84d755 No.2286811
♥ Official Scootalooo Thread ♥
Gettin' Swole, Sexting Thots Edition.
760466 No.2286815
760466 No.2286818
didn't you see that one already?
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c7a4a1 No.2286822
You dabbed but did you skrrt though?
84d755 No.2286824
Too busy with Borger to skrrrt
760466 No.2286825
760466 No.2286826
i wore my leather ankle booties last night but I forgot how hard it is to drive a stick in heels haha. I almost money shifted x_x
84d755 No.2286827
>>2286825
You have a license for that booty
852efd No.2286828
>>2286812
Does getting sweaty always make you horny?
Scoot, hurry up and sext this woman!
>>2286820
760466 No.2286829
>>2286827
n-no officer. do you need to f-frisk me now?
>>2286828
No, they were probably not related. I'm gonna be a raging bitch for the next couple days now though grr
ur 2cute
84d755 No.2286830
>>2286828
>Lily-chan
Sweaty Sext session? Are there any other kind?
84d755 No.2286831
>>2286829
stand up straight, legs apart, hands where I can see them Miss. It is time for a frisk'n
760466 No.2286832
>>2286831
But that tickles!! Aren't I supposed to bend over~?
852efd No.2286833
>>2286829
Frustration. I'd help if I could! I bet Scoot would, too. :P
>>2286830
I don't feel sexy when I'm sweaty, but I do think it's hot when a certain someone finishes her workout. Being comfy usually makes me frisky. I just suddenly feel so relaxed and ready.
84d755 No.2286834
>>2286832
I am afraid I must make sure your upper body isn't packing some dangerous concealed wepons ma'am. We'll get onto the cavity search in a minute.
-Booby rub-
760466 No.2286835
>>2286833
Appreciated.
>>2286834
nuuuu. my nipples are sensitiveeeeeeeee
84d755 No.2286836
>>2286833
The only answer is to three way Elma. That is the only solution.
Also, intriguing. We're all different I guess. The firskiest for me is hungover. I just want to pump someone full of sloppy cummies.
84d755 No.2286837
>>2286835
Inconclusive! We'll need that blouse off, please try not to make a scene ma'am. This is all routine.
760466 No.2286838
>>2286836
:O 3-ways are weird. I don't like sharing.
>>2286837
I thought there was supposed to be a girl cop!??!? Get officer Sabrina over here.
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149e2f No.2286840
>>2286837
Is her mouth over the bandages.
852efd No.2286841
>>2286836
Interesting. I wonder what made you wired that way. It's neat how we're all different. :3
>>2286838
>Get officer Sabrina over here.
Well, booby calls.
Duty! Duty calls!
84d755 No.2286842
>>2286838
This is all standard procedure ma'am, don't worry. It is all down in Police Procedure CHapter 23, section 4.
>grabs radio
>>2286841
Requesting back up to a stop and search, suspeced THOT criminal is getting rowdy.
84d755 No.2286843
>I aint dignifying no T posing swamp dweller.
760466 No.2286844
Sabby how do you feel about bralettes?
I think they're cute and they're way more comfy to wear for work but maybe cause I'm smol titty committee.
852efd No.2286845
>>2286840
Sure looks like it. Let's say they're sheer bandages. :3
>>2286842
I only have fuzzy cuffs. We'll need to go super off the books on this one.
>>2286844
They are comfy! I got a couple at VS last year 'cause they're great about fitting you.
852efd No.2286846
>smol bobs
>can't wear all those cute strapless dresses
>the struggle is real
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149e2f No.2286848
>>2286845
I call it shitty animation. Same way the eyebrows somehow bleed through.
84d755 No.2286849
>>2286845
I'll turn off the dashcams, you get this perp over the bonnet.
852efd No.2286850
>>2286847
The price of justice. :P
>>2286848
Those are ghost eyebroews. All the rage this season.
>>2286849
Time to cop a feel Copperfield style abra cadabra.
84d755 No.2286851
>>2286850
Police boobtality.
149e2f No.2286852
>>2286850
Seasons last 10 years I see.
852efd No.2286853
>>2286852
Ghostlook is like cherry red lipstick - always in style.
>>2286851
Everything is definitely going to be held against this one.
84d755 No.2286855
>Seasons last 10 years.
They do in Westeros.
>>2286853
They have the right to remain thirsty.
852efd No.2286856
>>2286854
Just playin' devil's advocate.
>>2286855
I think we scared her away with OUR thirst.
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919c05 No.2286859
1 hour till Dota 2 Battle Cup.
Gotta make a ritual and sacrifice to Gaben for easy wins.
ed8bf7 No.2286860
>>2286859
4 cans of cider?
919c05 No.2286861
Oh, I got my blood test results, apparently I've got high risk for diabetes. Now the support says I can't have energy drinks. Imagine.
>It wasn't the booze or drugs that killed him
>It was the 49p Boost Energy drinks that finished SCANNER off.
Fuck the support, I'll just get Sugar Free energy drinks. That won't kill me with a diabetic coma, right?
d56c9b No.2286862
I want a sticky subject field but i can't sniff any of the events around the subject field being cleared so i can't refill it when it's cleared.
919c05 No.2286863
>>2286860
Yeah, that comes after. How did you know I got 4 cans?
ed8bf7 No.2286864
>>2286861
sweeteners fuck your digestive system, and are worse for the betes over time
>>2286863
its always 4 cans
i desire disarono and ginger but i think its too early
919c05 No.2286865
>>2286864
Aw fuck, but I love energy drinks. It feels so right having an energy drink in one hand and a cig in the other.
And yeah, I'm a creature of habit. Mind you, I tried vodka and Dr.Pepper last week. I can see why people go for it, you can hardly taste the vodka.
919c05 No.2286866
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
NEVER TOO EARLY TO GET SHITFACED
919c05 No.2286867
Oh, saw my sister today, she came home from Manchester. She works in an old folks home. She told me about the times she has to clean up diarrhoea from old people's pubes and vomit and stuff. And she only gets minimum wage. She tells me that sometimes the old people cry out for their mums. Really sad.
ed8bf7 No.2286868
>>2286865
gotta ditch em for your health my man.
dr can make most things taste at least decent, ill remember that when i look to polish off that bottle of the foul fucking absolut vodka i have lying around.
>>2286866
id say before 5pm is too early
919c05 No.2286869
>>2286868
I'm gonna be a sickly old guy. Better enjoy my youth while I can. Taking drugs with litttle consequence.
I might get some vodka and Dr.pep next week. Get me in the Christmas Spirit.
And I say 12am is the earliest to drink. 1pm is fine.
919c05 No.2286870
Feels good getting benefits and not having to work because you're a mad cunt. Getting as many qualifications as possible so at least I'm not a filthy NEET.
ed8bf7 No.2286871
>>2286869
i much prefer rum, or failing that whisky with my coke. amaretto is cheap though and goes well with it in a pinch.
i disagree, i dont like the idea of drinking during working hours.
d6395f No.2286872
>Tachiyomi no instant cross-device syncing
wtf
84d755 No.2286873
>tfw pub drinking tonight
c7a4a1 No.2286874
>>2286869
>I'm gonna be a sickly old guy
Tbh I doubt you're gonna live that far
919c05 No.2286875
>>2286871
I do love rum too. Even though I don't like the taste of it anymore, it's my wheelhouse.
>>2286874
Yeah, I'll probably be dead at 50. Or who knows, maybe all this posion is keeping me alive. Like how rock stars can take all of the drugs and live to be 90.
919c05 No.2286876
>>2286873
That's a sad feel. I sip my cider in your honor.
ed8bf7 No.2286877
>>2286875
i love me some rum, but alas i cant afford a good rum habit right now
919c05 No.2286878
>>2286877
Save all your rum cravings for christmas or New Years. We're gonna get fucked up on that night.
