>>34921
You literally don't visualize my dude, that's the whole point. Proprioception/kinesthesia is the only sense I can simulate with ease.
If I close my eyes, I can imagine how I'ld have to move my head and how it'ld feel to physically look at my bed, but I don't have a concept of what the visual input would be.
I know what's there, I can draw it(to the extent that i can draw), but I do it by going through a more abstract list of the objects and sorting out their spatial relationships. There's no picture in my head that I'm trying to put down, and if I have to sort out spatial relationships internally, it's by imagining where i'ld have to move my eyes/hands to view/touch the objects.
Similarly, there's no sense of hearing. Inner monologue runs off of how it'ld feel to say the word or just straight subvocalizing it. (that part is probably normal?). For other sounds though the best I can manage is throwing fancy onomatopoeia into my monologue.
No external sense of touch.
However, after a bunch of practice I can manage recalling taste/smell. It takes a lot of concentration and only lasts a split second, but it's better than just imagining how chewing feels(which is how i trigger it).
>>28642 looks about right. it seems like a deeply ingrained habit that you can practice your way out of if you want to.