No.354049
First off. I am black. But wait, there is more. I also support BLM and pretty much a liberal.
Well here is the huge twist.
I have always had this undeniable urge to be submissive to white men. Everytime I start to fantasize about it, I get really flustered and then angry. I believe I force myself into following BLM and liberal views to suppress these desires.
In truth… I'd love to be a permanent sex slave/houseboy and often wonder what it would be like to be owned by a white master. To be their dirty little secret.
Yes. I am fucked up. And yes, this is all real.
No.354050
>>354049
It's not that fucked up anon.
No.354051
We all have our guilty pleasures.
No.354053
No.354054
>>354049
>I believe I force myself into following BLM and liberal views to suppress these desires.
How about just not doing that and living as a person, not a race? Also if you were a live in for a white guy he'd probably love you very much to be putting up with you like that, which is opposite what BLM preaches. That sort of relationship has a lot of love underlying them. BLM and progressivism (not liberalism, this is different) perpetuate a new slavery that you don't need to be a part of.
No.354059
Sorry, but your race is at the very bottom of the gay food chain and limited to "muh dick" fetishism.
No.354060
>>354049
I don't blame you. Race roleplay is really hot, and very racist. Even cucks call black bulls "niggers" all the time. Honestly, you're better off this way instead of being used by white cucks who only see you as a walking dick.
No.354062
>>354053
I am white and find this hot as fuck, tell us how it gets worse
No.354063
>>354054
Its just a fantasy and a long shot at that.
>>354059
Are you really sorry?
>>354060
Its tormenting though. Being raised to be one way and lusting over another life that I can't have.
>>354062
I'd like to be auctioned off. The whole appeal of being sold off as goods and examined by others who merely look at you as a sex object or an exotic pet.
I'd really want to be a sex slave to a neo-nazi and even have him walk me around on a leash. Being verbally and sexually degraded by him. The relationship itself would be a twisted type of love that constantly teeters on the edge of violence.
This is probably even further of a long shot, but to also be taken to Klan rallies and used by an endless group of men.
Oh well, you can't have everything…
No.354064
If you have a true interest in the well being of the American black population you would be well to look into the roots of the black identitarian movement, and compare it with today's. Everything you get taught in schools about prominent black identitarians essentially softens up their image and fails to inform you as to any useful thing they have to say. Look into yourself, do you want equality with the other races inhabiting this country? Do you want power for your people? Do you want your people to simply be left alone to organize themselves in their own fashion according to their own traditions and customs? No matter where you look you'll find that the search for black identity in Africa is not too supported by Africans who'll think you're just LARPing. Many moved to convert to Islam in order to distance themselves from Christianity (the supposed white man's religion). Islam is far more hierarchical than Christianity and no sect of Islam that didn't spring from a black-islamic identity movement has any respect for blacks. When your limp wristed wishy washy history teacher told you that the winners write history it's probably the only truth they bothered to teach you, and how true it is. "Liberal" views won't get you anything but false friends, and a world in decline until all you have left is a population with no heritage, no history, no connection to any place or time, and a small clique to rule them as they sit and embrace their comfort. The black identity movement will not at the present time implement any sort of actual progress, because one: it does not make its own decisions, and two: being black in America is an inclusive distinction. How black is black? Most blacks in America are 17-18% white, and that's the people who seem wholly black. What of the the people who then have one "black" parent and one "white"? How far can you go before you aren't black anymore? Do you see where this is going? Racial identity movements today are futile, because it's not enough that they just be of your race. They should be also honorable and well formed members of your race, they should be people you would be comfortable letting into your family, because if you want to survive as a culture or an ethnicity they should become part of your family at some point, even if it's long after your own death.
We all have our fetishes here. We're all fucked in the head. Personally I want to be roughed up. In the end you have to choose. You have to choose between tingly feelings in your penis, and something higher. You have to choose to snatch gratification now, or defer it. Some people can have both. If you're browsing this board you probably can't. Even you people who only want naïve qt pure boys. In the end it's always going to be at the back of your mind in someway, unless you are completely devoid of election. In the end it's your choice.
No.354065
>>354063
Anon, i'd gladly be your nazi bf. Maybe i wouldn't be nearly mean enough to you, but i could shout at you during sex and slap you around if that was good enough. Don't give up even if it isn't, there is definitely someone out there that'll play along, at least.
No.354067
>>354064
wat? I just want to be a black sex slave for nazis… I didn't need an entire dialog on it.
