>tfw you're a Christian engaged to get married to a girl in a few months but nobody knows that you're actually a homosexual that has been keeping his attraction locked up for his entire life >tfw you browse forums like /cuteboys/ but you know you will ne

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Anonymous 09/15/17 (Fri) 13:44:22 No.358394

>tfw you're a Christian engaged to get married to a girl in a few months but nobody knows that you're actually a homosexual that has been keeping his attraction locked up for his entire life

>tfw you browse forums like /cuteboys/ but you know you will never have a boyfriend even though you'd actually make a good boyfriend and you're a /cuteboy/ yourself

any other anons here know this pain

Anonymous 09/15/17 (Fri) 14:15:28 No.358398

>>358394

I'm a cuteboy crossdresser who has turned away from male relationships only because I want a kid and to raise a kid without any stigma in a proper household. I know the pain anon. I haven't prayed in a while but I will pray for you. I hope you can find happiness with your spouse.

Anonymous 09/15/17 (Fri) 14:23:24 No.358400

Have you considered not entering into a loveless marriage? I mean, for this other person's sake if not for your own.

Anonymous 09/15/17 (Fri) 16:06:10 No.358413

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>>358394

>>358398

>praying

Anonymous 09/15/17 (Fri) 18:46:22 No.358426

>>358398

>>358394

I really wanna respond with some smarmy atheist line but I won't. Don't you anons maybe think repressing your desires for a consensual gay relationship is a bad idea? Your feelings will never go away so if you go down this route chances are you'll end up like one of the priests raping boys to satisfy your urges, killing yourself because you'd rather be dead, or some self medicating alcoholic because your whole existence is a lie.

I mean there are denominations that don't even care if you're gay, you don't have to do something like this OP. I'll go now before someone tells me I'm leading you to satan or whatever. Good luck dude.

Anonymous 09/15/17 (Fri) 22:22:35 No.358445

>>358426

I'm actually agnostic and I don't practice any religion, just I was baptized catholic. And I'm not repressing my desires. I'm a virgin and don't believe that is likely to ever change, not because of any faith but because I know myself. I said the only reason why I want to do this is because I don't believe the stigma of "coming out" is worth it, nor is it right raising a kid under those conditions because of the stigma involved.

You assume too much. The only reason why I prayed for OP is because that's his faith and I wanted to help him in the only way I knew how as someone who was raised under that faith. Instead after reading your reply I just feel worse, mostly because I just feel worthless now. Thanks.

Anonymous 09/16/17 (Sat) 00:07:23 No.358468

>>358445

No problem, I take full responsibility for your feelings and life. Next time I will lie and be as dishonest as possible.

Anonymous 09/18/17 (Mon) 10:32:53 No.358839

>>358394

soon facial recognition software will out you

> based on your lack of informing her of your true nature, I also think you'd suck as a boyfriend

Anonymous 09/18/17 (Mon) 13:26:10 No.358847

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this pain is solely your doing and you should know, as a rational person, that religion is a lie that hurts you horribly

despook yourself and be free

also you should never agitate for self loathing in name of petty dogmatism, you should agitate against it when needed

Anonymous 09/22/17 (Fri) 09:46:29 No.359312

Just don't kill your wife when you snap. Good luck, OP.

Anonymous 09/22/17 (Fri) 19:53:24 No.359356

>>358847

>posting a literal cuck

Hello leftypol.

Anonymous 09/26/17 (Tue) 03:35:27 No.359868

>>358394

>You'd make a good boyfriend

>You're a /cuteboy/ yourself

P-post pics, anon.

Anonymous 09/26/17 (Tue) 06:46:12 No.359886

Sounds miserable. Even if no one would know, I would spare my son the shame of being the son of a faggot.