>Luke 17:21
>For they shalt not say 'Lo here!' or 'Lo there!', for behold, the Kingdom of God is within you.
>within you
If you read the bible from a literal perspective and seek God externally, such as beyond the skies or in any physical, superficial perspective, then you clearly have misunderstood the depth of truth contained within the bible. Each and every being prior to Jesus including him is an aspect represented within us, but through Jesus we are find salvation by rising through Jacob's ladder (33 spinal column steps) into the mind itself unto the [Solomon's] temple which rests His tabernacle.
There is much allegorical context to understand, but it takes abolishing yourself from what the construct of modern day religion will push onto you. Religion is not inherently evil, only the leaders can choose to be for an agenda of their selection. You do not need to dedicate yourself to a church in order to seek and be with Christ, you must simply dedicate yourself, your vessel, to Him, and Him alone. Not a priest, not a central figure, for He asks for nothing in return but your faith and diligence to that faith.
Those who seek a "Second Coming of the Messiah" will be poorly misled, ultimately falling for deception. This is why I believe in God, for one must have eyes to see and ears to hear, and they are but found through the spirit.
Belief is one thing, but it also is a construct of systematic thought and power evoked from it. It is baseless, it can be changed by influence strongly convincing an individual, but it can be placed upon one's faith and held strong through resolve forged deep within its roots. Faith however, is everlasting. It is the foundation by which your ancestors cultivated and have kept up until your existence was conceived. Bringing it to a power you can wield and stand for with all that you are requires principles and virtues, like pillars that hold a building together without collapsing at the fracture of instability. Practice good faith and understand that seeing is not believing. Conceiving is believing. Create your belief through the blessing vested within you by God that is this existence, and you cannot go wrong, upon following through with words into actions that speak for all that is committed.
Also, just pray and seek conviction through the Lord via repentance and acknowledgement that we are not perfect but in the eyes of God, whom sees us for who we are, not what, being the spirit beyond the flesh. And that is my long-winded response to your question.
P.S. Do not give into fear or paranoia, for true maximum strength and vitality.