No.344301
what am i
>love transsexuals, femboys, ladyboys, ultra submissive feminine bottoms, anyone really who is really subby and girly
>not interested in obvious "gays" or "men"
>will not suck a dick, maybe touch it (only out of courtesy for me fucking their two holes)
>want this person to act as a girl, dress, talk, act, live
>also slighty attracted to the musk of a feminine boy
i love them because a thin/shapely feminine boy body is one of the most attractive things on earth and it makes me want to get into an animal frenzy to fuck the ever-loving god out of that cutie.
and im a masucline man who wants to top them
No.344303
I think the more important question than "what am I" is "why does it matter?"
on-topic though it sounds like you're just bi. Embrace it.
No.344305
>what am i
The cancer helping ruin this board.
It's obvious you want a girl yet like the taboo of a tranny, You want girls more than guys. You probably aren't gay and are just horny. Ask yourself this: would you be alright waking up next to someone with a beard growing in? Would you be alright with someone not always having some cutesy voice? Would you be alright with looking someone in the eye in person and knowing they are a guy? If you answer no to any of these, you want a girl, not a guy.
t. Trap
No.344307
>>344303
>I think the more important question than "what am I" is "why does it matter?"
>>344305 is why.
>>344305
>hehe im a trap you totally desire but you can KISS my sweet trap ASS you disgusting fetishist
>you just want to FUCK GIRLS
No.344308
>>344307
It's because people like you don't realize we're guys. We have "flaws" that you aren't into. We have ass dimples that don't show up in pictures but are there. We have facial hair constantly growing in. We have adams apples and male voices. We go out at guys most of the time but can be convincing elsewhere. So yes, by what you asked for you want someone who fits a girly description 24/7 aka a girl.
No.344309
>>344308
>It's because people like you don't realize we're guys.
i do. i love the idea of someone who is sexually submissive and boyish.
>We have "flaws" that you aren't into.
body hair i can understand, but facial hair? how lazy are you?
>We have ass dimples that don't show up in pictures but are there.
? ass dimples or just ass fat?
>We have adams apples and male voices.
you can feminize your voice, and an adams apple is my fetish. i prefer a slight one on girls as well.
>We go out at guys most of the time but can be convincing elsewhere.
you look like men but only try to look like a trap for internet pictures??
>So yes, by what you asked for you want someone who fits a girly description 24/7 aka a girl.
please re-read.
No.344310
>>344309
>how lazy are you
You do realize facial hair stubble could appear as soon as morning after, right?
>you look like men but only try to look like a trap for internet pictures??
It seems you want a tranny. The first two pics you posted are the same tranny. The third you posted wears girl clothes and looks like one only in his room. Yes, traps aren't always in trap mode. Neither are femboys. I remember when a popular femboy got shit on by tumblr fans for exposing that he's not always looking like one. He posted a pic in cargo shorts and flip flops. So no, we aren't lazy, we are boys. You don't want a boy, so you are in the wrong place.
And yes ass dimples. You ever notice how pics are angled or have the sides of the ass obscured, particularly in skinny traps? It's because of male musculature that can't be completely squatted out.
No.344311
>>344307
I meant it more as in how sexual orientation is basically just categorisation of what you like. I feel like people stake too much on wondering what category they fit into rather than just liking the stuff they like and not caring about it.
But then obviously I'm speaking from an easy position since I only like masculine guys.
As far as traps go, the American anon is right in that non-trans traps don't usually do trap-mode as a 24/7 thing. For most of them it's just a kink or something they like to keep to themselves. It's usually mostly trans girls that do the whole 24/7 thing. It does sound like you're looking more for a trans girl than a femboy trap.
No.344314
No.344322
>>344314
nice response kek
No.344326
>>344322
Bruh I think he may have just accepted defeat which is a pretty hard thing for most people to do.. I give him props
>>344314
kudos m' man
No.344335
>>344301
prison gay who's grown tired of porn with women and wants something exciting?
No.344337
>>344301
Possibly unable to truly love a partner?
No.344349
>>344305
>>344308
This. Cding is a kink for me that would stick in the bedroom and around home for fun. Ultimately I am a man and with that comes all of this shit. I just love looking like a girl and wearing girly stuff with a flaming passion
No.344350
>>344349
>spoiler
Yes, same here. I'd actually wear girl stuff all the time and build a wardrobe if the world allowed it. But ultimately I like being a guy and I like being able to just throw on jeans and a shirt. It's something that's never expressed well enough: traps are men and come with everything that encompasses a man.
