I've had mild bisexual thoughts or tendencies, including fapping sometimes I imagined I was the grill but to this day the thought of dick up my pooper is disgusting to me, a foreign phallic invading my orifice. I've also had weird dreams of sucking dick but I'm attracted to women but my first real kiss was taken by a bisexual hispanic who wanted to fuck me. this is the only semi-sexual experience I've ever had and am still a virgin I am 22.