I used to be on fire for the gospel. But through disappointment, scriptural confusion, failure, and everything falling on deaf ears, as well as things going backward…. I couldn't care less if people go to hell. It's not that I want them to go there. But I'm not going out of my way to preach any message anymore. I did my fair share. I'm not going to worry about something out of my control. Unless God manifests I'm not going to do anything but live my life and wait to die. Nothing changes. Nothing is miraculous.