No.344351
>>344350
>>344350
My wardrobe is getting out of control now, dresses, lingerie, yoga pants, tank tops I can't help it. I'm just committing to it at this point. Hell I'd paint my finger nails too if it wouldn't out me
No.344354
>>344351
I'll get more clothes when I have the privacy. No point in having a wardrobe only to never wear it. Also I'd love to paint my nails just white or black, but I don't want to be outed either.
No.344355
>>344354
I was there once, I used to just rely on stealing my moms/ sisters stuff. If you want my advice make a small stash of savings and just tuck it away and forget about it until you finally get a bit of Independence and just use it to buy everything girly you've ever wanted when you're able to. I highly recommend some casual wear like yoga pants/camisoles since I unironically wear them all the time at home, they are so comfy
No.344358
>>344355
I could never steal my mom's stuff. I have more than enough to buy clothes, but I need to leave home first somehow. I could never wear yoga pants or girly shirts, since my family has been trying to drill the macho attitude into me since I was 13 and it never worked. They would know
No.344370
That American Anon is very right and hits the nail on the head. You want a full on trans person from the sounds of it, and even then it sounds more like you might be fetishising it.
If you won't even give a reach around, don't bother.
No.344380
>>344370
Sounds like he just wants to fuck women in the ass from what I can tell. Don't know what the point in dating a passable cd/trap is if you don't want the cock in any context. Remove that and you have an actual woman, so….
No.344401
>>344310
For the record I parade around my whole house dressed up not just my room.
No.344402
>>344301
Very simple. Do you want to fuck this? Do you want to see his beard after spending a couple days? Do you want to hear his dude voice? Do you want to protect a weak dude or other way around? No? Get the hell out of here. You're just a porn addict.
No.344404
>>344402
I wanna kiss him and make his boy voice moan
No.344413
>>344370
Thanks, I just wish other people understood this. I've gotten messages like "what are you wearing" and I respond honestly with "jeans and a t-shirt." They usually get confused, like I'm supposed to be hairless and in a dress 24/7. Not even women do that.
>>344402
This right here. Can you deal with watching him shave, him telling silly guy jokes, and otherwise being a dude? If you can't, stick with girls
>>344401
I wish I could do that. Parents always here! That or I wish i had a house to do it in.
No.344420
>>344301
You have to work that out for yourself. Don't struggle to fit to a label. Just ask yourself questions and answer them while trying to be aware of when you're catering your answer to someone elses norm instead of what you really want to say.
I wondered what I was for a while too. I eventually settled on "a normal guy who above all else is attracted to petite cute things rather than the actual biology of the target." I want something small and frail and I want to make it wimper in pleasure and also hug it tenderly. I also happen to have an appreciation for lolita and punk styles, and cosplay because i'm a weeb, and many cuteboys fit the mark. Many Asian girls fit the mark too, but there's a much larger demand for them.
So try to better consolidate what you think you are and we'll see if any labels really fit your bill.
No.344421
>>344402
Very good point you filthy noflag, I am more than happy with my bf doing manly shit, he is just so pathetically homosexual and tiny that he isn't really capable of it. Nigga is so feminine that even his little puberty beard is endearing to me
No.344422
>>344413
When I lived with mine I would wait for everyone to go to bed and then dress up usually in the basement but sometimes upstairs if I felt ballsy. I'd always keep a robe/blanket ready just in case someone got up. almost got caught probably 200 times but the rush was worth it
No.344425
>>344421
delet this you master :3
No.344649
>what am i
You're a faggot.
Fuck off with your autistic identity politics.
No.344674
>>344301
I also have a prediciment and would appreciate some input from the fags here.
Weirdly enough I like women's bodies more from an aesthetic point of view than mens, but cock turns me on way more than vagina does. Is this porn warping or genuine homosexuality? I'll admire women more, her legs, her hips her ass, her style etc I find it beautiful… but a man with a nice personality and a pretty cock gets me going harder than any women ever could. Is this bisexuality leaning towards men? The best orgasms I've ever had have been to the thought of a hard and pretty cock bursting it's beautiful cum all over me and in me I find myself having to try harder to get off to women where as a man it just happens. Like the first time I got off to cock I was looking at pictures of them online and I just started blushing and getting hot and my boner was one of those completely involuntary "uh oh" boners. I've never had that happen with women in any circumstances… I've haven't really thought about what I am but it must be some kind of gay right?
