Look at how fresh-faced and sharp he was. There's a certain boyish optimism about that smile, amongst all the cynicism. Cynicism, but not nihilism. Like, he just radiated a natural bliss. A purity of youth. Even as a NEET, his demeanor made me feel that he was happy to exist. Now look at him. Destroying his body with junk food. Looking like a fat unwashed Karl Marx. His boyish glimmer has been completely annihilated by the fact that he pumps testosterone into his body for 2 years. I think he's actually losing his hair because of this. The only thing he radiates is dread and nihilism. His voice is something disgusting. Not even 1% of the joy present in his tone when interacting with his mom, is present in any of his current videos. Why does time have to go forward?