i have a lot of brain damages and have a lot of very severe ocd and even worse Tourettes caused by that. In the past 8 months its gotten many times worse, first started making me curse more, that lost effect so i had to include God and Jesus in them, that

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Christanon 01/29/19 (Tue) 05:38:56 6ebb87 No.763284

i have a lot of brain damages and have a lot of very severe ocd and even worse Tourettes caused by that. In the past 8 months its gotten many times worse, first started making me curse more, that lost effect so i had to include God and Jesus in them, that lost effect so then started making making me say unspeakable blasphemies, then that lost effect so then it made them worse and in high quantity, that lost effect so a few days ago my brain as a last resort has made me include the Holy spirit in said unspeakable blasphemies…and im worried sometimes because Jesus said if you speak against the Holy spirit you have no forgiveness, but i know i cant control it and dont mean it so i hope its venial and not mortal. But now that its gone so far to make me deadly blaspheme the Holy Spirit i am going to start taking the antipsychotics for ocd i didnt want to take because of the side effects, but i think it would be worth a try at this point and i just wanted to talk about it online because i dont see anyone in real life so please pray for me that the ocd blasphemies will go down bye

Christanon 01/29/19 (Tue) 06:00:43 cdd88f No.763286

Good luck, OP. Brain damage is a very difficult cross to bear. I will pray for you. Don't worry that you're sinning, you're not, your brain is damaged, God knows that.

Christanon 01/29/19 (Tue) 13:13:27 aeb927 No.763375

If you have no control over it, it is neither venial nor mortal nor sin at all.

You could try praising God ad Christianity, since in the modrrn day nothing is more blasphemous, unspeakable and more damaging for the ears of 99% of the population

Christanon 01/29/19 (Tue) 15:53:49 2a9c7c No.763402

Anon, blasphemy against the Holy Spirit is hopelessness, i.e., a lack of faith in God.

Despite whatever difficulties you may face, if you continue to trust in God, and seek peace in Him, it will all work out.

Christanon 01/29/19 (Tue) 20:09:58 603857 No.763491

>>763402

I always interpreted blasphemy against the Holy Spirit meaning a lack of wanting the truth, since the Holy Spirit is the spirit of Truth. It stands to reason if you have no concern for the truth you will never have salvation. The truth sets you free.

Christanon 01/31/19 (Thu) 00:14:20 09d75f No.764142

>>763284

Have you spoken to a priest about your problems? Does it interfere in your ability to attend Mass and take Eucharist?

Also, has deep brain stimulation been considered?

Christanon 01/31/19 (Thu) 01:11:20 e5af1f No.764181

Sometimes the harder we attempt to resist something, the more it will torment us. Perhaps you need to let go a bit and do not worry. If it is out of your control, there is nothing to worry about. Jesus understands. I know it is easier said than done, but if you allow your mind to be free, your thoughts won't be so controlled in trying to resist it. Allow what may pass so long as it is not sinful.

Christanon 01/31/19 (Thu) 11:19:06 2b73dd No.764336

Get all sin out of your life, never stop praying, and never lose hope. I will pray for you as well, anon.

If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.

- John 8:36