There there anon its gonna be okay. Everything will work out I just know it. You're cute and smart and a wonderful human being. I love you lots anon and I love you for being you so dry up your tears and give me a hug. You will find a bf in no time anon I believe in you! Youre not a dummy you are a perfect human. You will reach that goal you want and you will never fail because you tried your best and thats all that matters. I will always be proud of you no matter who or what you are. I love you so much anon! <3