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pls help Anonymous 10/22/17 (Sun) 17:51:31 No.362839

Okay boys. So I'm straight (>inb4 implying) and I have always been straight. When I was 16 I had a good friend and I had some minor sexual fantasies about him because he was feminine and really cute. We used to play vidya and bunk off school together, and we did cuddle a bit.. but, I never saw myself as attracted to boys. Now I'm in my early 20s at University and when I go to the library or the bookshop there are lots of really cute boys— I want to cuddle them, run my fingers though their hair, and give them lots of gentle kisses— but remember, I'm not gay, and I don't watch porn. I feel very confused and angry about this. I have had boys come onto me and tell me I'm cute but I tell them to leave me alone because I want to be normal, have a gf, settle down and have children. I like women, but some boys are so cute and soft. I dream about some of them, and I'm so confused.

I'm not "cute" but I'm slim and quite attractive, I look a bit like Shelly (pic related). I have been with women before casually, but never had a gf and I've never connected with women really… I just don't know anymore. Over the past year my feelings for boys have accelerated and now I actually feel… love for certain boys. Is this normal for you, I feel so lost like I don't know who I am anymore, women are starting to repulse me, like they're another species. I was in the bookstore and this boy there had floppy hair, a delicate smile, and a fluffy over-sized jumper. We talked a little and I felt such a rush… when I rubbed my hand on his hip it was so uplifting, but terrifying like I had vertigo, I'm pretty sure I'm not gay, maybe I'm bi? reeeeeeeeeeeee

Pls send help cuteboys I can't fight these feelings, but I know they're wrong… I don't want to be a disappointment to my family. Is this just a stupid phase of being young and confused, or is this something more? Just to say, I do have gays in my family, I have the ubiquitous gay uncle which is why I think there maybe some genetic component to this. What should I do? have any of you been through this? I'm anxious and confused.

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Anonymous 10/22/17 (Sun) 18:02:22 No.362842

I'm so sad/confused.

Anonymous 10/22/17 (Sun) 18:06:22 No.362843

You’re either a prison gay, coping with the fact you can’t connect with women, or you’re losing your ability to repress your gay feelings. Think it through, look back towards past experiences and it should all become apparent soon.

Anonymous 10/22/17 (Sun) 18:12:37 No.362845

>>362843

idk man, I'm just so tense and flustered. I think I do have some gay feelings but I don't really know how to deal with them… What did you do?

Anonymous 10/22/17 (Sun) 18:13:39 No.362846

I feel the same way as you. You might be prison gay or bi. It took me some time to figure out I couldn't have a lasting relationship with another guy. Really it's no big deal.

Anonymous 10/22/17 (Sun) 18:16:44 No.362847

>>362846

sometimes I feel like I want to kill myself though.

Anonymous 10/22/17 (Sun) 18:46:42 No.362852

>>362845

I did what I recommended you do, I just sat and thought about how some guys make me feel, I came to realize that bi, gay, or straight, I can fall in love with the person who is right for me, then I looked back and realized that sexually speaking women don’t do it for me, I can see a sexy lady and appreaciate it, but I’d never invest my self emotionally, because it wouldn’t ever be fair to deprive someone of the intimacy sex brings to the relationship. So you just gotta ask, can you have sex with a man? Can you really truly see yourself being intimate with a man, not forcing yourself to be out of loneliness, but out of genuine concern and passion for their wellbeing. That’s all there really is to love, it’s alright to be bi, despite the prevelance of the biscum meme.

Anonymous 10/22/17 (Sun) 18:46:51 No.362853

>>362847

Yeah me too and all the time. It's called depression. Might have nothing to do with this actually.

Anonymous 10/22/17 (Sun) 18:49:50 No.362854

>>362853

Also consider what this guy said, these thoughts may have been spurred by something deeper, so if you don’t start feeling better after you sort this out, it might be work seeking some help.

Anonymous 10/22/17 (Sun) 18:51:24 No.362855

>>362853

>>362854

I think it's probably caused by some sort of repression.

>>362852

that's good advice, thanks anon :)

Anonymous 10/22/17 (Sun) 19:11:37 No.362858

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don't get so caught up in trying to fit yourself to labels. like what you like, love who you love and pursue what makes you happy, not what others tell you should. that's what pic related did and he was one of the greatest men in history. if you're too much of a faggot to aspire to that than idk what to tell you.

just don't be a pedo

Anonymous 10/22/17 (Sun) 22:24:09 No.362882

You're bi. No biggie.

Anonymous 10/25/17 (Wed) 10:18:07 No.363169

You sound like me from 12-18. You might be gay. If you wanna kiss guys then odds are you're at most bi if not gay, I thought I was bi till I was 20 when I met a girl. It turned me off woman for good. I questioned it till I was 22 after that, so I feel your pain.

The only way you're really going to know is if you kiss a guy. If you're in college odds are the boys there are still clean, so hook up with one. I'm not saying to go all out and be slutty, but you should at least see what happens when you hold hands or kiss another guy. If you enjoy it then you like guys. If you don't like it then you're normal and have a way out.

Good luck, anom. I hope you figure yourself out. Just don't spend half your 20s hating yourself like I did. I wasted my prime years being scared all the time.

Anonymous 10/25/17 (Wed) 16:27:10 No.363210

>>362839

you just want something feminine.