/christian/ - Christian Discussion and Fellowship

>>585842

I want to go to confession eventually but it's really hard for me. Plus, I'm too lazy to go to church.

>>585843

it's not hard, just remember your big mistakes, and just go

>>585847

The main problem is that I would miss the next Sunday mass and end up with mortal sin again so no communion again. So what's the point.

>>585843

>I want to go to confession eventually but it's really hard for me

This

Stop doubting…and hating myself to the point I feel disgusted by the idea of me going to church.

If I could get a grip over myself, and stop being a depressed mess doing nothing with his free time, I'd be able to at least attempt bettering my life especially on a Christian level.

Also, quitting bad habits which make me enjoy disgusting and disturbing things like self-inflicted pain and similar things.

>>585883

>Also, quitting bad habits which make me enjoy disgusting and disturbing things

This. This so bad. My human nature tries to justify my actions by saying that appreciation of lewd imagery isn't as bad as hardcore or depraved imagery, but the slippery-slope "fallacy" always proves itself right. A goal of mine would be to block any and all wickedness and find a woman who embraces God.

>>585842

if you share your goals they are less probable of becoming a reality

nono

married, kids, seminary, get ordained, bring orthodoxy to the americans

>>585924

this

>>585920

we can do it, man…not alone, of course. I used to be an active homosexual, now I was able to stop lusting after men. Next is getting rid of my other fetishes (masochism, bondage and furry stuff), then starting to look for a woman.

I am a Caucasian man, I want my people to survive (even with their flaws, I do not believe we deserve to be erased: if God made me like this, there must be a reason), even if I know that God matters more than blood.

>>585842

Theosis was always something I wanted to obtain in this life, even if just for a moment, but now I know that thanks to Jesus I can have if forever. Now I'd just like to become a teacher and spread the good news where I can.

>>585842

I'd like to be a better person because I leave everyone alone and don't want to be a bother either, but not much is accomplished other than not being a bad guy. I could be better at helping others find comfort and peace.

>>585986

cheers brother

>>585843

>I want to go to confession eventually but it's really hard for me.

Had similar feelings last time I went, but in the end it was more emotional than I thought. It was like a weight was lifted from my shoulders when I did my penance. Definitely worth the time and anxiety.

Sadly, I'm in a weird position because I fell away and got married outside of the Church. I'll have to meet with a priest/ maybe do RCIA because I wasn't catechized.

>>585842

Retake the Holy Land or just start a permaculture farm in the meantime, that'd be nice too

I don't think I have any particularly grand goals, but they're big for me.

I want to have a family. My girlfriend and I have been dating for over 4 years (we're 21 years old) and I plan on proposing to her in the coming few years.

Also this lent, I've decided as well as my normal sacrifices, I want to fast on Fridays from all food.

Aside from that, I guess just try to be a good person and help others along the right path.

>>585921

Where would you go if you were to go?

>>585923

Shitpost?

>>592853

Sounds very comfy, brother.