Fuck no. I'm like the Walter White of perversion. I'm three months away from my 20th birthday and I've been watching this shit since I was 14. If anyone I cared about found out even the slightest modicum of what I was into I'm going on a permanent one-way vacation 6' below the soil within the hour. I never even told my friends due to the propensity of one-to-one secrets that became common knowledge throughout the group. One of whom's an overweight 4/10 (have her fb photos if anyone's interested) that spends all day playing with herself. Never seen any of it but one of my other friends has her videos supposedly.
I have two locks on my door. One's a chain that can be opened from the outside and allows the door to be opened by about two inches, the other's a solid steel latch that prevents just about every motherfucker from getting in. I turn up my radio to ambient levels and switch on a desk fan to silence any dick sounds. I'm completely silent while masturbating and have never moaned. I honestly don't know what's wrong with me but nothing has ever escaped my mouth while jacking off. In the summer I have a fullsize industrial fan that makes a shitton of noise. Whenever they knock on my door or call my name I stop what I'm doing, pretend not to hear them, then when I'm ready I feign knowledge that they were ever there and ask if anybody's there. I flex my arm to reduce my erection. Whenever I tribute pictures I zip them up inside my coat pockets, walk to the toilet, immerse them in a jug of water until the ink bleeds out, then take them outside, rip them to shreds and deposit the pieces into different bins. I've never bought or read a porn magazine.
My Fap Folder's named something innocuous, has a 20 character password and is zipped inside itself so you can't even glance at the filenames if you wanted to, on a disused portable HD that's missing its cover so everyone around me thinks it's broken. Not a trace is on my main computer, and my history is regularly wiped with a file shredder, not just cleaned.
Once my sister viewed a browser window I'd left open by mistake and in less than a split second I covered the whole screen with my body and made up some autistic excuse that it was a project I was working on (I actually was but that isn't the full story) and she fucking bought it. Nothing came of it and I even checked her laptop's internet history for several days afterwards when she was out just to make sure and nothing related to sex even came up, let alone femdom. Made sure to put it back in exactly the same position and angle as well.
My family doesn't even know I wank for fuck's sake. I have never been caught. I regularly clean the floors with a cocktail of products to remove any unpleasant smell that may have escaped. I alternate my rags between socks, towels, the inside of my seat cushion and the floor itself and make sure they dry properly first before I toss the former into the laundry. If necessary I wash the worst of the stain out first and spray some deodorant over it.
Occasionally I've thought about walking far away from where anyone knows me and stopping random women in the street to see if they'd do anything mild e.g. spit in my face or kick me in the balls, but knowing my luck I'd get the only one who'd take a photo of me and report it to the police for harrassment. I once saw a 40-something blonde dressed head to toe in leather (very similar to pic related, could even BE her) walking out of a house. I very nearly asked her if she was what I thought she was but decided against it.
