you might've seen, you're far from alone in this situation.
I'm more attracted by trap and futanari than women tbh, but gay porn usually turns me off (or it has to be with feminine boys, crossdresser, traps, …)
When I was in Japan, I decided to install Grinder and look for some asian cuteboys. Found one who looked exactly like those Kpop fagget. I told him how I was going to teach him French kiss and stuff by dm … But the moment I met him irl was a cold shower : it was a dude. Like, a normal dude I wouldn't even think of sexually if I saw him in the street (for an asian boy he still looked very nice)
>most akward evening ever
After a pretty silent meal (I was so anxious I actived the autistic mod), we went for a walk and about 10 minutes after I had to tell him everything and how sorry I was. He didn't took it badly since he found me "so cute" and it "was ok". I remember uninstalling this app right after I got back to the hotel, telling myself I'll never date boys again.
Back in France, I had some moment I really wanted to have sex with boys, but every time I ended up uninstalled the app, telling myself I was not attracted to boys.
At the time being, I have a date this saturday with a rather cute boy, sporty hairless body and a super good looking dick. I am so nervous about it since I really want to meet him (his dick), but I keep remembering that moment back in Japan when I got completely turned off the second I saw the dude irl …
But this time I'll just force myself and maybe I'll like it when it will come to sex.
I can keep you guys updated about it.
LONG STORY SHORT
>was like anon
>met wtih a boy and was sooo turned off the second I saw him irl
>kept wanting to suck dicks and get fucked
>actually gonna meet a boy this saturday but plan to force myself into sex, just to see if I really like it