919c05 No.2286879
>>2286877
Next Friday, you wanna get a bottle of rum and coke and drink with me? I'm thinking I should get a bottle of rum next week. I can't get it now. I think it'll be too late for me because I got dota2, and I'll be drinking around a bout 8pm which will probably spill into the night. Can't have a hangover Monday either, I got class.
919c05 No.2286880
17 minutes guys, gonna find a party now, hope I don't get paired with a bunch of retards.
919c05 No.2286881
most of my team are from UK. Lucky me. Now I can call them cunts if they're playing poorly.
919c05 No.2286882
>>2286873
Oh I read that as no pub drinking. Have fun. Enjoy the banter.
ed8bf7 No.2286883
>>2286879
as in chill and drink in bread? sure, dont think ive any plans for that friday. bfs at work this tuesday.
919c05 No.2286884
>>2286883
Yeah, chill and drink in bread. Oh, a minute till game. Talk to you later, qt.
84d755 No.2286885
>>2286882
Getting sorted now, arigato moshimush
ed8bf7 No.2286887
>>2286884
i have ginger and whisky
catch you later
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d6395f No.2286894
>>2286893
oh man i wish that were me
3bfbac No.2286895
>>2286894
same
how's your saturday?
cc6b83 No.2286896
>>2286893
oh man i wish that were me
5af1de No.2286897
>>2286874
this is screaming pedo vibes
919c05 No.2286899
Back, got to the Grand Final, lost it. Oh well, at least I got further this time. Gonna cook myself a stirfry and put them in wraps.
ff694d No.2286901
>>2286900
How does that work when youre being peed on
d6395f No.2286902
>>2286895
Uneventful. I wanted to swap for winter tyres but it started raining and tomorrow I'll probably do that.
cc6b83 No.2286903
>>2286901
I would never do something so degenerate.
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c75af2 No.2286907
good morning friends
Just hit them red dead credits
how are you hguys doing today?
d6395f No.2286908
38a6b1 No.2286909
Wish why is your hair so curly
c75af2 No.2286910
>>2286908
if u get one ill invade ur dark souls world
d6395f No.2286912
cc6b83 No.2286913
>>2286909
Joke's on you, I've been wearing my tuque out so my hair is really flat right now.
>>2286911
嘘じゃないよ
3bfbac No.2286914
>>2286902
>rain
at least it's comfy then
got persona 5, gonna play in a bit
ff694d No.2286916
>>2286913
>嘘じゃないよ
your pixiv says otherwise
38a6b1 No.2286917
>>2286913
Oh is it snowing out now?
c75af2 No.2286918
Cash rules everything around me
Cream get da money
Dolla Dolla bill Y'all
38a6b1 No.2286919
cc6b83 No.2286920
>>2286916
み、見ないでよ、ばか
>>2286917
For the past few weeks, yeah.
ff694d No.2286921
>>2286920
>み、見ないでよ、ばか
how else will i get cute ハムマン pictures
cc6b83 No.2286924
>>2286923
It'd be easier to search the tag!
cc6b83 No.2286928
>>2286926
So how does that makes me a 変態 then?
d6395f No.2286929
>>2286914
it's not comfy heavy rain, just a slight filthy drizzle of cold wetness.
cc6b83 No.2286930
I want a slight filthy drizzle of cold wetness.
ff694d No.2286933
>>2286930
変態
>>2286932
guess i will have to just let other people login to confirm for themselves :^)
cc6b83 No.2286934
>>2286933
Wanting rain is perverted?
Brb, changing my password.
ff694d No.2286935
>>2286934
>Wanting rain is perverted?
since when is rain filthy?
>Brb, changing my password.
but i still need to download more ハムハン
3bfbac No.2286936
>>2286929
Would have been fine to change tires then?
I'm brb, grabbing some food
cc6b83 No.2286937
>>2286935
I dunno, blame Ikt's description.
Why would you download art of an American ship inn a Chinese game? :3
ff694d No.2286938
>>2286937
>I dunno, blame Ikt's description.
>blame the gooks
あいらぶゆう
>Why would you download art of an American ship inn a Chinese game? :3
japanese art of a cute loli
cc6b83 No.2286939
>>2286938
恥ずかしい
She's not a cute loli, look at all this oppai
>
ed8bf7 No.2286940
>>2286891
sorry, food and anime and the bf needed tending to
still about?
ff694d No.2286941
>>2286939
>恥ずかしい
可愛い
not as cute as blaming the gooks though
>She's not a cute loli, look at all this oppai
shitty artist she is clearly flat
cc6b83 No.2286942
>>2286941
何それ
She's not even flat in the image you just posted!
d6395f No.2286943
>>2286936
i dont want to get wet
ff694d No.2286944
>>2286942
ikt is a gook right?
>She's not even flat in the image you just posted!
close enough
6e3717 No.2286945
>>2286940
hanging out with tracer
he cooked some tasty tacos :3
cc6b83 No.2286947
I want to eat Tracer's taco
ff694d No.2286948
>>2286946
viets are gooks too
i was going to post that image
3bfbac No.2286949
>>2286943
I'm afraid you have no choice with me.
6e3717 No.2286950
>>2286947
too bad they're all mine~
ed8bf7 No.2286951
>>2286945
we had morrisons steak pies today, with salad of all things. still fucking delicious though. also rhubarb pie and custard for desert. also disarono.
were gonna watch a movie in two, hopefully i can convince him to drink with me more so i can make him cuddle me more.
any plans for the night together?
>>2286947
take your mental illness elsewhere, dyke
6e3717 No.2286952
>>2286951
sounds cozy =w=
nah not really, we're just hanging out watching youtube videos
might play RDR2
I'm currently learning to chart songs for Clone Hero
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ff694d No.2286955
>>2286953
you slept very long
919c05 No.2286956
TIME TO CRACK EM
CAN IN ONE HAND
CIG IN THE OTHER
WE HAVE STRAYED FAR FROM GOD'S LIGHT
ff694d No.2286959
>>2286958
do you always sleep that long
ed8bf7 No.2286960
>>2286952
well my cuddles and drink have been delayed while he shoots 12 year olds in a free to play shooter as a gay furry
>>2286956
that reminds me, i have beer
0eae94 No.2286961
>>2286959
not always
i sleep random amounts
919c05 No.2286962
>>2286960
I was thinking about just drinking one can and then going to bed, but glad you're still up. Need to find more funny shit on youtube.
Not looking forward to doing my homework.
ed8bf7 No.2286963
>>2286962
hobgoblin aint the darkest of beers, but its better than a kick in the teeth.
whats it on?
6e3717 No.2286964
>>2286957
yeah that scene is great
shit quality though unfortunately
>>2286958
lazybutt
>>2286960
nice.
93fcda No.2286965
919c05 No.2286966
>>2286963
Doing maths, said I sucked at it so now I'm going to math class. Remembered how to do take aways on big numbers.
ed8bf7 No.2286968
>>2286964
yeah, at least i have beer tho
gotten on to RDR2 yet?
>>2286966
still remember good old pythagoras?
919c05 No.2286969
>>2286968
Forgot all that shit. Felt good remembering how to subtract in big numbers though. Who knows, maybe I'll get to learn long division.
919c05 No.2286970
#off to bed witth me, don't really like staying up that late anymore. Night night.
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6e3717 No.2286972
>>2286968
nah I've been charting my first song, gonna see if Tracer wants to play
7a5b5e No.2286973
The MC and a cute girl got stuck in space inside a mech
so she had to pee in his mouth
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760466 No.2286979
good evening everynyaan~ ^^
269b55 No.2286980
Spyro is better than Crash.
760466 No.2286981
Crash Team Racing was pretty dank
52ad2b No.2286983
719027 No.2286984
>>2286982
well crashing ass isn't too bad
7a5b5e No.2286985
>>2286983
Are you a big nine inch nails fan ?