>>354065
My current situation is a little complicated. But the proposition excites me and gives a little hope. Tell me more <3
No.354069
>>354067
hm more than I'm into but I do find having a pet to fuck me pretty exciting. don't give up hope anon you'll find your neonazi bf if you keep looking :)
No.354071
>>354067
Ok.. First, i probably couldn't stomach treating a person like a slave. I'd probably call you into my room, tell you to get me a drink with a slightly commanding tone (just to give myself a bit of time to prepare), and once you get back i'd be naked, and i'd tell you to set the drink aside. Then, i'd tell you that if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have a home. You would be obliged to say "yes sir", and i'd then tell you that what you are good for amounts to being my personal boybitch, and i'd tell you to slap you and lead you closer to bed. I'd call you a pathetic weakling and i'd tell you that you need to know your place as my bitch. I'd grab your hair and push you down, telling you to unbutton my pants while slapping you a little bit. I'd call you some degrading names while you struggle to get them unbuttoned, and i'd tell you to start sucking it, or to get me hard and i'd call you a few names while you did that too… Cont.
No.354072
>>354071
Treating a person like a slave all the time*
Cont. Pt 2; i'd pull you by the hair and look you in the eyes as i told you that you have to undress. (I'm not sure if you like crossdressing but i'll assume you do for this). I'd talk about how much of a slut you are for me as you take off your dress, and i'd help you take off your bra (if you wear one, that is). As i did so, i'd talk about how you won't get a better life than what i give you, and i'd back off and watch as you take off your panties. I'd order you to go get some lube , and if you don't do it quickly enough i'd just order you to get my dick wet. I'd turn you around and push you over onto the bed as i grinded your dick. I'd talk about how this is all you'll ever amount to, a nazi's little bitch, and i'd position my dick so that it went slowly into your butt. Once inside, i wouldn't bother asking if you liked it (i'd still watch to make sure you aren't dying though), and i'd simply start roughly fucking you and slapping your face and butt… Cont in next post
No.354075
>>354072
I'd kiss you over and over again, with you either pretending not to like it or not actually liking it anyways. I'd still be fucking you, and i'd grab your legs and pull them over my shoulder so that i can position you better to take it. I'd violently thrust into and out of you, all the while calling you twinkletoes and talking about how hard i want to dominate you because you're just my little housepet, how hard it makes me to know that you're all mine. I'd be getting pretty close to cumming at this point, and i'd start talking about how you won't get to release until i let you. I'd start pumping in and out over and over again, my dick throbbing inside you as i've almost cum. I'd reposition your legs so that my dick is aimed nearly completely downwards, so that once i cum you'd take all of it and it wouldn't drip out; after all, a boybitch like you is meant to take all the cum a master can give. I would shout as i started to cum, hands holding your arms while your legs were over my shoulders, and i'd cum deep inside you as i told you to call me master and tell me that you're all mine. I'd tell you to stay there, because i don't want any of my cum spilling out, marking you as my personal sex slave. I'd pull out and either edge you or give you a handjob or a blowjob, depending on how long it's been since you came, and i'd let you lay there until i came back into the room to tell you to clean up the bed and shout at you for making such a mess and leaving cum everywhere. After that, i'd probably either go to sleep with you as the little spoon (personal boysluts don't get to be the big spoon), or we'd both just continue our normal daily activities, with me yelling at you every once in a while just to keep the dom/sub mood kind of the same, until the next time i feel like using you. END!
>tfw no black bottom to make my personal slave boy
No.354076
>>354075
>>354067
I didn't think i'd get so horny thinking about that, i hope you enjoyed it blackanon.
No.354085
>>354076
>tfw i can't tell if OP actually liked my writing skills or not
Uh… Blackanon? Did you like it? You haven't responded, I hope it wasn't atrocious.
No.354093
>>354085
No anon, this was great and I happily fawned over every detail. Then it made me sad because I will never have it.
No.354094
>>354093
Well, thank you! I'm glad you liked it. I admit, i see where you're coming from. I got kinda carried away while i wrote it, even though i didn't think i'd like it. Now i have another feel and another fantasy.
No.354104
>>354094
Where are you located anon I will never probably meet?
No.354116
Awwww :D
Sometimes I feel an urge to be submissive, sometimes to black men, and then I get EXTREMELY pissed about black-on-white crime and domestic violence against women of my race, and I end up exercising as hard as a motherfucker like I'm preparing to win tons of street fights and shoot outs with black thugs out in the city. I browse cringe-shit like /pol/ and thedailystormer to feel as though people out there have my back on this, I hate this racist "Reject white boys" shit because I'm fairly well endowed (and following a penis enlargement routine of stretches and jelqing just in case) and I can't understand women collectively rejecting their own race based solely on something so shallow as an internet meme created by abrahamic black supremacists who believe they deserve reparations in the form of my wife's asshole.
