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>I feel kinda lost as far as where to go next. Any ideas?
Read the Holy Bible and shed any inclination of Mormon doctrine and just read the Bible in its pure form. Read the Bible with the force and power of the Holy Spirit.
>Still consider myself a Christian
You need to admit that you were never a Christian. In my opinion, I believe converts from Mormonism and JWs are much harder, because they've been brainwashed with using different terminologies for the same words, so they end up disillusioned like David Pakman and turn full-blown atheist because they think all Christians are the same. Mormonism and JWs are very dishonest and their main lie is to insist calling themselves Christians when they know nothing about the Christian faith. For example, Mormons claim to believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of God, which is semantically true, but Mormons also believe that you can also become a Son of God equal to Jesus Christ which is false.
You can look up testimonies of Lynn Wilder on YouTube, she is an ex-Mormon and former BYU professor who converted to Christianity. I understand being an ex-Mormon to the Mormon church is akin to calling yourself a Satanist, but it's another tactic to get you stay inside of that Mormon bubble. Read your Bible.