This place has handled enough of my rant so it might aswell gather this last bit of it.
Last, as in i'm nearing the end of my need for support.
My anxiety is fading fast the more i expose myself to the enviroinment, my sleep lack has subsided almost entirely thanks to melatonin, my body is semi-healthy, the opposite sex loves me, and i'm finaly able to make long term plans & have hope in the future.
I started out on the brink of autism, had frequent visual hallucinations, experienced ego death when really young and had more problems than i could count. I had a place between you all. I spent countless nights pestering other users here and even the moderators, which i'm ashamed and sorry for, i really wasn't fun to be around when sleep deprived and it was childish of me.
Since i "healed" myself i spent many many times working on helping others with my limited tools. The internet was one of my best opportunities, a mask i could wear to give support and quickly retreat if making an unfortunate (but never meant) mistake. I found love, i found redemption, i found self improvement.
I found this board, again, after a long absence, and became its owner.
But it doesn't really need moderation, and it really doesn't need a pretentious attention whore of a normie for an owner.
So i'm letting it go up for claims, hoping it keeps being what it has always been, a place for people to complain and sometimes attempt to help.
Love you all xoxoxo
-Latest board owner