/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover★

>>54542 (OP)

I would be made physically ill by the idea. I'm certain the reason I have this fetish is because my parents never put me ahead of themselves and resented me being a burden on them the whole time I was growing up.

I do this as a coping mechanism from a normal, responsible adult life. They are actually infantile. I would never be able to trust them enough to enter little space for even an instant, the thought of this literally turned my stomach.

>>54542 (OP)

personally i wouldnt want this. i remember thinking about this and i thought i wouldnt want my parents to see/touch my genitals.

i have an incontinent friend and it freaked me out when he said his mom still changed him. he said she only does it when he's sick and super tired. i suppose she did it for so long, now they've just normalize it and accepted it.

>>54692

They already did that when you were a real baby idiot

>>54708

In general, I assume the Gentiles looks the same as when I was young. I mean, people don't really change that drastically over a few decades.

Genitals, now, well that's different, isn't it?

The idea of my parents having anything to do with this side of me disgusts me on multiple levels. I don’t have a very tender relationship with them to begin with. Very little physical contact and hugging. Hell I don’t even tell my dad I love him and vice versa. Not to mention our relationship has been strained lately due to differences in political and religious views. They’re the last people I want coming anywhere close to this fetish. I would literally rather have a 300 lb creepy fat dude from Craigslist baby me.

>>54753

>Not to mention our relationship has been strained lately due to differences in political and religious views

Plot Twist: He voted on Hillary.

>>54542 (OP)

By my actual parents as they are, that's a big fat HELL no. They've already caught me in many ABDL acts when I was a teenager, and they've expressed explicit disgust with it pretty much every time. My mom even tried to "cure" me of it by taking me to therapy once… That obviously didn't work. Now I just practice in secret.

However… I sometimes like to fantasize about having an alternate version of my own biological mom. This version of her would be more understanding of my ABDL fetish, and would even indulge me in it by diapering me and babying me here and there. I imagine this would make her and I a lot closer…

>>54708

How many of the goyim did you own as a baby? I inherited four.

>>54760

Actually I voted for Trump. Sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision though.

My real issue lies with their stringent religious views. My current gf is Protestant and my mom nearly had an aneurism when I told her I wasn’t going to try and convert her to Catholicism. I was already kinda done with religion anyway but that really isn’t helping their case.

It seems like a lot of people w/ this fetish have had problems with their parents being distant and uncaring?

>>55141

My mother's biological mother died when she was 7, and my mom overcompensated by treating me very coldly and expecting self-sufficency from a younger age

>>55141

My parents split when I was less than 2 weeks old. Only saw my dad once a week, and my mum was very overbearing. Maybe that's a factor in me having a fetish, I don't know. Diapers were never a factor in my life after I was out of there.

Im needing to find a mommy to baby my. Feed me change bath and have me sleep in a baby cot/crib

>>54542 (OP)

It's only good for fetish stories.

>>55141

My mother was sort of a bitch, always told me I was her favorite but never really was, my sister on the other hand was indeed looked at a more rose colored light. She passed away a few years ago and was pissed at me the night before. Her life was a mess and she had been drinking heavily and had just had surgery. I tried helping her by cleaning her disaster of a house when I saw her for the first time in 3 years. it was covered in beer cans and liquor bottles She ended up having a stroke one night while I was visiting and I caught it and got her to the hospital. She was thankful and told me she would take care of herself better.

Several months later I'm on my way home to see the family (7 hour drive) and I get a call half way that she was taken to the hospital again. I got into a drunk fight with my step father while she was there and he wanted to know why I was pissed at him, showed him pictures of her house and how it was a disaster again several dozen bags of trash, dishes in the kitchen and bathroom sink, broken plumbing on the toilet and so forth He is actually a really nice guy, extremely friendly and sort of a neat freakthey had been together for over 15 years. I told him If he wanted me to consider him my father he would have to actually take care of my mother and that's all I wanted. I got a message from her later that night how she could never forgive me for telling him and how I betrayed her. And then the next morning she her heart stopped for about 15 minutes and I ended up having to sign to have the machines shutdown this wasn't out of anger or revenge, She had told me many times while growing up that if she ever was placed on life support that she would not want to live her life if she ever got off of it, because what most people go through of losing memories, personalities and self sufficiency. While I do have frustration problems with her, she wasn't a part of my fetish growing up.

