/hypno/ - Hypnochan

cant stop thinking about big cocks

nope, but for some sadistic reason i keep trying hoping for results. meh

>>37803

this

I have a preference for HFOs, rather than just rubbing one out. I'm also much more aware of my nipples. And then there was that time I was very aware and somewhat self-conscious of any time I behaved feminine or submissive, but that feeling calmed down after I took a break from hypno. I'm back into it with a more healthy mindset, now that I've sorted out what I'm comfortable with.

kotaero

I waste even more time when trying to fap than I did before

Been listening to ABDL stuff for a while now and have had good success. Wont go into detail, wrong board

>>38938

please do

I never achieve a trance or a HFO but I have the most intense orgasms of my life.

>>37797

I got a boner while listening to some feminist speech.

Serves me right for associating erection with brainwash attempts.

I listened mostly to femdom stuff, so I became the perfect soyboy and always do as women say.

>>37797

iunno but im trying to become a bimbo girly man, will report on results

Started almost 10 years ago with some early stuff.

Really got into N1kk1 F4t4|3 to get my rocks off and explore my submissive side - felt quite a personal attachment to her sexy voice and the submission to her.

Started listening to some early 154b3||4 - not as good at getting a good trance going, but it was good wank material, nice voice. Stayed away from the weird stuff.

Found some Mistress Candice - really good trances, very dominating and demanding… stayed away from the weird stuff she had.

Listened more to some 154b3||4 and Candice because N1kk1 was getting too…. boring/vanilla.

Started to listen to some of the weird content they had as a 'dare' to myself -what harm could it do, I love women and being a masculine man. Just a bit of fun, and their voices are sexy. Plus its nice being submissive to these characters.

Started to slowly have more weird stuff than vanilla in my playlist. Bought and threw away my first set of panties after feeling weird and guilty about buying them, from listening to some IV panty stuff. Wasn't for me. I told myself.

Listened to IV swallow, got turned on by the idea of licking cum, licked lots of my precum during trance, came on my face, maybe twice but couldn't swallow actual cum.

Looked for other CEI hypno, Candice had a decent one, still ate lots of precum but couldn't follow thru with cum.

Started mixing in Candice Forced Bi files to convince myself that eating cum was good and fun, not for the cock sucking of course, just to get more into CEI. Also strap on files, because that's the ultimate act of submission right?

Found myself trying more CEI hypno that wasn't working. Started to listen to more extreme Candice files about enjoying cum, and sucking cock, but it was about enjoying the cum i told myself. Also I liked being forced to do things I'm not comfortable with, right. More strap-on stuff too.

Found a female masseuse online who did prostate massages. Was interesting. She used a dildo too. Felt dominated.

More IV and Candice Cock worship files now, the CEI hypnos weren't doing anything for me. I liked being totally submissive and thinking about being forced to do something so disgusting for mistresses. God, imagine sucking dick, yuck! but if it pleases mistress, then I guess I have to do it right. Oh man, how sick! But sexy, right?

Nothing but cock sucking hypno, so why not look at some tranny hypno right? IV had some, they were sexy, mixing cum eating and being fucked - ultimate form of submission right? More candice hypno too about cock sucking triggers and glory holes. A few sissy files too, but not into crossdressing, but the submission part was funs. Was already shaving my pubes by then, but also started shaving my ass.

Started looking for a female mistress online. Wasn't successful/too expensive.

Some Studio J3z3b3| got into the mix, more tranny stuff, more cock sucking stuff. Lots of humiliation and submission going on, felt sexy, weird guilty.

Bought a vibrating anal dildo/plug. Was ok, but threw it away.

Started looking at tranny porn in the meantime. Not gay, cos it's the feminine form, plus a dick.Nothing wrong with that, and they're quite dominant too. Still listening to forced cock sucking hypno.and forced tranny hypno.

Noticed a gay/bi sauna nearby, fucking gross bro. Imagine if hypno mistresses forced me to go there. Fuck that!

Looking at TS Dommes on internet. Found one nearby. Got some courage and asked for an intro BDSM session/forced session. She made me strip, put a blindfold on me, restrained my arms, lying back on bed, forced her cock into my mouth for my first taste of IRL cock. Then she restrained my feet, locked to my arms, ass exposed. Oh shit. Feel wetness on my anus. Then start to feel something forcing its way in. And shes fucking me. Takes me to her mini-dungeon, puts me over a bench with a mirror infront, takes blindfold off and I watch my ass being raped by my TS mistress. HOLY SHIT. She makes me blow her again and she comes in my mouth and makes me swallow. My dick is limp all the way through this.

NEVER AGAIN BRO I tell myself. That was fucked up, this shit ain't for me.Delete everything, remember I'm straight.

Yeah.

Since then, 3 more trannies have dominated and fucked me. I also went to that gay/bi sauna a number of times and blew about 5-6 guys. I delete and re-download hypno in between every time. Start listening to hardcore cocksucking and assfucking hypno everytime, even though I tell yself its teh last time.

Not a sissy (but have got male panties cos they feel good), do not find me attractive in the slightest. I only suck cocks for mistress.

Hypno fucked me hard.

> Since then, 3 more trannies have dominated and fucked me. I also went to that gay/bi sauna a number of times and blew about 5-6 guys. I delete and re-download hypno in between every time. Start listening to hardcore cocksucking and assfucking hypno everytime, even though I tell yself its teh last time.