Like what should i think when I see pic related? Mostly it's just "Wow they're pretty I wonder how they got such smooth skin, cute abs, nice butt, cute tops etc" I'm kind of confused cause with guys I don't admire them at all but they turn me on so much more
No.344675
>>344674
>Is this porn warping or genuine homosexuality?
Porn warping. I don't have the links but there have been multiple studies done proving this exact thing to be caused by excessive porn. It's due to seeing dicks constantly and image association with pleasure, compared to regular sex where you aren't watching your or someone else' dick while you're climaxing.
Like the vast majority of behavior it's easily explained through basic examination, and usually doesn't end up being some spiritual autistic "woah dude am i secretly a faggot who was born a faggot despite their being no evidence that homosexuality is related to biology or genetics!!?!?!?!!"
No.344676
>>344675
So should I stop watching porn? I mean I've been cutting back on it a lot but nothing is really changing, my mind will still wander to cock and then it just spirals from there into cum and blowjobs etc and next thing I know I'm just wanting to get fucked by a guy or something as I'm climaxing
No.344677
>>344676
That's a hard question to answer. Porn is objectively bad. There's no way around this. But a lot of things are objectively bad. Some people can get away with indulging in degeneracy as a fantasy and still end up doing alright.
I don't know you or your goals so I can't say what you should or should not do. It's not likely you have the willpower to go cold turkey on porn either, I don't think any millenial man really does unless they have a full time job that really takes up a lot of their time.
I don't try to get too much into whether wanting to suck dicks and get fucked is wrong. Typically I just try to go into where those desires stem from and most sane people realise that having a 1 in 5 chance of getting fucking aids from some faggot every time they have a sexual encounter with a man is probably not something they are interested in.
I struggle with a lot of these fantasies myself on a daily basis. But I've done quite a good job at wrestling them down to just masturbation fantasies and leaving them at that. Though that can make things a lot worse for some people. Even I found myself for many years bouncing in between trying to rationalize things just so I could justify fucking men then going back to hating it and never wanting to think about anything like that ever again.
No.344678
>>344677
Why are you even here?
Also, when I first realized I was into men (exclusively) I'd seen porn maybe 2 or 3 times. Your theory is patently bullshit.
No.344679
>>344678
I never said homosexuality is exclusively related to porn consumption. That anon is talking about a fixation on dicks, something that has been proven to be related to porn consumption and explains the boom in popularity towards trannies.
No.344680
>>344677
I'm similar to your last paragraph but more and more I' thinking "fuck it" and want to try something with a guy. My masturbatory fantasies almost exclusively involve men and their bodies now and all I can conclude is I must be a faggot.
>>344679
also tbh I don't really like trannies very much because they just seem weird to me no offense to any trans people lurking it's just not really my cup of tea
No.344681
I did a nofap for a year and realized I was at least bi through that.
>>344680
No one likes them. They don't even like themselves with the amount of shit I've seen in their communities.
No.344683
>>344680
The problem with that "fuck it I'll just try it" mindset is that in that state you're most likely to have dangerous sexual encounters with risky people.
If you do end up following through I would suggest sticking to people from here since they are much less likely to be a disgusting disease ridden freak than your average faggot. Remember, that are entire communities who's collective purpose is to spread aids as it's their fetish to infect people with it.
No.346307
You're a huge faggot.
But don't worry, you came to the right place.
No.346493
>>344677
>porn is objectively bad
No. Subjective opinion.
>>Typically I just try to go into where those desires stem from and most sane people realise that having a 1 in 5 chance of getting fucking aids from some faggot every time they have a sexual encounter with a man is probably not something they are interested in.
>What is protection.
>What are condoms. What are these things.
Your post describes more about you than it does about what you're trying to talk about.
>>344676
>>344680
Please don't listen to self-hating faggots like this fuck. You do you.
No.351926
you can top me if you want^^
No.351974
>>346493
I will do me I'll do me hard
No.353038
>>344301
I doubt OP is still around here.