That was actually onset a baby sitter (couple) who when I was around 6 thought it would be funny to put me in a diaper, high chair and treat me like their son who was napping. I know, weird thing to follow up to the story I just wrote

I've also never really written this out before.

>>56342

I was not prepared for these feels anon.

>>54542 (OP)

>And this got me thinking about… well, about being "babied" by your own real parents and shit… What you guys think about? What your two cents?

That's honestly one of the most repulsive ideas I can imagine. Don't know about you, but I'd prefer to keep my parents as far away from my fetish as humanly possible.

>>55141

Nope - my parents were great. Very loving - I was an only child too. And the idea of them babying me still disgusts me to no end.

>>56498

How'd you get into this then? I haven't heard much from people in this fetish with happy childhoods.

>>56505

not the person you replied to, but i had a happy childhood, too.

honestly haven't got a fucking clue. was a bedwetter when i was younger(like until i was 3 or 4, then again when i was 9, 10, 11ish). i remember i had a friend when i was a kid(i wasn't a bedwetter at the time) who was a bedwetter and i remember him having a sleepover and throwing his wet goodnite away at my house and i remember wearing it for a bit.

so yea, no fucking clue.

My parents did this to me more or less full time for the first year or two of my life. Nappy changing, sitting me in a pram and pushing me around, feeding me with a little spoon, wiping my face, putting me to bed and so on.

>>56505

I wet the bed until I was six and was diapered for it - I recall that I enjoyed being in diapers as far back as I can remember, and was sad when I stopped wetting the bed and didn't need them anymore. It's always been a part of me and I can't say I know why.

I live in a large city with 3 abdl roommates and an adbl partner. I have tons of friends in the community (irl, not just online) and have been to many conventions. Point being is I know a lot of people, many of whom had great childhoods.

We're not all products of abuse, trauma, ad molestation. If that's how you developed this fetish or how you deal with trauma, more power to you. But I'd like to avoid perpetuating the myth that we're all like this due to being repeatedly ass raped as toddlers.

>>56498

For me it's pretty similar. Nothing really unusual in my childhood and a very close relationship with my parents.

>>56521

How old are you? Is it the younger generation that's like that?

I know a lot of ABDLs as well, most of us had pretty f#$ked up childhoods- with the exception of the youngest one I met once.

I wonder if there's a different reason people are getting the fetish now than that of previous generations. Cause' the DPF folks seemed pretty screwed up too.

>>56523

I'm 34. I'm telling you it's no different now than it ever was. The same amount of people are fucked up and the same amount of people are sane. Most of my abdl friends are in their early 20's (I love playing big bro) but I know a lot in their 50's and 60's as well. If all you're meeting are the fucked up ones, you're probably fucked up yourself. It's never too late to change - pun intended ;)

>>56523

>>56531

Actually, now that I think about it, there could be a caveat to my statement. Perhaps the older generation is a bit more fucked up just due to the social stigma and not having the outlet ABDL's do today.

Then again, we're talking about childhoods influencing the etiology of the fetish, and in that area I'll stick with my original statement. i don't think there's any difference in childhood upbringing playing a role in developing this fetish between generations.

>>56532

We are talking about childhoods- but I also notice this thing is getting more prominent with the youngers.

I wonder if disposables are to blame? Perhaps they're more comfy. I was brought up on cloth, and a lot of the old folks were, maybe disposables lowers the bar for how easy it is for your brain to incorrectly imprint on diapers…

>>56532

Also, more directly, do you have much experience with the previous ABDL generation?

I know a bunch of us, we all had some serious issues with our childhood. If you're only hanging with twenty-somethings, you have no sample size.

>>56509

KEK

>>56536

>I wonder if disposables are to blame? Perhaps they're more comfy.

