>>630430
>Had a dream last night
You're experiencing anxiety that you won't hold your ground
>If martyrdom comes knocking and in fear for your life you run from it, are you thoroughly screwed then?
Let's get this one thing straight: you are under no obligation to run toward martyrdom.
It IS meant to be something you can try to avoid.
Look how many times Jesus "slipped through the crowd" that were trying to lynch him.
BUT
DO NOT deny Christ in doing so. So if someone points a gun and says, "Deny Christ", you accept your fate and DON'T deny Christ.
If you DO deny Christ _then you're in trouble.
Simple, really.