52ad2b No.2286987
>>2286985
not really but they have some good songs i can't resist
cc6b83 No.2286988
Anyone who thinks Crash Bash wasn't the greatest game ever is wrong.
ff694d No.2286990
>>2286988
thats not 絶体絶命都市
7a5b5e No.2286991
I'm kinda feeling more and more badass as time passes.
7a5b5e No.2286992
Izana Shinatose is probably prime waifu material.
cc6b83 No.2286993
>>2286990
thats not アズルレーン
7a5b5e No.2286994
This purple faggot runs up to you and starts bullying you when 6 more different colored ones show up.
whats your next action ?
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719027 No.2286997
>>2286990
wish is actually a chinese immigrant in Canada.
>>2286994
oral sex appeasement.
7a5b5e No.2286998
>>2286995
>>2286997
They are all like 3 feet tall and look like children though.
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52ad2b No.2287000
>>2286989
Twilight music? my music suddenly changed tone and it started with this song. idk why
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cno20onK9dY
>>2286994
go on a crusade with them?
cc6b83 No.2287001
>>2286996
>Expression 1. eat shit!;
Y-Yours? .///.
>>2286997
wish is actually a dinde
719027 No.2287002
>>2286998
act like you are psycho then run. thatll fool em
>>2287001
dinde fried rice?
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ff694d No.2287004
>>2286997
of course he is https://0x0.st/s0uy.png
>>2287001
>Y-Yours? .///.
変態
i thought it was just pee
i would translate it as fuck off
>dinde
なにそれ？
7a5b5e No.2287005
>>2286999
Kinda weird flex but okay.
>>2287000
They ignore your comment and call you a window licker and a pixal counter.
They start circling you like sharks.
blood is in the water
>>2287002
They move onto someone else.
760466 No.2287006
>>2287005
wasn't even a flex, was it?
:(
cc6b83 No.2287007
>>2287002
Dinde dinde dinde
>>2287004
ばか
Turkey gobble gobble
52ad2b No.2287008
ff694d No.2287009
>>2287007
＞ばか
え？なんで？
>Turkey gobble gobble
why is it called a dinde
719027 No.2287010
>>2287004
use his gobbler for a handle
>>2287009
french
7a5b5e No.2287011
>>2287008
Your screen suddenly turns black
you hear "KOS bitch" play on loop while your screen is solid black and you can't do anything about it despite your rage building
you form a fist with your hand and smash your glass desk leaving it in a pile of broken glass and shards of metal.
Your cpu suddenly explodes
no more computer for a little
cc6b83 No.2287012
>>2287009
I don't have a poop fetish!
>why is it called a dinde
Because when the Americas were discovered turkeys were referred to as "coq d'Inde" which is literally "chicken of the Indies" and then that just got shortened to "d'Inde" and then "dinde"
9d6677 No.2287013
Elma hurry up and get in here and sit in on our shitposting!
7a5b5e No.2287014
>>2287006
Not really
its just something people have been saying a lot
ff694d No.2287015
>>2287010
>use his gobbler for a handle
handle for what?
>>2287012
>I don't have a poop fetish!
then why did you ask to eat my shit
>Because when the Americas were discovered turkeys were referred to as "coq d'Inde" which is literally "chicken of the Indies" and then that just got shortened to "d'Inde" and then "dinde"
you never had turkeys in europe?
39221c No.2287016
Convince me not to an hero
Spoilers: I don't have a current method, but just looking for validation
52ad2b No.2287017
>>2287011
f
>>2287016
there is no afterlife so you have to live in the now to get anything and everything you want. in the end none of it will matter but you will probably die happy
2712e1 No.2287019
There's no reason to live, but I don't feel as though giving reasons to not die will be exactly what you're looking for.
39221c No.2287020
>>2287017
I would prefer not to have senses, feeling, or conciousness, so death is kinda what I'm asking for.
>>2287019
Can't argue with that logic
760466 No.2287021
87f271 No.2287022
>>2287013
Fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuu
cc6b83 No.2287023
>>2287015
It was just a meme!
No, they're native to the Americas.
>>2287018
*continues*
52ad2b No.2287024
>>2287020
weird. why?
most men(afaik, and women i guess) deep down have instincts to have children and watch them grow into adults, teaching/shaping them along the way to be a better version of you.
no clue what the end goal of evolution is supposed to be but people seem complacent with it
9d6677 No.2287025
>>2287021
things will happen
eventually!
39221c No.2287026
>>2287024
I'm too incompetent to have a family, and much too old to restart my life. I have nothing to begin from, so what's the point in trying to better nothing with nothing?
2712e1 No.2287027
>>2287024
Instinctually that's a man's goals, but modern society has complicated things to a point where even a man's innate purpose in life easily comes into question.
ff694d No.2287028
>>2287023
>It was just a meme!
just like you being a chink right?
>No, they're native to the Americas.
then what is turkey named after
87f271 No.2287029
>>2287028
>then what is turkey named after
>thinks the country is named after the bird
39221c No.2287030
>>2287027
>child cloned from two woment lives
>child cloned from two men dies
It's very easy to lose purpose when studies like that come out
52ad2b No.2287031
>>2287026
unless youre legit like 60+ then youre still able to change your way of life imo(once youre 60+ you should probably be looking towards retirement and just ride out your current gig, unless you want/have to keep working)
freeman, you can do almost anything you want to in this world. if youre in your 20s-40s you could easily change how your life is with enough determination/dedication
>>2287027
the game has changed, sure i'll admit to that but it's still the game that is being played. we're just able to do funner shit(subjective to what fun would be but i feel there's more than enough now than ever before) now, though with more restrictions/limitations
484d96 No.2287032
>>2287023
Nice. I wanted to post the latest webm from Incase/Tarakanovichbut I don't think it's your thing
39221c No.2287033
>>2287031
I have no friends, barely have family, and no substance except for a bunch of shitty possensions I just need to sell or throw away
I've failed so many people in my lifetime, and it's the failures, not the successes, that stick with me. Even if I become more successful than the nothing I am now, I won't look back on the success but just remember all the failure and guilt that came beforehand.
2712e1 No.2287034
>>2287030
It's a two player game, but females hold all the cards.
>>2287031
The ability to do funner things is there, but the moment the female figures out that, all they need to do is divorce their man to get a shit ton of cash, is when the game ends.
Certainly, for that male in particular, he achieved his goal; however, for all the men watching from a distance, and all those who hear his story, little by little, there'll be fewer and fewer males willing to try their luck.
39221c No.2287035
>>2287034
I'm still being manipulated by them even not having contact with them. Hell my best friend is a female cat and she tugs me in more directions than anyone else in my life right now.
cc6b83 No.2287036
>>2287028
Y-Yes daddy
>then what is turkey named after
Apparently there was some African bird they called a turkey because it came to England through Turkey and they mistook it for this one.
>>2287032
Post it anyways.
2712e1 No.2287037
>>2287034
A strange game. The only winning move is to not play.
You can't blame the animal though man c'mon, it just loves you.
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39221c No.2287039
>>2287037
>>2287038
Was wondering if that one was meant for me.
I kinda guess she loves me, but there are other times I don't know. I feel if she ran away it would be easier to die. If I don't go to the hospital I might just let her out and not let her back in and let the guilt drive me to suicde.
ff694d No.2287040
>>2287029
>One theory is that when Europeans first encountered turkeys in America, they incorrectly identified the birds as a type of guineafowl, which were already being imported into Europe by Turkey merchants via Constantinople and were therefore nicknamed Turkey coqs
>>2287036
>Post it anyways.
