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This is the same thread you made the other day.
<Yes, the fullness of life is in Christ Jesus
<Pick up a Bible and read John and the Psalms
<Pray the Our Father and confess your sins to the Lord
<Work on your putting your trust in God, faith will make you whole, not a woman
<Don't put this girl or any girl on a pedestal, don't be a cuck
<Talk to a priest to learn more about the Catholic church
Also someone suggested you could benefit from therapy. There are some great tools online including CBT at https://www.moodgym.com.au and EMDR at emdrtool.org