Please critique this train of thought, and help me refine and add to it.
This world is a false universe or fake universe created by a creature some call the demiurge or darkness
>The demiurge comes from an even greater being than it, who is infinitely more powerful, the demiurge hates it's creator but it's creator sees no reason to intervene directly in what the demiurge does for unknown reasons
>This being also created our souls or "essence" I don't know what this being is or what's it called, but it's had so many names in the texts I've read I can't get anything consistent on it's properties
>The demiurge has a series of servants called the archons extremely powerful psychic beings who have some kind of mind warping reality bending type abilities
>These archons preside over large armies of evil demonic inter-dimensional beings who reside in a dimension that overlaps with this one but we can't perceive it
>The demiurge and archons trap us in physical bodies so we may suffer, they feed off our pain like a drug(loose) and subtly influence us in order to make the world worse, we were not created by the demiurge but are trapped here
>The demiurge has some kind of relationship with the planet saturn???
>The universe is a projection or hologram and isn't really there, it only appears as we "discover" it like a video game that only loads when you the player character are there while the rest of the game isn't loaded but only exists in a data state
>You can make contact with the archons and their soldiers by using extremely brutal methods of sensory distortion, the preferred method of the elite is to rape and torture kids so that they produce a chemical called adrenochrome. Basically cortisol, adrenaline and dopamine mixed together in your brain
>all the pedophile scandals are this
>all the child trafficking you’ve been hearing about in the news, especially those kids being separated at the border? This is where they’re headed.
>Aliens are actually inter-dimensional beings because this universe isn't real, it's not 13 billion light years or whatever across because of the loading thing I said above. Aliens are servants of the archons
>The people who run the world politicians, celebrities etc have come into contact with the archons
>These people put fluoride and chemicals in food and water to fuck with your pineal gland which produces DMT, DMT is incredibly important in breaking down your perception of the physical world allowing you to "feel" your astral body instead of your physical body which allows you to astral project
>Young children can astral project randomly and can see the beings that live in the dimension that overlaps this one sometimes because their pineal gland hasn't been fucked by chemicals as much as an adults, that’s why they’re valuable to the elites. They’re a pure conduit to the metaphysical, and a pure method of producing adrenochrome.
>The elites who run the world are a bunch of cannibal, pedophile sick fucks who are in a demiurge archon worshiping blood cult where they fuck, kill and rape children and babies in order to produce huge amounts of psychic suffering that the archons feed from, it's like a rare delicacy for them to feed off this suffering as it's the most potent and sweet of all
>The elites constantly cause wars and social break downs in order to cause more suffering, the more bodies that pile up the better because the more suffering it creates for the archons
>The archons have promised the elites something in return for this servitude I don't know what it is though, I suspect it's some form of technological immortality and immense power on earth. Look at Clinton. She’s literally at deaths door and has been for years, but is still capable of traveling the world over.
>When you die your memories are wiped from you and you are reincarnated into a new body, some people escape this and continue to travel the astral world. You are the same "person" you are now in your past life just with different memories and experiences, your fundamental personality cannot be changed as this is inherent in who you are. If you're a pessimist in this life you were a pessimist in your last life etc