<洋芸術
52ad2b No.2287042
>>2287033
if you want friends you could start going to events for things you like nearby to meet up with people and see if you can get into a clique. i often complain about having no friends yet im surrounded by people who consider me one, i think im just fucked up in the head a little is all though.
if you want more of a connection with your family why not give em a shout? i know some people are genuinely fucked up but family is family and i feel it is very hard to break that bond/tie.
learn from any failures you have. they are just lessons in life you can grow from.
you saying that reminded me of one of my favorite quotes from a movie. https://youtu.be/MJXLV_DMKa0?t=64
>if
all else, we're here for you my dude. hell if the others aren't then i am at the least.
>>2287034
so dont get with a woman who is complete shit like that. if one wants to marry then they should sure as hell make sure the other person either wont leave them or wont ruin them, though thinking of such things while in a relationship can be very hard.
the weak/afraid wont make moves but those who want to live life can do so as long as they're smart about it. there is nothing to fear in life.
52ad2b No.2287043
>females hold all the cards
ONLY IF YOU LET THEM
DONT BE FOOLED.
2712e1 No.2287044
>>2287039
There's a reason why cat's didn't earn the title of man's best friend, you know; it can't be helped that her loves is called into question every now and again.
Please don't delude yourself, you and I both know that the guilt over an animal wouldn't drive you any further into suicide than what you're currently feeling.
87f271 No.2287045
>>2287043
Exactly- Women, like Asians, are incapable of driving. Laud this over them at your nearest convenience for excessive schadenfreude.
39221c No.2287047
>>2287042
I don't want friends. I had friends and when I was down, everyone left. No one was there for me when I can recall countless times I was there for them. I was living so many lies that were nothing but one sided friendships with friendly faces when my back wasn't turned.
I have learned from my failures: Success is impossible to reach, so stop reaching.
As far as the quote, I liked the Rick and Morty version better. That Morty had confidence, then he lost it again and somehow moved on. Moving on is what I need but can't seem to get.
>>2287044
>he guilt over an animal wouldn't drive you any further into suicide
Right now I don't have a knife to my throat. Knowing I would never see the only one who loved me in my time of nothingness, that would put it there.
2712e1 No.2287049
>>2287047
Perhaps.
I can't say I've ever found any comfort in such things; please forgive my lack of understanding.
I'm sure you don't need me to tell you though, that to hold such a fleeting thing in such esteem isn't the best idea for your mental health. However, if it brings you peace, then who am I to judge?
I would recommend you to cherish her for as long as she remains by your side; to take your life once hers has come to its natural conclusion.
52ad2b No.2287050
>>2287047
im sorry to say but i hope you aren't surprised by that. most people dont seem comfortable being around others who aren't all happy/cheery/fun to be around(at the current time), it takes real friends to be there for you and i guess you learned that they weren't. that sucks but it happens to everyone.
what do you consider to be success? i know its different for everyone other than the basics of living somewhat comfortably($ to pay for things and maybe an SO)
can't help you with moving on because i'm partially destroyed internally from someone 5 years ago.
52ad2b No.2287051
also maybe a lifestyle change in general would help. idk your situation but sometimes when people are down its all because of how they just go about life, certain things are just on a fine balance of making one feel like complete shit
>CHANGE IS GOOD
not obama style change though. fuck you i want my real Kalashnikov import
39221c No.2287054
>>2287049
No worries bro. I really don't intend to bring harm to her. It was just an idea to ease me into a psychotic state.
>>2287050
Success to me would be something capitalism, because that's all that bombards me in every aspect of life, would hold respectable. A degree in a field of study, a massive amount of college debt then being able to hold my own to pay it down. A side hobby with something I enjoy, because don't do what you love for a living else you would hate it, and being in a relationship with a person who can help fill the human condition I'm missing. Something pysical, not sexual, but someone who I can physically interact with and coexist with.
I have none of that. I was programmed since middle school to go to college. I failed out. I carried that failure into a miserable career, and after they changed my job because they found out it was easier to do by themselves when I went on disability leave, the only job they had left for me was something I couldn't physically handle. After leaving that job of 10 years, I had nothing on my resume, and no one but an oil change shop gave me a chance. I was too sick in the head to take the work, still believe I am, so I'm really at a loss of how to turn it around.
ff694d No.2287055
>>2287053
>You're mean.
あ？どう？
39221c No.2287056
>>2287051
Moving would be great. I'm not able to live on my own though, and have no money or job to contribute if I lived anywhere else. The biggest lifestyle change I can try is literally swapping my operating system for Linux or something, but even that failed when I realized my phantom GPU won't play Overwatch in Vulkan.
cc6b83 No.2287057
2712e1 No.2287058
>>2287054
Intentionally trying to erode your mood, then?
52ad2b No.2287060
>>2287054
can't get a job that would pay decent for the time being while you figured things out? doing something now is better than nothing and leaving out time on a resume(which you said was empty but surely 10 years at a job shows youre loyal, though it might be to specified in a field you dont like anymore)
college after a certain age does get harder as bills start to come in more and more when you start to want more things but if you can make do it could work, even with loans(which you should be able to pay back if its in a good sector)
i had it beat into me that i had to work a 9-5 my entire life but before i was 15 i made my own parents realize they dont need toand my dad changed and makes significantly more now, mom is convinced she still has to for insurance, even though they can afford it just fine
>>2287056
could get a job for ~5-6months to save up for a deposit and first months rent(if not more) plus it's more experience doing whatever which is always good no matter what
39221c No.2287061
>>2287058
Only if I let the cat out. She's currently on my lap so I can't/
52ad2b No.2287062
im sure you know this but for basic jobs most people just want someone who can do the job, even a little mess up here and there as long as you don't lose them a bunch of money or break something important.
dont get into something you hate or is addicting though.
39221c No.2287063
>>2287060
I can't get a job. I can't handle speaking to people for more than 10 min without getting upset or frustrated.
39221c No.2287064
>>2287062
I can't do the jobs, my resume is trashed as I am not qualified on paper, how could I qualify actually trying to do the work. I can't even fucking get a fast food job if I wanted.
52ad2b No.2287067
>>2287063
i was the same way before, idk how i changed it other than just getting used to people. though that isn't easy
>>2287064
could look into jobs that don't require much if any experience at all and don't require much communication. first that comes to mind is any programming job, though that requires learning to code, i see most looking for java/c#/python, most want a bachelors in computer science or experience in it already but if youre serious about it you can land the job without a degree(there are several places hiring around where i live that only have a degree listed as a bonus, not a requirement)
idk what all youre into but being a truck driver doesn't seem all that bad if you can stand driving a lot, you get to see amazing sites on the road and companies will even pay to get you CDL certified
>janitor(i was a housekeeper for years, cleaning entire houses for rich people. yeah it wasn't the best to clean up after other people but it was a paying job that i didn't hate)
other than that idk, could look into online stuff too.
cc6b83 No.2287069
39221c No.2287071
>>2287067
I love to program. I spent seven of my ten years at my job looking to get into programming vidya for various companies. I discovered how gross the industry is behind the curtian and my dreams were crushed. I'd never CompSci as a job, I spent ten years as the company gopher fixing and maintaining a backbone of a system they used that after 3 months of quitting they finally put into place all the upgrades I had put requests in for because they couldn't keep the system they had up anymore. That's how fucked up it was.
Also I'm not allowed to drive anymore. Driving gives me the most time in my head and I have threatened driving into things to kill myself enough.
cc6b83 No.2287072
ff694d No.2287073
>>2287072
we're going in circles
where
39221c No.2287074
At least I'm getting a shit ton of qt catgrill images out of this thread.
cc6b83 No.2287075
>>2287073
If you don't see it now then you never will ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
52ad2b No.2287076
>>2287071
how is it? i've only ever done basic maintenance stuff, my time was very short and i miss it honestly.
>the calling of the void
i have the same shit all the time. sometimes i fuck around when driving or shooting, hell even cooking. i know i should see someone about it but i'm not sure if i'm more afraid they'll tell me what i think i am or if they say i'm not.
