I've always had weird irrational obsessions, such as with even numbers (5 Included because of 5+5=10), symmetry, etc. Ever since I was a kid this has been a part of my life, however it's now gotten to a point where my life is threatened by it, or at least, my enjoyment of it. For example I am unable to enjoy video games as one minor mistake, or really anything that I may not remotely like, ends with a restart, sometimes seconds within. However instead of starting the game back up right away, it might take me several weeks to get back on track for several reasons, perhaps I want to start playing at the 5th day of the month, perhaps I feel I should wait a week or three before playing. And this trend is bleeding over other parts of my life, and it's destroying me, I've tried to fight it, but It's only growing stronger as I grow weaker.
Any help?