Today I've been reading the written about him in Internet. The English wikipedia says that he was "a Bulgarian ascetic who walked over 20 kilometres (12 mi) each day to sit or stand in front of the Cathedral of Alexander Nevsky in Sofia to collect money for charitable causes. Dobrev donated all the money he collected to charities, orphanages, churches and monasteries. And according to the Russian wikipedia, his main occupation was "charity giver". So wrong… Or rather not wrong, but incomplete. Yes, by his charity he has collected for himself a huge treasure on the heavens where it won't be consumed by moth or rust, nor thieves will break through and steal. But he was so much more than just a charity giver…
For a very long time people knew him as a beggar. Then they learned what he was doing with the money and decided that he was a Godly man who had devoted himself to God and His Church. But so few suspected that the old man didn't really want their money. What he wanted is to make their souls better, kind and merciful. The money was only the means to achieve this sacred goal. When the media eventually discovered him, they began to chase him aggressively. But the old man didn't want a glory for himself in this world. He locked himself in a poor room, avoiding journalists, rarely speaking, sleeping not in the bed but on the floor. And he died there at age of 104, being old and full of years.
You look at him and you see a stranger from another world. To some he was a time traveller from far past. To others, he was coming to us from the future, from the Kingdom of God that will be after the general resurrection. You look at him and you don't know what to do with him. Should you hug him, or should you fondle him, or you should simply stay for a while next to him?
I am reading the following words of apostle Paul and each word seems to me as written specially about grandpa Dobri: "By glory and dishonour, by evil report and good report; as deceivers, and yet true; as unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and behold, we live; as punished, and not killed; as sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things. Our mouth is open to you, our heart is enlarged. You are not straitened in us, but you are straitened in your own bowels. Now in return, I speak as to my children, you also be open wide!"
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A talk with grandpa Dobri (the translation may be inaccurate because the old man speaks a difficult dialect; however, I think this translation is more accurate than what can be found in other places in Internet):
Are there others like you?
I don't know. [And his gesture says: This is not important.]
Do you have a TV?
No, no. These are devils, I don't take them.
Is the TV from the devil?
Surely it is. The media and the news papers, they are delusion. Everything from the humans and without the God is from the devil.
Show me the devil?
He is in our heads. We have received him.
Grandpa Dobri, are you going to heaven?
Well, we shell see. God will say when I die, when I go before Him. God wants to take everyone, anyone who wants to be with God. Because He is merciful. Whoever acknowledges his own faults will be forgiven. But whoever doesn't want, because he is captured by the devil,…
Which is our one, greatest sin?
Let me see… Fornication. As it destroys the family and everything.
Are you afraid from the death?
I am not afraid from the death.
How so?
Well, not that I am certain about me, because I am a sinner… But I am not afraid. Seeing that here, too, it is not a good place. And if God lifts me, then He lifts me, it is that. Here I am not the happiest person, am I?
Will God be merciful upon us?
He will, he will! He will, but to those who are humbling themselves. But to those who are not humbling themselves before Him, to those who do not understand this, He won't be merciful to them, they will go with the devil, with the one who conducts them.