>also if they confirm anything it ruins my chances of other things i enjoy in life, which makes me happy how i am now because i still have the freedom to do things i like.
ff694d No.2287077
>>2287074
youre welcome
>>2287075
you havent shown me anything
ばか
39221c No.2287078
>>2287076
How is what? Repairing the computers was on an as-needed basis, which was a lot, but not my primary function.
>>2287077
domo-desu
52ad2b No.2287079
>>2287078
how it was 'behind the curtain'
7years xp doing programming stuff, even just repairing should land a decent job with just that(it does here at least, though i do live 30mins from a LOT of big companies servers like facebook/apple/cbre/microsoft/amazon)
52ad2b No.2287080
39221c No.2287081
>>2287079
It was awful. No departments communicate with eachother and it's cut-throat shittalking behind eachothers' backs.Upper management will make the promises and expect those to fall through to all departments and the coders take the brunt of it, they basically have no creative say in how they code either, it all falls under an umbrella policy. Also the coders speak a completely different language than the rest of the company, so they don't see what the creative types can just POOF out of their imagination. There's no logic in the process, and anyone who tells you otherwise is lying. You are coding against the clock, around the clock, and before you're done with one project, you're already on another project that may or may not hit market, and if it doesn't, you're not compensated.
>>2287079
There's no way to wrap that into a resume tho because my company did not have departments that handled that stuff. I was a one man crew who wore many hats with no defining title. The closest I got was on a business card they finally let me have after working there for 9 years which was "Utility Representative & IT Support" What the FUCK does that even mean to anyone outside our own company? I litterally put that down because I didn't think they'd honestly make the cards for me.
2712e1 No.2287083
0bdf26 No.2287084
b0d39c No.2287085
>>2287083
liar pukes rainbow
>>2287084
hope this will satisfy you
52ad2b No.2287087
>>2287081
with no other true knowledge to provide, that sucks and is a big killer for it. no clue how to help otherwise :/
could still use that title and experience as something though, dont let it go to waste.
>>2287082
hi new person!
0bdf26 No.2287088
I miss scoots, tp, and bart
b0d39c No.2287089
>>2287086
I didnt come here to watch you drink!
>>2287087
hey unnamed talkative poster!
39221c No.2287090
>>2287087
When I applied at the EDD, they told me to erase the titles and only list the business and how long I worked there. Though the shithead also chopped off years I went to college on my resume too because "You aren't supposed to be in junior college that long". Asshat tried to wipe years away of my life. Might as well given me the gun and tell me to pull the fucking trigger while I was at it.
0bdf26 No.2287091
>>2287089
YOU BEST STOP THAT LIP!
Manaka's real name is Chad Hatten btw
b0d39c No.2287092
>>2287091
but muh privacy!
0bdf26 No.2287093
>>2287090
lol
Should have went into crypto
39221c No.2287094
>>2287093
I only had one device I could mine from, and it was a shitty 32-bit embeedded system from NVIDIA. It can barely encode movies, it couldn't crypto.
0bdf26 No.2287095
>>2287092
You were made by Allah to bring me milk.
None can oppose me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QeJVOTnqWr4
52ad2b No.2287096
>>2287089
eh, yeah i could see how it might be a benefit to only say the company name when applying for some places. getting rid of years of working? thats dumb. cutting years in college i can see too because some people might dislike it if you 'took your own time' because they wont see it that way.
>>2287090
how goes it manaka? its been a long time!
0bdf26 No.2287097
>>2287094
Faggot. Learn how to go to war with your devices.
b0d39c No.2287099
>>2287095
and to bother you with mix
>>2287096
is that a reversed link in your post or are you just happy to see me
>>2287098
do not thonk in front of me!
39221c No.2287100
>>2287096
Alright, now I don't know where we can go with this conversation
>>2287097
Every time I went to war with it, I ended up having to fight propriotary NVIDIA nonsense. The device eventually gave up the ghost and even though I never did anything real with it, it just won't power on anymore.
0bdf26 No.2287101
>>2287100
What do you fight for?
39221c No.2287102
>>2287101
I fight for the right to an end of life program.
52ad2b No.2287103
>>2287099
oh hah yes i mixed up the replies oops
>>2287100
just dont end things before they have to. there is always a light out there, youre just cast in the shadows for now. i believe you can work your way back into the light!
0bdf26 No.2287105
I need a drink naka have fun with the natives
also they are flaming faggots
39221c No.2287106
>>2287102
Dolphins actually have to conciously breathe, did you know that? If only I was so lucky.
>>2287103
I spent thanksgiving six years ago in a mental hospital because that was the place my doc told me to go when I was suicidally depressed. I haven't found any light let save for 3 months when I was paying hand over fist for therapy twice a week. That option has long passed.
b0d39c No.2287107
>>2287103
is this bebop
if yes i want to say few words
if not go away shoo
just kidding, i'm good, getting bullied by proto at the moment
>>2287104
if you would make threatening poem for me what would you write?
0bdf26 No.2287108
>>2287106
Are you the idiot that used to post Gordon Freeman in the threads?
39221c No.2287109
>>2287108
Yes hello this is dog
39221c No.2287110
>>2287108
Are you the asshat that brings up the fact I asked moot to give me back my tripcode?
52ad2b No.2287111
>>2287106
that doesn't too great :/ honestly my only advice would be to find what you feel right for you and give new things a try till something sticks. maybe go around to try and get some new friends as those do tend to make life a bit easier to live.
>>2287107
39221c No.2287112
>>2287111
Meh, I'll probably just find a nice hospital to go to later this week.
9d6677 No.2287113
>>2287112
yea you need professional help
39221c No.2287114
>>2287113
It sucks when you've repaired shit your whole life that you weren't qualified for,. and in turn no one ends up being qualified enough to repair you.
I don't expect you to relate. I am speaking from experience.
e5f4e4 No.2287115
0bdf26 No.2287116
Yes I am Proto1. As Freefuck asked.
>>2287107
Upstream, The last rays of sun shown on the mystic river. I looked at the water and felt, as my brother did before, the silent overflow of death.
0bdf26 No.2287117
I want to punch naka in the face
0bdf26 No.2287118
Yo freeman stop your car and drink the fuel baby.
39221c No.2287119
>>2287116
Never asked, and still don't care about your vendetta. I never had problems witrh anyone threadding and I was generally considered lawful nutural, and the chaotic evil and crew, like the Luna pone poster, whoever that was, hated on me. So I don't give two fucks anymore. I requested my trip back for /cgl/ and cgl dropped me faster than a cumstained baby print.
>>2287118
the fuel tastes so good more pls
0bdf26 No.2287120
>>2287119
Do you post on 4channel?
39221c No.2287122
>>2287120
Not anymore, I have no reason to.
0bdf26 No.2287123
>>2287122
What reason do you have to post anywhere?
39221c No.2287124
>>2287123
To vent my frustrations and document my suffering.
39221c No.2287126
>>2287125
The easier question to answer is what doesn't: You.
0bdf26 No.2287127
>>2287126
Rifk
Why are you so poor?
That is the virus here.
9d6677 No.2287128
>>2287115
hi coon
im sorry to hear stan lee died, i know he was a big figure in your world :(
39221c No.2287129
>>2287127
I am poor because I spent my monies on girls and animu in a life I thought was fun but in turn left me empty inside and out. It left me with no support system and I wish for the virus to execute it's deathnell plsthx.
0bdf26 No.2287130
>>2287128
that nigga got mixed up with peter paul rifk
e5f4e4 No.2287131
>>2287128
lol he was a scammer who stole credit from the artists, I'm not sorry. he didn't even script the issues, he just added dialogue over the balloons after the artist came up with everything
0bdf26 No.2287132
>>2287129
You seem very shallow. Cats who grew up on the street with nothing are better off then you.
You know why?