Possibly an explanation for modern DL's, but I'm not sure about the whole AB aspect. YOu may have a point, but I doubt disposables alone are to blame for what I'm assuming you're referring to as a larger number of young ABDL's who didn't have shit childhoods.

>>56538

As I mentioned before, the majority of my close ABDL friends are in their early to mid 20's, but I do know a good number of ABDL's in their 40's, 50's and 60's. Like the younger ones, there are those who had shit childhoods, but many who had good ones as well. I personally can't see a difference between generations, but of course I have nothing other than anecdotal data to back that up.

>>56661

Both of our evidence is anecdotal, I'll admit that. But we both have very different samplings, that's interesting.

The other possibility to reconcile the issue is that the older ABs you know just don't tell you about their crap childhood. Opening up to people especially for older generations is rare. The ones that did tell me their reasons and knew why, universally had some shitty stuff happen.

The argument to disposables was not that there isn't still the dysfunctional AB/DLs, they're just dwarfed by the new AB/DL trend created by late potty-training and more comfy diapers.

>>56677

>The ones that did tell me their reasons and knew why, universally had some shitty stuff happen.

Well if you wanna go down this rabbit hole, what even constitutes a "shitty" childhood? Everyone has some traumatic shit from childhood - you're three feet tall, have no idea what the fuck is going on, and your life is completely under the control of adults who probably had no idea how to raise you - shit's gonna happen. How do we even quantify what causes a shit childhood, and how can we definitively say that ABDL's in general had worse ones than the general population?

I just don't buy the idea that this fetish is primarily caused by a traumatic or painful childhood. I'm positive that this is the case for some, but I know way too many people, myself included, who developed it completely independent of trauma. I also believe the idea that this fetish is cause by a bad childhood can be damaging to the community. People already assume that ABDL's are mentally ill and/or incapable of managing their lives as healthy adults. I find the notion that all of us also have unresolved childhood trauma to be even further stigmatizing.

I'm not hating on anyone who has trauma or mental health issues and uses this fetish to help them cope - more power to anyone who finds this a healthy outlet. I just want to make it clear that this is certainly not all of us, and possibly not even a majority

>>56685

>How do we even quantify what causes a shit childhood, and how can we definitively say that ABDL's in general had worse ones than the general population?

Subjective opinion actually tends to be useful hear. I know a lot of people quite happy with their childhood, but they're not ABDL, among ABDLs the ratio of people unhappy with their childhood is much larger, and the ratio is much more pronounced among older ABDLs.

I know some ABDLs that were fine with their childhood, but they are younger.

>I just don't buy the idea that this fetish is primarily caused by a traumatic or painful childhood.

I don't think it is for your generation, I just think it makes up the majority of cases for -mine-. In my generation, creep factor was way higher, people were just weirder. To meet ABDL people I actually wanted to know (as in, not oddly damaged by their childhoods) I had to meet younger folks. I had a shitty childhood to, I just think I cope better than most (and, by the willingness of normal people to engage with me, I think that's a somewhat objective evaluation).

>I find the notion that all of us also have unresolved childhood trauma to be even further stigmatizing.

That doesn't affect it's truth factor but, again, with the internet affecting people's tastes and disposables, ABDL doesn't seem to have the same primary causes as 20-30 years ago.

>>56683

Which baby wipes do you use? The amazon ones i use are pretty awful.

>>56704

Try the NorthShore care XL wipes. They're breddy gud.

>>56683

Do you know if Jennifer Loraine is still alive? I'd pay money to have her regress me.

>>56955

According to the ararchive community she went senile and if she's even alive she might be in a mental institution. I mean, it's not like it wasn't slowly happening for years where she would insert two chapters about the illuminati or missile command in the middle of an AR story.

>>56960

> chapters about the illuminati or missile command in the middle of an AR story.

Please link to some examples. This sounds like fucking gold.

>>56983

Here's a perfect example, read this: http://jennifer-loraine.wikia.com/wiki/Who_Wears_the_Pants

Note the introduction is some kind of batshit stream of consciousness living-Earth stuff. But then it goes back to normal femdom/diapers/AR stuff after the first chapter so okay whatever, you forget about it, you let your guard down.

