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It's not your fault you think like that btw, there are allot of people trying to convince you of that conclusion, it is the idealougody of our times and you have a duty to save yourself from it, allot of people in the Bible speak to god in the wilderness, the place were the vulnerability of life and the cold indifference of existence is most present, it doesn't say that all people find god there but some do, generally the people who were good at surviving there found him there, you can completely lose sight of him there and that is why i think Jesus was our voice in the wilderness, it's completely rational to despair over the future but you simply can't when you love Jesus, he allows you to walk on the chaos of the storm, then when reality drags you down he pulls you back up, it's logical and a normal human reaction to despair but what's supernatural about loving Jesus is the joy it creates and how it transforms
Christianity is not the answer to human suffering, im still exhausted, I can't stop thinking about Jesus though