/x/ - Paranormal

>>30693

Age 24, the thought occurred to me that perhaps I felt this awful despair my entire life for external reasons rather than some personal failing.

It turned out to be true enough. There's really nothing to living life. However, there is something to doing anything worthwhile; anything that will change the course of humanity even slightly. It seems people are allowed a certain range of interests, but psychically disinformed/dissuaded from anything not meant for the goyim.

It grows pretty blatant. Like these posts >>27822 . If you accept any rationalization you 'think', they'll slip these by and shut down any critical thought. They'll slip in shitty hypotheses if they think you'll run with them. Bad feelings, good feelings, anything that keeps the hamster wheel spinning.

I believe the closest definition to a supposed enlightenment is discontent. As soon as that stops, you may as well be dead.

Maybe I've just gone mad.

All my life, I've believed there was crazy shit we didn't know. Couldn't really link it to a specific age, though.

I believe that there's ayys, though I'm undecided on them being here. Though some of those things in the ancient ages make you wonder, they could also just be the result of lots of peasants/slavs with nothing better to do than create impressive temples.

As for other /x/ shit, I don't believe it. Anything supernatural is largely ignored by me, but I still read the threads and laugh at some of it or get spooked by the rest.

Flat Earthers are the worst group of /x/. I used to think it was satire, but now they just seem to talk about it like crazy people and drive people away from /x/.

I have always been drawn to anything paranormal in nature. Growing up I've experienced my fair share of things that couldn't be explained and have had many experiences with the paranormal. I believe ghosts and demons to a certain extent.

As I got older I started hearing about aliens. Although my interest in them isn't as strong as with other paranormal things such as ghosts and demons.

I also started to gain interest in other creepy/weird creatures. Like for example bigfoot, skinwalkers, the loch ness monster, etc. I am not super into this area of things either, but it has had a greater appeal to me than things like aliens mostly due to the fact that these creatures seemed much more possible to me than the existence of ayys.

I've also gained a small interest in conspiracies and such, provided they could actually be possible and makes some sort of sense. I'm not sure how closely I would tie this in with paranormal though, it seems to be a category of it's own. But that's my opinion.

>>32911

My mother was also big into witchcraft, spells, crystals, fairys, etc.

I also get weird premonitions from time to time.

since i was able to read i was interested in this shit

but what really did it is when i saw my first UFO (boring story really) , also , i guess my father trlling me about local cryptids and about his /x/periences with the paranormal helped i guess

Being a teenage goth. The interest persisted when i realized that many esoteric works intersect with globalism and its goals.

Depends what you mean by "seriously " but I became interested in these subjects at around age 12. It was actually because of /x/ itself.

I found half cucks /b/ when I was 11 and I would sometimes go over to /x/ but I never spent any time on the board until I was about 12 because everything there scared the fuck out of me. I would just scroll down the first few threads then nope the fuck out lol.

I get bored and look for something entertaining.

I wouldn't say I take any of it seriously, but I don't have enough information to say it's NOT real and I find a lot of it interesting. Plus I like to get spooped now and then.

I don't remember specifically how old I was, but I was younger than 10, and it was because I had a vhs copy of this documentary about ayys

I wish I still had it

>>30693

i was 8 or 9 when i started to read a book about alchemists and magicians in a german book store

>>30693

>What was your awakening, /x/?

Qigong.

>>36926

Explain…

>>32933

>I don't have enough information to say it's NOT real and I find a lot of it interesting

This is how I approach all things ,I always seemed the most logical to me , And It lead me to the most "crazy" shit there is

For some simple examples

1.The earth is so big , and the deepest drill is 12km ,How can anyone tell a 100% there is nothing there

2.What if the people closed in the psychiatric hospital are telling the truth(because I still fear being closed there for no reason-and hearing that in my country a guy was closed for 40 years ,for stealing 2 bags of flour ,and they tested drugs on him ,doesn't make it better)

3.A Lot of stories through time ,either simmilar monster across the world , or simmilar characteristic attached to different monsters

No actual science related to it

Like man , we discover every few years some shit that would be called magic or we didn't think existed

And even with multidimensions confirmed , and like 95% of the universe made with shit we know nothing about ,we for some reason can't take magic and ghost seriously like any other aspect of life

4.And if we do the governments probably want to keep it secret

I like how all thing seem connected to me , how /x/ leads to /pol/ and other way around

Something as "simple as"

5.Do you see ghosts because you are sick , or are you sick because you see ghosts

There are somethings since can explain , like how chemicals produced by different things can fuck with you

But then there are Missing 411 cases that not only have no evidence on the scene but have CIAniggers saying "We don't look into this"and "You will never get the answers"

Even if there was nothing and those people died in accident , that attitude make me feel MoonMan 24/7

>>36946

I love this post.

>>36946

/pol/ is basically /exposedx/

>>36954

This is why you ask Jesus for help, humans cant control this realm, now imagine "another realm", its like soyboys/girls going to Africa naked without a single penny.

>>36955

Dubs confirm.