Then about 4/5 of the way through the story, BAM, FBI and global conspiracy. Ctrl+F for "FBI". 18 results. "Banks". 16 results. "Congress". 10 results. "President". 18 results.

I hope this satisfies.

>>56998

Jesus Christ I tried. I made it through the prologue and halfway through Chapter 1 before I had to stop. That's got to be the 2nd craziest person I've seen in relation to abdl.

>>57003

Funny enough the non-insane part of the story is still pretty hot. With Jennifer you really just need to know that as soon as she starts spouting dumb shit you skim paragraphs until it's back to ""normal"".

>>57003

who is the first?

>>57022

Take every single cliche conspiracy theory and new-wave hippy bullshit you know, (9/11 was an inside job, indigo children, lizard men, hollow earth, lizard men, etc) put it all into a man that thinks he's the messiah and can shoot lighting out of his hands. Then put me in a car with him while we drive 10 hours to meet with other people where he magically turns the crazy off when it's not just me and him.

He was quirky when I knew him online, maybe liked me a little too much, but he was never *that* crazy until we actually met in person. For a while I thought he was going to lock me in his basement to "protect" me from some thing or another. I ghosted him entirely after I got back to my own country but he kept trying to contact me off and on for almost a year after. I still have nightmares sometimes where he finds me and I'm kind of nervous about posting this much information in case he sees it and knows I'm talking about him. If he does, I hope he knows that I don't want him to contact me.

>>56955

>her

Jennifer Loraine was a male Jew. Not even /pol/ LARPing.

>>56960

Had brain cancer of some kind. Text conversations started becoming more and more erratic, approaching Francis E. Dec quality, until they just stopped one day altogether.

>>57013

I didn't even know it was legit mental illness when I was still a naive underage B& exploring my fetishes. I just thought the author, like a lot of pseudo-intellectuals, couldn't help but hamfist in his Very Important and Controversial political and religious insights because everybody would call him in a dumb faggot offline but maybe the people depending on him for a porn fix would pretend it was brilliant.

>>57037

I've known a similar dude who pops up over and over again like a seasonal locust in AR, ABDL, and furry circles. Legitimate mental problems and tries to fuse his fetish for abusing and torturing children with the more… "mainstream" diaper faggotry. Invariably is called a creep. Chimps out. Disappears for another year.

My what a wonderful little slice of the human condition we inhabit.

Never posted this before. I am 24 and live with my grandmother. After dinner i usually ask her to help me with the tapes. I strut around in a t-shirt and diaper until I go to sleep. I used to always have to ask for her help but now she actually brings it up herself if I don’t ask - it really gets me going. I feel so ashamed, but its so arousing

>>62149

You should try to get her to change you. Slowly ramp it up until she is totally babying you. Hot

>>62149

Do you wear diapers because of medical problems or because you like them? And if the latter then does your grandma know that? Also are you wearing abdl diapers or medical ones?

I'd also agree with the other anon in that you should try and get her to change you, either by just straight up asking her to. Or if that seems like too much maybe grow a habit of leaking your diaps so she starts to feel like she has to take charge in checking you/changing you because obviously you're not old enough to be doing that yourself.

>>62194

Never been bold enough to buy the babyish looking diapers. I usually have abenas. I made up a story about bedwetting and she’s never really questioned it. I’m nervous about pushing it too far, as I feel I have a good thing going

>>62220

You said you strut around in just a t-shirt and diaper, but if your excuse is that it's for bedwetting does that mean you are only wearing that when you're going to bed/first getting up; or is that what you usually wear? If it is only a bedtime kind of deal then you could slowly have it become a daytime "problem" so you could wear more often.

If you ever do get bold enough to buy abdl diapers you could "accidentally" leave them out one time for her to find and maybe come to her own conclusions or something. And maybe to get her to start changing you you can slowly let out hints that would get to the effect that it would be nice/helpful for her to change you, like just little complaints about how hard it is to change yourself, or how sometimes you might not even notice you're wet or stuff to that effect; just stuff that shows you're having a problem and she could easily help fix it.