It's like a mental illness. I'm a bisexual switch, and I'm mostly open-minded and shameless about my sexuality, but I feel conflicted between being masculine and feminine. I want to be a shredded chad with a fucking awesome job and a hot girlfriend that I jackhammer almost every night, but I really get off on the idea of being a cute trap getting stuffed with warm squishy dick. I know what I want, but I have to pick one. I don't want to ever be a disrespected pathetic lowly cuckold though, especially not for racists who are trying to genocide my race simply because I picked a shitty girlfriend.
I think I should just stay away from racist porn, it makes me think there's tons of 'em I have to fight.
I laughed while typing this.
TL;DR I'm a fucking crazy degenerate, ignore this :p
[Chad Cuteboy Trap vs Virgin Normie Sissy]
No.354119
>>354049
you're a damn disgrace, bedwench
No.354121
>>354119
Can I be your bedwench at least? I promise to obey.
>>354116
Hm, well if its all true. I guess we are in a similar situation.
No.354124
>>354104
Oh. I'm from Florida. You?
No.354125
>>354121
*smacks lips* so like… *smacks lips* you iz sayin'… *gets jiggy with it* we wuz… *listens to johnny rebel coon town* we wuz race war preppers who like riding dildos and fuckin' girls n' shiet? ;D
No.355283
I think you're right about your theory that you developed these political attachments as a rebellion against your deep desires. I think you'll feel better if you let go of this reaction because it isn't healthy to be angry with your own personality. Instead of fighting it, acknowledge it. You might even start to feel more comfortable to be pro-white in your daily life.
I happen to be a dominant white guy (and very rassiss) and I find this very hot. I would love one of my boys to be a black twink with a racial submission fetish. Is your thing all about being degraded and treated mean? I'd have to include an affectionate side to it but I could definitely be into it.
No.355350
>>354049
I'm a white dude and I've always wanted a proper slave. I've tried multiple times with multiple boys. Problem is, autistic millenial faggots who think they want to be "slaves" are invariably terrible at it.
Being a slave doesn't mean you're supposed to be a whiny useless flesheap born before the invention of the personality. Every slave I've ever had has been mentally repressed and totally incapable of doing anything unless expliticly told to do it every single time. And often times when you do give them a direct order they fuck it up because of lack of world experience, or outright refuse to do it because they think being a slave means you get to refuse orders. I think when people say they want to be "slaves" they really mean they want to be pampered subs with a better man doing all their thinking for them. They think it's going to be hardcore butt pounding and affectionate headpats 24/7. They don't think about the menial labor or have any innate drive to anticipate their master's desires.
I guess asking for a good looking, talented and socially competent slave on backwater internet basket weaving forums is an oxymoron.
No.355351
>>354049
There's nothing wrong with being a submissive, having fetishes, or being black, but all that libshit makes me want to avoid you.
No.355359
>>355351
Exactly this. His race is fine to me, so are his fetishes. But he's stuck in the progressive mindset that traps so many people. Escape that and the world is so much more open beyond worrying about racial divides.
No.355361
No.355408
>>355361
Seeing how I'm an utter fag, you don't have to worry about that.
>>355350
When you say work; what exactly do you mean? As in having your own job and income? Of course, I might want to be a slave but in an ideal world, financial dependency can ruin a person. Though I like the idea of absolute control, in reality not everything pans out and having a plan b is a requirement.
>>355283
Can't say I'm a twink.
>>354124
Indiana
No.355440
>>354049
Seems alright as far as sexual fetishes go. I'm a white cb who feels the exact same way but opposite haha, here in Australia we really have a short supply of Africans, and Aborigines are an extremely low portion of the population, let alone full blooded ones. I've only ever really known one black guy and he was a great dude, although that was in year 11. I'm not some insane BBC slut or anything but the relationship you're describing would be pretty awesome, even if it's just relegated to my fantasies for the time being. If there any blacks reading this then figure out how to come to Australia so I can be your cumdumpster on demand!
No.355441
>>355440
not sure why my flag isn't showing though
No.355476
>>355408
When I say work I'm mainly talking about the inglamorous day-to-day activities that a slave is responsible for when not affixed to their master's phallus. Things like preparing meals, doing laundry, getting enough exercise to maintain an attractive figure, and of course having enough of a personal life to remain personally interesting. I'd honestly want my slave to have a life and a job and a future, so long as they remember who comes first.
My complaint is that every "slave" I've ever met has been a complete deadweight in these regards. Even if you order them to do these things, they fail miserably because it's usually a complete lack of talent and confidence that makes them wanna suck dick all day to begin with. None of them know how to cook, none of them can read their master's moods or behavior patterns, their investment always ends when they blow their load.
No.355492
>>354049
This counts for all of you, you aint special.
No.355532
>>355476
Some things you have to be realistic about. Where are you willing to compromise? Because if you want a perfect slave, you will probably have to raise one from birth.
Me and what I can do:
I have slight OCD, so I keep myself and living quarters spotless. Everything I have and use I keep immaculate.
