Like others have said, quitting cold turkey is not the best thing to do, ween yourself off porn, slowly… Avoid hypno porn all together. These online domme only seek to capture as many weak people as possible, flipping men into sissy bois or trans people is the goal; that OR helping the small percent that is truly dysphoric or trans "at birth".
{Also, please learn what a confabulation is and how hypnosis can distort memories, it is possible}
Hypnosis is a valuable tool, like any other it can be misused by evil people.
The association was created in my mind, by suggestion from dommes, that "being feminine is sexy" it is a fetish for me to imagine I'm the girl, it goes by the name "Autogynephilia" (man getting off thinking he is the woman).
This fetish is not one of my own creation, it evolved from subtle suggestions over time. (think mindcontrol, but more or less just subtly guiding you to that path) making you believe it is your own fetish or desire, but it was planted by somebody else trust me.
It comes about by association and assimilation of neural patterns, through repeatedly looking @ increasingly "deviant or taboo" porn and listening to the audio, you form an unconscious association with "naughty and sexy". (like a kid who crossdressed with his sister early in life and felt a funny "tingle of arousal", this creates deep in the mind wearing girly clothes can feel good, does not mean he is trans, maybe he grows up and lives a masculine life and jacks off in women clothing)
"… DSM-IV-TR. In that version, for example, a man cannot be classified as a transvestite—however much he cross-dresses and however sexually exciting that is to him—unless he is unhappy about this activity or impaired by it. "
Pavlov is strong at work here people, if that association does nothing to serve you in a productive manner you must become aware of it, and the behavior patterns in your life; then correct what does not serve you in a healthy manner.
The anxiety you are feeling reminds me of when I quit smoking the green herbs, I am so used to doing something that when I go without, I feel a longing, a despair, an uneasiness, but like all things; this too shall pass. (and I quit smoking, after a bit)
So when you get yourself off the addictive substance (that is part of what this is, a porno addiction) it is normal too have a "rebound effect" or period where your mind/body return to a calm homeostasis,
in your case you may very well be feeling anxiety because you are not following the hypnodommes suggestions anymore.
I realized certain triggers, after I quit watching the hypno-porn, long after (2 years) I had to consciously change my behavior through my experience (relearn).
The most important thing you can do is avoid feeding into… well.. the feedback loops "you've" (they've) created, you do this by no longer holding to any high regard the imagined scenes, suggestions, associations, or scenarios that you've been brainwashed into believing are good for you.
Unless you are 100% certain about your sexuality (I can't be "flipped" because I'm already bisexual) avoid, avoid, avoid this junk..
Society and lil-pharma have set a dangerous precedent and and unnatural paradigm shift IMO, we are convincing people that they have always had this "issue", and that we are the victim, we can blame all of our problems on some external reason.. JUST ACCEPT ME they scream, you must be phobic if you disagree.. blah blah blah; a few stand to reap millions from transitions, where really the dysphoria was created by society around us and our cultural shift towards.. acceptance.
I accept others for whom they may be, but don't try to convince me that I am a lesser person or a lowly man who must "bow" or "submit". I will NO LONGER allow myself to "wish I was a girl or born one" just because they have it easier than men in life; I will stand up and become the Alpha ((they)) tried to destroy.
I will not feed the inner demon that makes me feel good when I think about being dominated, it is bull that I was fed and bought hook line and sinker.
Truth is anyone can have a fetish (or dysphoria idea) introduced to them slowly over time and believe it is part of their identity from the get go..
Subversion is real, get outside and move around; we longer consume media - it consumes us. Welcome to the war on information age.
Sorry for the rant, learn about auto-suggestion please!