>>12466
I like to call it the source of all things.
Primal drives that are modified are tricky to deal with. Especially when everyone around you believes in them. It takes some conviction if you haven't truly realized how things actually work behind the curtain, but when you do it's way easier to find your heart in the midst of the mist.
You truly define your reality on a plane of existence behind our thoughts. What I feel and what drives or holds me back are all things from the root I haven't learned how to vibrate through without questioning it for being against me.
In reality, some things might seem bad, like fear. And it is so convincing because you ARE in fear that it becomes 'real'. Fear in itself, of course, isn't good for you, but when you realize what it is - fear - you learn how to 'deal' with whatever 'it' is.
Porn or sex is just - porn or sex. It's not good for you. But it's not bad for you either, exactly because you're not connected with it or because you're connected with it it holds you down.
You can observe it. You can learn how to deal with it time after time, but 'playing along' is what all of us might fall back to if we're unlucky or lack the willpower to walk the path of love instead of pain.
It's really kinda silly to believe in it as being real. It's just an expression that's not 'true to your ways'.
Yes. Some are prostitutes. Yes. Some are addicted. I have been addicted for a long time.
I still feel something special when I get snapped out of myself from it. Animals do, too. It's a corrupted drive and there's no reason to hate your self from reacting the way you might do from seeing it. It's like a wall that needs a loving hand.
The trickiest part is how others deal with it. You don't have to play along and they get miserable or annoyed every time you don't do it. It's like they don't want to realize how they're tricking themselves into thinking things are that simple.
So yeah. Bucking the root collective every time others bump into you. I atleast don't want to believe in it, even though most people do.
The perversion, however, is what I think is very common and thus 'real'. That is what truly turns people "on". And on the contrary they aren't stopping 'thinking' - they're stopping listening to their heart what is true and beautiful and good, thinking the illusion is ''real' and not something they have chosen to be real.
Our emotions play a vital part here. Don't fall victim, but stay true to your heart. It knows best even though the mind might see a lot of postures and tricks and alternative paths towards a certain ego goal.