/ratanon/ - Rationalists Anonymous

>>7267

EXTREME introvert asperg with only 4 friends, all male, only one of which lives close to me. The one super outgoing friend could have introduced me to female friends of his, but he lives miles away, and I only see him briefly.

The friend who lives close by to me who I see often is another introvert asperg, so he can't help.

>>7268

>EXTREME introvert asperg

>nonzero friends

stop kidding yourself senpai

>>7269

I went to a special sperg school. Before then I had only 2 friends, one who was younger than me.

>introvert and diagnosed assburger with zero friends

>haven't had any friends since 5th grade

>30 year old virgin

fml

> can't touch other people in anything other than a platonic manner without feeling like a rapist.

Try getting rid of that feeling. Sorry if this sounds like 'try solving the problem'. Most people enjoy romantic relationships and sex a lot, so you're not doing anything bad by offering. You should be polite, but you already seem to be.

Poly with more than one partner, still believe I'll die alone. Why? Because I'll probably choose to.

There is no freedom like loneliness.

If you don't want to be alone… go maximize your social skills. It shouldn't be that hard for rat, over a handful of years.

You'll turn into someone else, but what's the point of CHANGING YOUR MIND if you don't?

I'm kind of a cultural mutant, at the intersection of too many cultures. Grand-parents were working-class, parents were middle-class, from a high-context culture but working in a globalist field, ADHD, drug user, militant. I have a bouquet of dealbreakers to offer to any girl who might be interested in long-term stuff with me.

>>7271

Tell me more anon. Did you really have no friends in middle school or high school? I can be your friend! I live in USA

too depressed to spend time with others. i bring people down with me

>>7267

You know that those "ludicrously high standards" are just your mind making excuses for why you're scared shitless to talk to anyone, right?

> can't touch other people in anything other than a platonic manner without feeling like a rapist.

This is what feminism does to people.

>Why are you going to die alone, anon?

There are other options?

>>7267

Other human beings, especially of the opposite sex, are terrifying and unpredictable (autism!), and not fucking worth it considering how mediocre what I can expect to land is (the usual ludicrously high standards!) - I'm too invested in my gender identity to chemically castrate myself, but I've accepted that I'll be a lifelong bachelor and wizard.