This is my blogpost about being single

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This is my blogpost about being single Anonymous 09/23/18 (Sun) 06:38:30 No.394330

Sorry if this is unorganized, there's a lot to say

>Ex bf broke up with me

>not sure how long ago, but I know he likes people and goes out. he has replaced me already. he enjoys life

>I'm asocial, I block people on impulse, everyone, even if I know them IRL,

>still single

>I'm extremely monogamous and it turns out he's non-monogamous and happy with it

>as I explained earlier, I'm asocial and disgusting. I had bad hygiene since my own body makes me deeply afraid.

IDK why I posted this. feel free to mock me I guess. its me putting it out out of my own choice, so its less morbid than doing it someone unwilling

Anonymous 09/23/18 (Sun) 06:45:29 No.394331

OP here, I know I'm victimizing myself but I get too much attention just by living every day. I'm just tired.

Idk. I just feel so defeated, I'm a biological girl and posting this in the wrong board. my biological clock is ticking so my baby will be healthier if I get pregnant this year or the next.

I guess I have no choice but to marry for convenience rather than love, I think this situation is morbid but the biological clock is a real thing and not me being stupid so I have no choice

Anonymous 09/23/18 (Sun) 09:55:41 No.394334

>>394331

>as I explained earlier, I'm asocial and disgusting

Being asocial is not necessarily a reason someone would reject you, it just means you have to force yourself to get to know more people. I have an asocial girlfriend myself.

>I had bad hygiene since my own body makes me deeply afraid.

If you're willing to stay healthy and fit for your partner you'd already be doing more than most girls and you always have the choice to do so. I know it might be hard to stay motivated. You should try to do at least a bit to keep your fitness and health in check. If you wait until you find someone you want to look good for you'll have a lot of catching up to do.

>I'm extremely monogamous and it turns out he's non-monogamous and happy with it

This is one of the things guys wanting a partner to stay with look for the most, so it should make finding one easier. It's really important you learn about these things as soon as possible before going into a relationship and also to make clear what you're expecting.