>>733686
If "perfect" is what you are looking for then start looking at other women for wife. We are not perfect by our fallen nature, but we are meant to be because God who is perfect is our creator. How could something imperfect such as us create your so-called "perfect" wife.
>its just that i just was never good with people
Just be yourself and be honest, carry yourself with confidence and grace but not too much and you will be fine. If you lack in anything, pray to God.
>i want someone with infinite possibilities of knowledge, that could teach me lots of new things
Follow our Lord then, ask Him for wisdom, and He shall provide.
Sounds to me you just want someone to talk to, some company who can keep up with you and your antics, not an AI. You are looking for love in all the wrong places, friend.