39221c No.2287133
>>2287132
Don't know and I don't care because I agree.
39221c No.2287136
>>2287134
I don't know ask pritty
0bdf26 No.2287137
>>2287136
where mah zaiger
where mah aush0k
39221c No.2287138
>>2287137
I actually don't know either of those
0bdf26 No.2287139
>>2287138
Of course you don't
Newjack.
39221c No.2287140
>>2287139
I actually don't owe you replies either, but here we are.
0bdf26 No.2287141
>>2287140
Rifk you are replying because I am here.
And nobody else will.
39221c No.2287142
>>2287141
the fuck does rifk mean?
How do you know I am not simply shitposting?
0bdf26 No.2287144
>>2287142
Because I know forensic linguistics and what is in your heart.
I know what you are freeman.
Fuck with the real and get fucked by the real.
RIFK
cc6b83 No.2287145
Because I know forensic linguistics and what is in your heart.
0bdf26 No.2287146
>>2287143
BART when will we roll? brb drink
c75af2 No.2287147
>>2287146
well not for another 5 months at the least It's gotta warm up but if you're around this spring id love to have a few rounds
trying to save up to move to a house of my own where hopefuly I have somewhere inside but housese are expensive.....
0bdf26 No.2287149
>>2287147
lol we can always find a gym on the streets
Love you bart
ff694d No.2287150
>>2287145
who is the chink
39221c No.2287152
>>2287144
Get in line, life is fucking me over so hard there's no holes left for you to put your massive hardon into.
ace352 No.2287153
>>2287149
RIFK PROTO 1 WARGOD
0eae94 No.2287154
>>2287151
love and war Proto1
rifk
cc6b83 No.2287155
>>2287150
I dunno, they randomly followed me and I thought you'd find it amusing.
ff694d No.2287156
>>2287155
congrats on your second follower
c75af2 No.2287158
>>2287148
hi lukie
>>2287149
about a month ago I started going to the local Gym on the town square with a few buddies of mine but they don't got any mats there it's just a ubnch of excersize shit and weights
cc6b83 No.2287159
>>2287156
Infinite growth this week, I'm famous.
0bdf26 No.2287160
>>2287158
AHHHH ANY HEAVY OR SPEED BAG?
You know you could make a gang out of brothers in the same gym.
Like Canton.
ff694d No.2287162
>>2287159
maybe i should bookmark 丸呑み for them
c75af2 No.2287163
>>2287160
it's dog shit I think it's a Ymca gym they don't have anything like that
they got tradmills and stair steppers and a rowing machine and things to hang and do pullups on and the mofuckin elliptical
they got a bunch of weight bench shit and squat stations and stuff for your legs like the sled and terminator and pussy machine and stuff
all my mates wanna get big and jacked to get bitches but I'm just trying to get my endurance and back a lil better
I wannna be big boolin but Im still one of the worst in the group lol
0eae94 No.2287164
>>2287157
make you real good
>>2287158
hi bord
>>2287161
ok
i sip on my brb drink of imported monster energy too
0bdf26 No.2287165
>>2287163
Well we could always train like they did in the old days.
Your back in the swamp as you try to get guard.
That is how it began.
760466 No.2287166
269b55 No.2287167
>>2287156
Nice pic. I'm saving that one.
c75af2 No.2287168
>>2287165
bruh i aint gonna lie I wanna do some rickson choke shit and put in a good half hour on a wet ass beach
no excuses the only way to do it is to do it definately
me and the squad are mad slaclking through the winter though and I'm hoping the skills don't fall too much until next spring
>>2287166
helloo walms what are you up to?
cc6b83 No.2287169
>>2287162
You could at least use something like 脱肛 instead.
ff694d No.2287170
>>2287167
https://0x0.st/s0SL.png#nsfw
>>2287169
im not a degenerate like you i dont know what the bad tags are
269b55 No.2287171
>>2287170
You don't even know me.
ff694d No.2287173
>>2287171
Aren't you goggles?
269b55 No.2287175
>>2287173
I am.
>>2287172
I can't believe you're still a thing.
>>2287174
Hello Bard bf.
ff694d No.2287176
>>2287175
So i do know you
269b55 No.2287178
>>2287176
Not well enough, friend.
cc6b83 No.2287179
>>2287170
Oh, I thought we were enumerating the great ones.
39221c No.2287180
Nihongo catgrill poster, is there a pixiv I can just mass download all these from?
ff694d No.2287181
>>2287178
>>2287178
yet you will call me a friend?
>>2287179
>Oh, I thought we were enumerating the great ones.
なに？
269b55 No.2287182
>>2287181
Welcome to the english language.
760466 No.2287184
>>2287168
playing some agar. i just got rekt so i'm here for a bit now.
how was ur saturday?
c75af2 No.2287185
>>2287184
fuckin love agar
bummed out that facebook got its mits on it
spent all day mf waitin the n everyone I was waitin on bailed out so what's new right?
just gettin down on the rdr no and already ate my tasty breakfast bowl dinner
I learned you could mivrowave eggs so thats cool
What about you ?
cc6b83 No.2287186
>>2287181
丸呑み
脱肛
鼻輪
舐め回したい穴
リョナ
首絞め
腹パン
You know, the good tags.
269b55 No.2287187
>>2287183
And yet here you are, speaking it.
0bdf26 No.2287188
>>2287175
I AM ETERNAL.
I was on the chans before you were and I will be after you
But You don't need to worry about me
Because I will outlive you.
So what will you think in your grave?
39221c No.2287189
>>2287183
I agree, I honestly wish I could parse other languages easier and just speak something else, but I took 8 years of French and probably couldn't hold a conversation in it.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Buffalo_buffalo_Buffalo_buffalo_buffalo_buffalo_Buffalo_buffalo
0bdf26 No.2287190
>>2287185
Love you brother brb drink
39221c No.2287191
760466 No.2287192
>>2287185
that's how u keep track of ur shit tho! I finally got the eye of sauron skin^~^
lol yeah you can microwave a whole turkey too.
you got arrested or you were waiting on someone?
uhh idk just been smonking a ton. ate a brownie too. I have another one for breakfast tomorrow before my last short shift of the week.
ff694d No.2287193
>>2287180
theyre from different pixivs so no
the characters name is ハムマン
>>2287186
変態
>リョナ
ryona is actually a decent tag though
>>2287187
not because i want to
c75af2 No.2287194
>>2287192
Just been waitin definately not arrested..
My buddy recently started messin around making edibles out of avb and they've turned out pretty decent he makes up the butter and then just into cake pops or brownies or whatever
really good, you got me cravin some now
cc6b83 No.2287196
>>2287193
The only ones there I dislike there are 鼻輪 and most 丸呑み :^)
39221c No.2287197
Oh god, the "See also" in the JPN wiki for the Buffalo sentence is: 子子子子子子子子子子子子
It has no EN article for it. Can JPN user elaborate on it's meaning?
269b55 No.2287199
>>2287193
But because you have to.
0bdf26 No.2287200
>>2287197
You really are a fucking pussy.
Tell me. Have you ever raised your fist in your life?
760466 No.2287201
>>2287194
oh good.
eat one they're mellow^^
760466 No.2287203
Tell me. Have you ever been fisted in your life?
c75af2 No.2287204
my soul animal is a fat ass white girl
0bdf26 No.2287205
>>2287203
Stop using junk rifk
ff694d No.2287206
>>2287199
correct
>>2287197
子 has multiple meanings
it means child, baby, baby animal, young girl, midnight and one of the zodiac signs
its from some old book from the edo period
>>2287202
べからず！
39221c No.2287207
>>2287200
What the fuck does that have to do with anything contextually. You're just another shitposter on a shitty imageboard. You want me to raise a fist but I don't give a fuck, so next...
>>2287206
Domo domo
760466 No.2287209
0bdf26 No.2287210
>>2287207
Rifk. You didn't know where you were.
