/x/ - Paranormal

>>38411

>What is going on with me?

You might've been MKUltra'd.

>>38411

>In each reality I recall looking identical and having the same name.

MKUltra memory wipe perhaps, could it possibly be that it all happened in the same lifetime, but your memory has just been replaced with some other fiction? If that's the case, why are you being killed? Is it because you're becoming aware that you're MKUltra'd? What do you think your purpose would be?

Put your name in a gematria calculator and see what comes up.

>>38411

Yes, it can be real.

After the pedogate/pizzagate I believe anything.

Did you ever have short term memory loss?

I mean have you ever experienced missing time (hours/days) like people in ufo encounters? That would explain how you got that piece of silver or the vivid memories (could be something else). I've heard of it and I do believe that human souls never die but reincarnate and some people have a chance remember past lives. Obviously you are a very special person.

Maybe what you see is all intentional and are caused by people who either know magic powers or use technology to stimulate your brain (not quite possible if it happens anywhere, anytime) to lure you. Do not listen to it. Its most possibly someone who wants to harm you. We all know about vodoo dolls. These sick fuckers have done some rituals. I have no idea about magic but you could be cursed because of your involvement in that. The best thing to do is to break the cycle by not listening to the voices that want you back in the circle. It is not your destiny to go to hell it is only some scares that you get from someone.

I suggest you to try everything to ward off the evil spirits including keeping black tourmaline which is CLAIMED to do just that. I've never had to use one so… Listen to music in 432Hz tuning. Today it is very easy to do. (432player, online converters, tutorials etc) Human beings NEED positive energy in any form. You wouldn't believe how many sides we are getting fucked from. Chemtrails that cause alzheimers (by aluminium, not intentional), 4G/5G frequencies making us sick, GMOs, plastics, cosmetic products, toothpaste. Even the fucking tapWATER is undrinkable. Its laughable that even our music is fucked up with the most stress inducing frequencies. Try everything to stay positive and happy which is the best way to keep all paranormal out of your way. It's not easy in a cruel world like this but I promise the golden age will come in our lifetime. Things will change for the better and evil will be purged (as far as I've heard: For fun you should listen to this podcast which is from insiders who had weird experiences with their soul kinda similar to you and gained access to a positive group. The claim that they are also behind the sealed indictments pooping up and shutting down these satanist whateverthefucks. I hope they are not LARP because they say it will get revealed on November 11th publicly. I recommend watching from Part1 but I watched from 4 to 5 because its the most recent news https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bSuNY4gUiko) I'm sorry if it is impossible to not think about it or clear the voice from your head. Try diatomaceous earth. It is drank with water. It's mostly sand with healthy minerals. It tastes like shit but it stopped my ear from ringing every day and it cleans your guts. If nothing helps get a damn a local priest or a priest from the internet who s experienced with all this magic and shit.

I know it may be a stupid question but have you tried searching for your sympthoms on the internet to get to people with the same issue? ("Have you tried turning it off and back on?"-type of question I know)

https://www.crystalvaults.com/crystal-encyclopedia/black-tourmaline

I'm not a spiritual guru, only an ordinary person who tries to understand this world with an open and critical mind.

One thing is sure dont touch psychedelics it will mess you up with bad trips.

MKUltra is possible, yes.

There are so many things to try. Have an open mind and try everything and more and see if it works.

Rule 2

>>38411

If Aliens can make it to earth, it's basically magic. Technology is that complex. (In a few hundred years humans will be able to break out of maximum security prisons at a molecular level: walking through walls, controlling weather.) I wonder if they just study us; if they fuck with us. We won't know. Our perceptions can't understand it.

Do you think they can rework the thoughts in our head? Can humans already do that?

If humans can do this, I wonder what an alien would do to the person with the controls. Or if aliens can understand how to weaponize empathy. In such a small way that everything is just their game.

Of course they could just be the higher power no one understands.

>be me

>initials are mk

>mk ultra self

oops did i broked it?

Bump.

Op here.

Thanks for your replys.

I'd like to say that since I've last posted here I have come to realize I am under attack from psionic telepaths who use drugs to get into my head.

Mainly the drug Marijuana so I've quit smoking it limiting myself only to small amounts and sometimes larger amounts when I drink.

When I get stoned I seem to gain telepathic abilities.

But they seem to be able to see through my eyes yet I can't see through there's.

I had a moment where I wrote down my whole story involving them and then I got high and read it so that they could hear it.

I then had an intense feeling of dread like I knew they were going to be coming for me.

I hid and a female voice said something a long the lines of omg but then I realized there was a window behind me and panickingly looked at it.

The female voice then called me an Idiot.

Also they've told me that they are not the illuminati but in fact Satan's army.

They are Samoan and I met them all in real life and still have vivid memories of them killing me. As well as a general feeling like everything has already happened before.

When we communicate telepathically they frequently tell me I am going to hell.

I don't know if that's true or not but I now have a strong belief in reincarnation that you could call a spiritual enlightenment.

I also used a gematria calculator with my name and one of the Samoans names pops up right next to mine.

I'm not quite sure what this means or how to interpret the calculations of the gemetria calculator.

>>39973

Yes something like that only I saw it ascend into the sky and there was a strange appearance too it much like it was falling apart.

Over the course of my walk I saw it slowly but steadily descending and becoming more obscure until it eventually disappeared completely in the middle of the night.

The telepathic voice of a Samoan girl I knew told me that everyone else saw a normal moon.

>>39976

I'll check the website out.

What do you think all of this could mean?

Ive been doing a lot of research ever since I've went through all of this.

>>39979

It's just a little strange to me that as someone having past life regression of living identical lives that my name literally means living at the same time/belonging to the present.

>>39979

Also this may be a Mandela effect of some sort but I think Dontae used to mean hell or something about hell.

That's my name alll I know now is that it means Contemporary Phonetic Enduring which means belonging to the present relating to symbols and speech sounds.

I've also been called an illuminati Martian telepathically. I later looked up Martian in Urban dictionary and it means someone with a multidimensional view of the world.

Bump

>>39760

You scare me homie. I'll never show it. But it's there.

>>38411

Maybe they're using binaural audio to simulate your thoughts. I've been mind controlled most of my life. And it's strange. Being like a dog. Getting to have the cognitive ability to understand my actions but at the same time, being a complete slave to them.

Don't besmirch the name of the Moon with your Abrahamic faggotry.

>>42583

>sees the words "devil's moon"

>triggered

Spotted the straw wiccan.

>>42584

Nah, he is triggered for the moon, so he is a muslim.

OP, all satanists fear the power of The Lord Jesus Christ, pray a lot, maybe this is just a facade to hide something worse.

>>42594

Islam is one of the three Abrahamic religions. To me this looks like either a wiccan or troll posing as one. And definitely not a "he" unless this is a troll.

>>42596

I believe is a troll, we have a lot of 'wican' shitposting right now, you now, moon muslims, its a joke to show that we spotted him.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Allah_as_a_lunar_deity