Clothes would be washed on a schedule and folded. I iron clothes and would have them folded out for master each day.
Bathrooms would be virtually spot free.
Beds are always made and sheets washed at least once every week/week and half.
Floors are vacuumed daily and mopped once a week or more depending on their condition.
I am a huge scent fiend. Everything would smell like fresh laundry and light fragrance. I have been told I'm a walking air freshener.
All housework would be maintained by me.
I'm dependable, so groceries and errands are always done on time.
I am pretty tenderheated and kind. I always put others needs before myself. If someone is not happy I can easily tell even before they speak. I have always been an emotional radar.
What I can't do:
I can't cook. At all. Kitchen disasters and fires are always happening whenever I try to cook. I can do basic things and prep. But when it comes to actual cooking its something I could never accomplish. But I always try. Even if it still turns into charcoal in the end.
I cant consider myself a twink, I am pretty thick. My weight bounces around from depression and stress. If I was ever put in an environment where I am truly happy. I wonder what I would become.
No.355533
>>355492
I know my place and willingly accept it
No.355534
>>355440
I hate being seen as just a BBC and white guys who hit on me just for that… Though it sorta plays into sexual objectification that I like… but I want to be the bottom!
No.355547
You seem to just be a fag lol
If it's bothering you so much go with it and enjoy.
It's not often in history that you can be this degenerate and not have you head chopped off so roll with it
No.355596
>>354049
you ah
big ol' gay nigger
big ol' gay nigger
big ol' gay nigger
ah big-ah-nigger
a bignignigger
you ah
big ol' gay nigger
big ol' gay nigger
big ol' gay nigger
ah big-ah-nigger
a bignignigger
That turn you on baby? Yeh it does ;P
No.355699
>>355476
I know how to cook, but im a sperg otherwise
No.355702
>>355596
Hm… No. It didn't do much for me. I suppose if you had a collar around my neck…
No.355731
Do you look like a girl? Pics?
If you look like a cute girl, I'd gladly make you my slave.
No.355744
>>354063
>>354049
>be white
>be right wing and unironically very sad and disappointed that hitler lost
>think non whites should be deported from white countries (not sure if usa counts as a white country, but non whites should definitely fuck off from europe)
>don't take pride in being white as it's not an achievement, but be extremely glad that I am and think whites are superior to non whites
>have fetish for being a sissy boi for a black owner
>fantasize about being used by alpha black men
>watch degenerate porn of white women being dominated by black men
>come to /cuteboys/
>see this post
really made me think
No.355811
>>355744
Same Anon, but I know this big black Indian guy from uni that I dream about at night but I'll probably never get with because I'm too much of a pussy to message him.
No.355832
>>355351
Yah. The Left, having screamed for so long that "the personal is political," are now being destroyed by "the political is personal," the subordination of personal wants, needs, and desires to an artificial agenda.
So, OP, you want to be free, and you want to trade some of that freedom for a white boyf who will spank you and breathe racially naughty things into your ear while he plows you. Go for it. Good luck.
No.355845
>>355731
I don't know. I guess. I have confused a few people before… I won't post any pictures, but if you have kik or some other means.
No.355847
>>355744
If you lived in the States, you'd easily could get what you want.
No.355860
>>355476
Holy fuck I thought I made this post until I read that it was a post made three days ago. I feel your pain fellow dom, it's like you read my fucking thoughts.
No.355861
>>355860
Good and willing slaves are around. I certainly want to be.
No.355874
>>355476
>when you can fulfill all this but you're a masc sub into transgirls
honestly the chance of anyone finding an idealistic, long term slave/master relationship is basically zero, I hope I grow out of wanting one eventually
No.356296
>>355845
Do you have discord? If not, my kik is Naedlhund.
No.356558
>>356295
Do you have kik, sir? :3
liltommytom
>>356296
I'll message you!
No.356590
>>354049
BLM ? haha what a fuckin waste of time.
No.356750
>>356590
Maybe so. Nothing seems to change, but I cling to it as a way to suppress my true desires to submit myself.
Also shameless bump of my ass.
No.356752
>>356750
>Maybe so. Nothing seems to change
Yeah for some reason making crime legal for blacks is an unpopular idea. Weird right?
No.358020
>>356752
Well I certainly don't behave that way. I never had a record for anything, not even a parking or speeding ticket.
No.358031
>>354049
Race play isn't that bad… You don't have to merge being a slave in private and advocating slavery.
I'm full Asian and my mum remarried a white guy. There are incidents where people call my mum a trophy wife and I do wish that people wouldn't call her that. But at the same time I like being degraded in the bedroom and being made fun of for being a weak Asian with small dick.
Advocating black equality is fine, but maybe ditch the whole BLM thing, as BLM seems to have isolated blacks from society more than pre-BLM.
No.366230