Hi, first time posting here
i'll go straight to the point since im already troubled as is by remembering the dreams.
Recently i've been having these dreams (they're more like nightmares in hindsight) of babies dying on gruesome ways, i have to point out that i never liked accidents based gore so these dreams manage to get me in a particular way because of it. In total i had 3 dreams about babies dying.
The first one was about a baby, on one of those tall chairs that you put a baby when they're going to eat, the chair is near some stairs, the baby starts moving in the chair, and the chair falls, the baby falls out of the chair towards the stairs, and his head crashes against one of the steps, his skull breaks and i get sudden close up to the pinkish parts of his bones with flesh attached to them that are scattered around the base of the stairs, some still have part of his head and face, like this one that has part of his hairline.
That one ends there
The second one is in some clinic, some doctor, (or a person with medical gloves, since i doubt a doctor will do such a thing) picks a naked newborn baby, picks him up by his right arm, and puts a big circular black staple on his right buttcheek, some blood start leaking from it, leaves him on one of those medical tiny beds, like the ones where you measure a beby's weight, and leaves him there slowly bleeding to death
The third one is weird, i remember i had a related dream but i cant really remember, i think my brain just made some sort of firewall against.
One thing to point out is that i'm desensitized throughout the whole dream, while certantly im not enjoying it, im not disgusted by it, that is during the dream. when i wake up i start reminding it and start getting sickened by just having those images in my memory, during the dream im more like a camera making zoom on certain places to get more details if needed.
While they're not damaging they are certantly disturbing and i'll like to see if i can understand what creates them