But just in case, and assuming my echoing opinion even matters, that desk should be given a nice scrub and a coat of lacquer.
And you might want to consider investing in wigs made from material that can be treated and messed with with certain chemicals without you surrendering your purse for a new wig anytime you want to change your hairstyle. So if you haven't already, soup up on your hair-styling. You'll probably want wigs as well that can be added to with some kind of easily detachable adhesive, extensions or whatever they're called, so you don't have to get a different wig every time you want to change the length of your bangs, sides, top, or back.
>The cute pouty look in that third pic doesn't match up well, especially with that damn chastity. Could just be the hair though.
Don't forget, girls wear hats as well. And are those fucking red dots on your sack from you plucking hairs or is it agitation? Everything else seems fine.
No.353143
>>353038
The desk will probably be getting a fresh coat of gasoline when i torch it in my backyard along with the rest of my cheap furnature tbh since theyre place holders more than anything. As for the rest id like to buy a good wig but i cant justify the spending for a secret hobby fetish. Id like a hat but currently, womens sport underwear set, tight girly jeans, swimsuits and feminine sandals/heels are on the list so it will be a while. Balls and face is what it is so not much i can probably do, ill try to work on it but dont count on anything
No.353219
>>351926
>those eyes
A t t r a c t i v e
No.353245
>>353213
Did you even read the op, anon? Does that pic look like a masculine top to you? Op took it from the thread where a girl asked about cds where i posted it. I also would never make an OP with myself as the pic.
No.353262
>>351926
>thought you were norgay
>but flag is danish
fug
No.353314
>>353245
Fuck it then. Not too many people can confuse me these days but you've just done so. And I know better than to try and make sense around here.
No.357967
No.358144
>>355029
>Implying we all aren't still right wing as fuck
Die Commie.
No.358146
>>355029
>Communism
>Homosexuality is illegal and are systematically executed or imprisoned
>Capitalism
>They're allowed to live free and do their thing
You shilling your failed system on the wrong board.
No.358174
>>358146
>communism
>several governments not basing their anti-homosexual agenda in communist theory because communism doesn't condemn homosexuality in any way
>as a counterexample, the Soviets legalized homosexuality for the first time in history of Russia because there was no reason to persecute it after rejecting theism and hollow traditionalism
absolutely uneducated
it's like I wanted to argue against capitalism because homosexuality was harshly persecuted in nazi germany, it doesn't work this way brainlet
>>358144
>implying we are
nice wishful thinking inb4 some poltard oc
No.358175
>>358144
Don't be so mean to the commies, we need to convert them with lewd strip teases and capitalist hamburgers after sensual love making
No.358198
>>358174
>as a counterexample, the Soviets legalized homosexuality for the first time in history of Russia
>thinking that this stopped the gommies from killing gays like flies
Boy, are you retarded.
No.358199
>>358198
In fact I think it became way easier for people to kill gays that became open about it. Because you know, they where easier to pick out now.
No.359303
>what am i
Just a dude who watches too much porn like most of this board
No.359852
The thing is, I'm in a similar boat – but I know I've had homosexual thoughts from a time way before porn was so easily available. Almost since I figured out how to masturbate, I'd have fantasies of friends cumming so much they were literally flooding their houses with semen, and as it washed over me, I became SO HORNY.
That was a dream I woke up to when I was maybe 15 or 16? And that was in 1998 or 1999.
But I know I still like women. I've had tons of crushes on women over the years, with nary a hint of confusion, dating back to kindergarten.
And I don't like traditionally gay men. But a nice, slender, feminine boy? With wide hips, a round ass, dressed in a cute skirt with lacy panties? And big, long, slender cock? My mouth starts to water.
This doesn't have to be the result of porn addiction. For some, maybe. In my case, it can't be, because mine stems from a time before that was even possible.
So like some have said – fuck it. Who cares? Jerk it to what gets you off and don't obsess over why.
No.359856
Apologies for the double post; I think the server was lagging or something. I was sitting on the "Posting 100%…" for several minutes and figured the server had died.
No.359859
you all need to just quit worrying so much about labels and simply embrace the cocklust
No.359860
>>359853
Man what is up with the servers tonight? But i agree with you and a lot of these people here, Who cares? We don't need all those labels and just do what you want to do without it