>>600587
You do what you can, and understand that despite your best intentions, you're one man against the world, just like so many others out there that are trying to find a way out of this.
Get involved in your community and church, make yourself stronger socially, physically, spiritually. Find a wife-material woman, or dedicate yourself to the Church, whatever strikes your fancy. Stand up for what you know is right, even if it might hurt those around you. Pray.