But I understand if you don't wanna do that, it does seem like you have a good thing going. I'm sort of a risk taker though and I can definitely see the situation becoming much better if you push the envelope little by little.

>One time, she made me a pair of pull-on Disney print plastic panties from a waterproof crib mattress cover. Another time, she made me some rhumba rear plastic lined snap-on panties, and a little romper suit complete with a snap crotch for "easier diaper changes." Like I said, these gifts came every now and then.

This is weird. Personally I don't think her mom… saw this as a fetish - I mean, I don't think her mom was like masturbating while giving her daughter infant clothes to wear. Maybe she thought that her daughter just liked to wear childish clothes, but that the thing it wasn't sexual, like "Oh, so cute, she likes to wear childish clothes, my little baby doesn't want to grow up", this sort of thing.

But, it's just a guess.

>>54674

>cutting into game and profits

please give a few examples im actually pretty interested to hear this portion of what she was pursuing in regards to curriculumn and other laws relating to schooling

>>55141

Well strangely enough I remember wanting to wear diapers when I was atleast 5-6 and actively stealing them from my sister

my dad only became an apparent asshole when I was around 9

>>57037

I don't need to contact you, my lightning of divine punishment shall burden you with unusually persistent static electricity until you return to me, my little lamb.

My parents were great. Mom was stay at home until I entered high school, dad worked 9-5 and I saw him everyday. They were always nice to us, talked to us, cooked us dinner, were very fair about rules as I got older, took us to the movies, go camping, go swimming, to the go kart track, to the game store and flea market even just to look around. I couldn't have asked for better parents.

But yeah, having them involved in this repulses me. It'd just be way too creepy and uncomfortable.

Funny how this stuff works. Because of about a zillion health problems, birth defects, LOTS of hospital stays, etc, my parents pretty much had to "baby" me until I was 9 or so. That didn't just include diaper changes, but catheters, enemas, suppositories, lots of special creams applied to "special areas," etc. At the time, it all made me very embarrassed and uncomfortable, and was often also so painful that I was in tears. But sometimes, I also definitely liked the attention… a lot, if you catch my drift. I don't know if I'd enjoy it as much now, though. It might just be too weird.

19/M. I have taken advantage of my overbearing mom. She helped me put on a diaper, and that was just a couple of years ago. I could probably make it happen again

>>66482

Story

>>66491

Basically, I keep diapers (mostly goodnites) in my room. She knows. I say its because I sometimes have accidents when I’m stressed. I ordered some abenas and asked her for help a couple of times, and she just did it. I wish I could say there was more too it. I can probably get some proof but not here. If you have a throwaway email I’ll get at ya’.

>>66539

Nah I was just curious if she knew it was fetish shit. Lame if she thinks it's a stress related bedwetting problem, otherwise she might feed you a bottle or something

>>66539

Did she powder you? What was her attitude about it?

>>66547

Yes she did. She did it very quickly. She wasn’t like groping me or anything. Again, I am willing to try and get proofs but it will have to be over email

>>66551

No one cares about proofs, we just want fap fantasies and personally this won't do it for me.

Now if she was a weirdo and willing to baby you a bit more I'd be interested

>>66551

Did you have a boner? Did she ever change you when wet? Any baby talk?

>>66567

You don’t have to be such a jerk about it

>>66556

I am willing to push limits with proofs (fappable kinds) but not here. arealdiaperedteen@gmail.com

I’m outty

>>66570

Did you get my email? I'm honeypot@FBI.gov.us

>>66583

I’m 19, though…

>>62227

I can't help but wonder if this wasn't an early example of that guy who posts shit about girls going to communions in "baby pants" or whatever. The language isn't quite the same but similar.

How about a fantasy situation just for fapworthiness? Tomorrow you wake up and you're the size of a 5 year old and totally incontinent. Would you be ok with your parents babying you then? What about a friend's parents?

>>66787

For me personally I can't even get hard imagining a situation with my parents involved. It's just not arousing or erotic for me in anyway. Maybe if it was some other adult in the fantasy that I found attractive, but not them

>>66624

What type of proof do you have