I should expand on this bit:

I felt so guilty and bad after that first experience. I wanted BDSM, but female Dommes were too expensive, so I convinced myself that TS dommes are like the same thing, except their strap-on is more organic and their services are cheaper, and they probably understand the male body better. What did IV or Candice really know about being dominated anyway, right? (Was listening to IV's 'Like Oh my god' on repeat at that point).

Thats why I went to the first TS - for a real BDSM session. I never explictly mentioned that I wanted to be fucked or suck dick. Just told her "pretend its a massage, but then tie me up, blindfold and dominate me in our dungeon". Of course, secretly, part of me expected more.

So I hated myself for being fucked, and forced to suck dick. I'm a straight guy, I like women. And the idea of cock, because it makes me feel good from all the hypno..

So why did I end up seeing another TS Domme? It was after a long while, I started listening to the same hypnos again, convinced myself it would feel better the next time, and went for it again. Was worse, as the TS I chose then, was too rough, and I bailed early out of the session. So i tried a different TS, this one was too gentle and it felt weird - bailed again. Then convinced myself that the next one would be good. And it almost was, her dick was really big and I've never felt anything that deep in me before. I'm tempted to go back to her tbh…

Also, why did I suck cocks at the sauna? To hit that cock worship fix from hypno, and also to save money on not going to a TS domme, hoping that it will be my fix. But these experiences were let downs. Men just dont do it for me.

So yeah. I went from vanilla porn and vanilla hypno, to be desensitized enough to cock worship hypno, tranny hypno, tranny porn, and IRL cocks and TS Domme ass fucking.

>>39095 >>39097

My god, thats what happens to quite a few people i guess. Start with vanilla, then feel its not much, gradually move on to weirder, nastier and sluttier stuff. Of course there is a lot of push/pull, purging etc in between but mostly people always come back to this I guess.

Scary

>>39100

Yeah, I know, and also feel like I don't know how I got to this place. It was just supposed to be fancy porn in the beginning - a safe way to explore sexuality and submission wtihout bringing it into IRL. But hypno files changed over the years from fantasy porn sessions in your head, to bringing Post-hypnotic triggers that are life changing.

I'm a pretty suggestable guy I guess, it works really well on me. Some of these Sissy files with suggestions for HRT and permanent changes are dangerous to people like me.

Saying that, Sissy feminization is mostly too far stretched, it's like being asked to fly or have magic powers. But wearing panties, sucking a cock, getting fucked by a TS are within the realms of possibility.

IMO Mistress Candice has been the most powerful/changing hypno because she puts you in a proper trance, and puts some effective post-hypno suggestions. She also makes you feel good afterwards, and feel relaxed. IV's are decent for getting your rocks off, and also some Post-hypno once you can drop into trance fast (her trance technique isn't great).

N1kk1 had the best trance technique, and was the one who made it easy for me to trance out fast. Her and some non-erotic hypno from Paul McKenna.

>>39097

>so I convinced myself that TS dommes are like the same thing, except their strap-on is more organic

bruh, that mad gay

Do you regret going through though?

>>39102

Hell yeah, I regret it all the time. Except for when I'm listening to hypno, I feel like I want to do it all again.

Hell, tbh, while I was writing that before, i was hard and leaking precum thinking about it. It's the whole domination/forced scenario that turns me the fuck on. I never got hard or came anytime I was with any of these TS Dommes. It was all mental.

Word of warning/advice (if you want this): CEI is the gateway to cock sucking.

>>39095

> I only suck cocks for mistress.

Keep telling yourself that. You need a "admit you are gay" hypno.

>>39101

Well, I guess this TS hypno or sissy hypno is very appealing to some people. Take my case, when I am high on Porn and/or Hypno-porn binge (either pegging porn or sissy porn or sissy hypno porn) I sometimes want to be dressed up all girly, in chastity, and then fucked by BBC's (as the sissy porn says,, those loops have a brainwashing effect)..BUT when I see a black man in real life, absolutely no effect !! Instead sometimes when I see a big buffed muscled man I want to have a physique like that, imagine.

So when I stay off of porn/hypno for a few days, I start getting more and more desperate for girls.. I keep looking at every girl in the hope that she will stare back, establish eye contact, pursue me etc etc.. but that never happens.. so the frustration keeps building up, I keep getting more and more desperate and when it becomes too much I become unable to focus on simple daily tasks at hand - and end up watching porn that night - resulting in another all-nighter porn binge, and then next day feel like s**t.

For many of us, I believe, attraction towards these fetishes is the result of not having been able to grow properly as a man (dominating mother, lack of good male role models, suppressing of natural instincts etc..)

PHEW.. I went off in a different direction I guess. sorry for my rant.. this anonymous forum gives me a chance to vent, which I probably wouldnt be able to do otherwise.

Coming back to your topic, I personally find Candice very off-putting, the kind of bitch I want to stay away from. but maybe thats just me, and probably shes really good who knows..

>>39116

Take a look at Apollon and other myths for role models. The god Apollon constantly tries to seduce women, and it doesn't always work out. A nymph even turns herself into a tree to get away from him, he's devestated but doesn't stop loving her. And he never gives up trying.

>>39111

Tried those, did nothing for me. Really am not gay. Just cock.