Can I be honest? Every time I come here I have a deeper desire to leave the RCC and attack all denomination…ALL of them, even the orthos.
This place makes me sad to be a Christian; online banter, don't take it too seriously…and yet, the hatred behind many of those posts is real.
I am a selfish person, egotistical and self-centered; I came back to God to get rid of this infection plaguing my soul, and I started to come here to get some resources and looking for mature debates on the subject; instead of helping, many of the things I saw here hollowed me. many of you guys are admirable, but there are plenty of posts and posters who make me feel a desire to turn away from God, and I almost sense a sort of "shame" for being a fallen man who tries to follow the Christ.
Give me one reason not to reject my faith and turn into a lukewarm "Christian" in name only person…because right now all I want is to just dump it all, quit going to mass and honestly pursue something completely against the Christian faith.