no im not a faggot
>be with boyfriend with 7 years (we were underage most of the time)
>fiance for now until we're able to get married which is god knows how long but i need to be a catechumen
>also its long distance for the most part but we're trying to change that
>all good for the most part, but suddenly he's gone full retard and started blaspheming the holy spirit, christ, and god because he's mad christ took death which is the most beautiful thing to him so now he wants to become a satanist. tries to purposely be cruel and edgy now.
>scheduled an appointment with his priest today to talk about it since he can't resonate orthodox ideology in his mind instead
Okay it's probably obvious but he's mentally ill as a sufferer of bipolar disorder, and bipolar disorder isn't an easy thing to deal with. I'm put off by the whole thing because it's not only winnie the pooh retarded and disrespectful but deranged. it makes me question his entire sanity, rationality, and sincerity since it makes NO sense. i love him a lot but im honestly pretty disgusted and don't know if i can forgive him even if his mind does change on this, since it's so out there and strange. he told me i can take a break from this relationship and date other men to see if i want to stay with him (lol). what do /christian/?