You were just a typical ignorant white ass moron trying to find his way.
Cyberwars have been going on for a long time.
You never knew it because you are nobody, Nothing.
You will wake up and be worthless. Your name will carry no monetary value.
39221c No.2287211
>>2287210
Newsflash: I still am ignorant and worthless, so fuck off. I owe you nothing and you're entitled to fuck all from me.
0bdf26 No.2287212
>>2287211
RIFK WHATS AT STAKE
2712e1 No.2287213
>>2287211
Your reaction is all he seeks, you know.
39221c No.2287214
>>2287212
My life and sanity, so as I stated, fuck all.
>>2287213
Meh, if this really is the same fucker who can't find anything more to bag on other than getting my tripcode back from the seff wars, this has been a long time coming.
2712e1 No.2287215
>>2287214
You could always just ignore it, you know.
0bdf26 No.2287216
>>2287214
\I AM PROTO1
I BOUGHT YOUR TRIP FROM HIRO
>>2287215
YOU CAN'T IGNORE ME/
I AM HERE AND IN YOUR FACE
dabda3 No.2287219
I got to play with a giant magnet at work today so that was fun.
39221c No.2287220
>>2287216
I have a shitton of personal archives I could parse through, many from my threadding days, and "proto1" doesn't ring a bell. I'm sorry you were so insignificant and I hope your throbbing erection from trying to damage my psyche doesn't get too deflated from that.
2712e1 No.2287221
>>2287220
There's no sense in continuing to feed into this, you know.
39221c No.2287222
>>2287221
There's no sense in continuing to live either, but still I breathe unconsciously...
39221c No.2287223
Also I kinda am curious so I am firing up my text crawler to parse "proto1" from my archives
2712e1 No.2287224
>>2287222
I would try and argue to the contrary, but naturally I can't even come up with anything to convince myself; I can very easily give you reasons to not die though. But again, I'm sure that's not exactly what you're looking for.
39221c No.2287225
>>2287222
As a followup, the only other things I do are read my Google News page, trawl through twitter, or play Overwatch comp, all things I am tired of doing atm, so I am returning to my threadding-ness
760466 No.2287226
why don't you just get a job for nsa or some shit with ur text crawlers n junk
dabda3 No.2287227
Yo, Freeman, I'm going to be real with you. The more you acknowledge the negative shit in your life and talk down on yourself the less likely you are to actually move past them and develop into a healthy and sane individual. Making excuses like that are not ok in the long run if you actually want to be better in general. I'm saying this as someone who's been there many times. It loses you nothing to filter negative people here, and you gain nothing from wallowing in misery in your own self developed idea of your self worth.
0bdf26 No.2287228
>>2287226
YOU CAN'T DO THAT
87f271 No.2287229
>>2287227
But this way is so much more fun!
760466 No.2287230
I agree with Squashems. living in the past prevents you from moving forward ;3 <3
dabda3 No.2287231
>>2287229
*Gently paws at you*
39221c No.2287232
>>2287224
Doc Brown said it best, and said it again in the 30th Anniversary release, that the future isn't written and it's whatever I make it. There are things to live for, yes, but it's hard to focus on that when there's so much in my life that I am, as proto1 put it correctly, shallow, as in "concerned mainly with superficial matters", that I will never forgive myself for my failure and move on from what I hold myself back from.
87f271 No.2287233
>>2287231
Wouldn't you agree~?
eb4e8d No.2287234
>>2287223
What is this archive made with?
0bdf26 No.2287235
>>2287232
i WILL KILL YOU IF YOU PREFER.
I did come from the streets
39221c No.2287236
>>2287234
Many various versions of ChanThreadWatch, along with some custom mods during a dark period the official CTW got abandoned and before it was forked. Sadly, it has no Seff database to go with it so I may be missing a lot of names.
39221c No.2287237
>>2287235
Can you kill that which has no life to begin with?
dabda3 No.2287238
>>2287233
I put my diaper on one leg at a time. Just like everyone else.
>>2287227
@FREEMAN
0bdf26 No.2287240
>>2287237
search term 20721,proto1 rifk
0bdf26 No.2287241
>>2287239
mmmmm wellll done
87f271 No.2287242
>>2287239
Search rifk you dumb nigger
2712e1 No.2287243
>>2287232
We all have demons nipping at our heels at some point in our lives; I won't tell you that what you're feeling is temporary, because as far as I know, your demons have been with you for as long as you can remember and they may well follow you to your grave.
It's hard for me to try and give any meaningful advice, but I'd assume there're professionals you could consult for such things. I don't know how much such a professional would cost to employ, unfortunately. If it's not something you feel you could cover, please inform me.
dabda3 No.2287244
Bondrewd a shit.
Prushka was pure and too good for this world.
0bdf26 No.2287245
Oh know I am getting searched my images will be relived.
87f271 No.2287246
>>2287238
Good! Then you'll be prepared for shitting your pants when it all comes tumbling down.
2712e1 No.2287248
You say that as though it's not a well established fact.
dabda3 No.2287249
>>2287246
I'll have to get a new pair to make room.
dabda3 No.2287250
39221c No.2287251
>>2287227
>>2287238
Nah, dude, I suffer from chronic ruminations and nightmares which remind me of failure every night. It was over a long time ago.
>>2287243
> I won't tell you that what you're feeling is temporary
Every time my docs or therapists tried telling me depression was temporary I wanted to beat them with a stick metaphorically.
>>2287243
I live off government insurance because I qualify because I have no income. Federal and county, but I can only get services rendered in my county, and I've been through the wringer and there isn't any place that can give me good help, unfortunately.
39221c No.2287253
>>2287242
Oh wow, 125 matches there
87f271 No.2287254
>>2287252
If you loved anyone who might be left here you were always a fool.
dabda3 No.2287255
>>2287251
I have insomnia and night terrors.
Doesn't mean I'm going to use it as an excuse.
2712e1 No.2287256
>>2287251
Well, should you wish to take out for anguish on someone, I'm here whenever you need me.
Are you certain there's absolutely no where? I don't mean to undermine the idea that you've exhausted all your options, as though you haven't tried your best, I'm simply making sure.
dabda3 No.2287257
Oh boy. I got my new printer set up.
I can start making papercrafts again.
39221c No.2287258
>>2287253
>rifkallday.jpg
>>2287255
Never used them as an excuse, I just said it keeps the failures fresh.
>>2287256
Pretty sure there is nowhere. I went into my clinic for an emergency visit and they wanted me to "just sign here" and I always review before I sign. They listed my "nickname/alias" as "hassle" so I believe that's inner-office code for "This fucker is a nightmare".
c75af2 No.2287259
>>2287258
im in that image hehe......
dabda3 No.2287260
>>2287258
Maybe start making successes.
39221c No.2287261
>>2287260
I don't know how to start anymore. I should probably find a reason to wake up in the morning before I begin thinking about beginning...again...
2712e1 No.2287262
>>2287258
It's because civilians are fucking lazy and don't want to do their job; if someone comes around often enough, and with a situation serious enough, for them to actually have to do their jobs, it's only natural they'd be upset.
Forgive me for saying so though, but I'd recommend that you not take such things so seriously; it's not like you show up there to impress them or anything, right? You're there because you need help; if they have a problem with that, they can find a new line of work.
dabda3 No.2287263
>>2287261
It's anictotal, but I find having a small tangible hobby helps.
That's actually why I got a printer. Maybe making things can help build your confidence.
39221c No.2287264
>>2287262
Especially when they're paid county wages, yeesh. I was incorrectly diagnosed by an intern and had to take medication for AVHs for over a year, yet I've never experienced a single AVH in my life and they go silent when I ask them for something to induce one for a point of reference. *shrug*
>>2287263
I'd like to get into origami, but the perfectionist in me says that I'd probably kill myself over imperfect crane folding before I ever let it become therapeutic.
dabda3 No.2287265
>>2287264
Learn not to obsess over perfection.
