Oh yes. The "coco" file ist realy good made… I'm not gay but watching this makes me a little bit thirsty for shemale cock and cum ;)
At first: STOP feeling bad if it happens to shoot aour load in your pants. Allways think: It's fine, it feelt good and was a nice orgasm. You must break this depressed feelings after cumming. Say to you, that this is all godd and ok for you. There is nothing wrong with this. That is a first step to become NORMAL again, because feeling bad let's you more and more hate these orgasms and you think more and more about this and that makes it more and more present all the day. You should try to not think about cuming premature and if it hapens, it's OK. That's important, to get control again.
Second: As I told you earlier: search for a hypno file that makes you delaying your ejaculation. There are many files keeping you from orgasm before the girl is "ready".
Third: Don't look porn. Masturbate allway without porn or else to get your satisfaction.
Fourth: Try to remember as many files as you can and tell us which files you listend to. So we can help you very much better with files with suggestions AGAINST that files. :)