39221c No.2287266
>>2287265
Now that I think would help DRASTICALLY reduce the amount of pain I feel in life. I wish I knew how to go about that, honestly.
c75af2 No.2287267
>>2287266
you should go train with rener gracie or eddie bravo in california and turn your inside pain into outside pain
dabda3 No.2287268
>>2287266
Start with origami.
Make a thing. Just learn how and be done once you finish. Maybe make another thing. Start improving, but don't sit on one of them for ages trying to make it perfect.
Take your time.
2712e1 No.2287269
>>2287264
I'm pretty sure you can sue the hell out of them for something like that, but I wouldn't know for sure.
Regardless, you have my condolences for having been so mistreated by folks you'd expect to be employed to help you.
52ad2b No.2287270
you can only perfect something if you try. nobody is going to be perfect on their first try
actions speak louder than words so u just gotta do it
39221c No.2287271
>>2287268
I have some origami paper somewhere. My cousin bought me the paper because I suggested I could make origami as Christmas gifts for my family because I had no money, but I had a nervous breakdown when I tried to open the package and it's still sealed somewhere.
>>2287269
I'm pretty sure because it's county they made me sign all sorts of shit to waive that right.
>>2287270
If I don't find myself within near perfection in the attempt, I become physically ill. I vomited a LOT at my job, especially before my disability leave.
dabda3 No.2287272
>>2287271
Start small. Make something you like.
Let me see when you do.
39221c No.2287273
>>2287272
That might be weeks from now, if it ever happens, but at least the challenge has been seeded in the back of my head.
dabda3 No.2287274
>>2287273
Every goal starts with a plan.
39221c No.2287275
>>2287274
That's simple and wise. I'll try to remember that.
dabda3 No.2287276
>>2287275
Remember. Just do it for fun.
39221c No.2287277
>>2287276
>do it for fun
...don't ruin this before it starts...
39221c No.2287279
>>2287278
If I do it, it would be for the challenge to do it, because it's currently an impossible task for me. Think Pickle Rick.
dabda3 No.2287280
>>2287279
Is that a Rick and Morty meme?
39221c No.2287282
>>2287280
Basically Rick stated he did the impossible for the sake of it being impossible, and lying about how he was challenging himself, when the lie caught him off guard and it did become a challenge which he overcame. If I can overcome what is currently, seemingly, impossible, that opens more avenues to explore the seemingly impossible and create new challenges for myself.
This is in theory if I ever open that package, which I also find impossible to do without a break down. I associate too much with the package. Breaking it's condition, the memories associated with the failure of generating gifts as it's intended purpose, the fact it was given to me with purpose with another person's money only for it to end up shelf/container fodder... etc...
39221c No.2287284
>>2287281
>>2287283
These stop motion ferrets are putting a little smile on my face tho
87f271 No.2287285
>>2287283
God I miss racing.
dabda3 No.2287286
>>2287282
My IQ is not on level to understand this show.
>>2287284
Go watch Buddy Thunderstruck right now.
>>2287285
Let's do kart racing.
87f271 No.2287287
>>2287286
>old man still has my childhood kart
Maybe.
dabda3 No.2287288
>>2287287
Like I'm seriously down to do it.
87f271 No.2287289
>>2287288
It's an expensive hobby, y'all.
39221c No.2287290
>>2287286
>My IQ is not on level to understand this show.
I'm not sure how to interpret this.I was just making a comparison in how the origami challenge could be the start of a chain reaction to get me going. You don't have to slander the show for that, if that's what you meant. I don't believe the "You have to have a high IQ" preachers.
>Go watch Buddy Thunderstruck right now.
I'm not in the mood to handle anything longer than an Overwatch match, the stills will do just fine for now.
dabda3 No.2287291
>>2287289
How expensive.
>>2287290
I just like proding fun at the fandom is all.
And each episode is about 11 min long. I think.
87f271 No.2287292
>>2287291
It'd probably blow your vidya hobby out of the water monthly by a factor of 10 by my recollections- At minimum.
dabda3 No.2287293
>>2287292
Now I'm sad 'cause I haven't really gotten to buy any old games lately.
39221c No.2287294
>>2287291
I actually despise Rick and Morty zealots and think Dan Harmon is kind of a HUGE asshole
dabda3 No.2287295
>>2287294
It's a funny show, but yeah, I"m with you on that one.
87f271 No.2287296
>>2287293
RIP in pupperoni.
39221c No.2287299
>>2287293
If you wanna try some old 8bit classics, this guy has been working really hard on intuitive WEBASM emulation: https://floooh.github.io/tiny8bit/
dabda3 No.2287300
>>2287298
I will end you, little man.
>>2287299
I might have to check this out.
dabda3 No.2287302
>>2287301
How do you like the first image I printed with my new printer?
87f271 No.2287303
>>2287302
Too fat, not enough resolution to capture all of gut.
eb4e8d No.2287304
>>2287302
Are you going to hang those all over the wall now?
dabda3 No.2287305
>>2287303
He's so cute though.
>>2287304
Maybe.
39221c No.2287311
I guess it's back to overwatch right now, as I can't keep the thoughts of hurting myself away without some sort of stimulation at the moment. I'll be back because I'm too anxious to sleep.
7a5b5e No.2287312
This song is kinda badass
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2C6G3PCpqw
This is the last picture I took of me and my girlfriend before we broke up.
2712e1 No.2287313
>>2287311
Enjoy your game.
39221c No.2287314
>>2287313
Oof, we got outplayed, hard
2712e1 No.2287315
>>2287314
Just how it goes sometimes.
a718df No.2287316
>>2287312
Better than expected, I enjoyed it.
39221c No.2287317
>>2287315
I still enjoyed it, and I don't let my OW failures get to me. After 500 hours of comp, I just learned to stop caring and join the tryhards in their quests to grandmaster. I'm in high silver currently but my play is low plat. Womp womp.
2712e1 No.2287318
>>2287317
I only ever played quick play, because I've never been able to take a video game seriously enough to consider competitive play.
It'd probably be the better idea, so that I could play with and against people of a similar skill level to myself, but I don't suppose it really matters too much either way.
a718df No.2287320
>>2287319
Hey grim, how doing?
5af1de No.2287321
>>2287320
about to sleep. had hotpot today while stoned. it was amazing
a718df No.2287323
>>2287321
>>2287322
sounds good, nini.
39221c No.2287324
My cat can tell when I get depressed like this. She acts strangely on purpose to get me to react. Such a silly girl uwu
39221c No.2287325
>>2287324
Fucking phone, not remembering who I am
7a5b5e No.2287326
>>2287316
I hope they have more songs like this.
>>2287322
hello
ffad18 No.2287327
>>2287324
cats don't have feels
484d96 No.2287328
52ad2b No.2287329
>>2287326
why u no vrchat with me tho
39221c No.2287331
>>2287327
I dare you to tell it to her face
52ad2b No.2287332
484d96 No.2287333
>>2287330
i meant of the two characters, who were you
but then i looked at your other pictures
why does your ex have pieces of salmon as eye brows?
ffad18 No.2287334
>>2287331
ever try calling a dog a bad dog?
they literally cry or growl.
cats don't have feels.
7a5b5e No.2287335
>>2287333
I lied about dating them.
ff694d No.2287336
>>2287334
is that how you justify your treatment of cats
39221c No.2287337
>>2287334
You are right, look, she felt nothing when I described what you said to her
ff694d No.2287340
>>2287338
there is a lot wrong with that image
39221c No.2287341
Holy shit I went down to listen to her purr, and she was, but she was also asleep, then she woke up, saw my face, and gave me lots of kisses X3
d6395f No.2287342
>>2287338
I wish that were me.