/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover★

Present day: I'm a 23 year old senior at a midsize school where I work part-time at the library and share a house with 5 roommates. I am essentially 24/7, except when circumstances make it impossible. Despite this, I very rarely have actual accidents. Or at least I didn't until about 3 months ago. I suppressed my urges to wear all through middle and high school, until it became impossible to ignore when I moved away to school.

The reason I felt compelled to make this thread is how my life has been changed from a completely straight, vanilla teenager to something I'm not even sure of. First pic is from the bathroom outside my lecture hall. Second and third are from the workplace, where I regularly and now sometimes, unintentionally wet myself. When I came to my university at 20, I would never have believed how radically different I would be just a few years later. I didn't even buy my first ones until November, and by the end of second semester, I was wearing diapers several times per week.

Less than a year after I allowed myself to start crossdressing and wearing diapers, I was regularly fantasizing about being a girl, listening to all kinds of sissy/diaper hypno, and sending strangers pics online. That first summer I lived by myself, I was insanely horny and wearing as often as I could. But I managed to keep it separate from my real life until I hosted a very close friend from high school for a few nights. We had been close since 4th grade. I was so used to living it, I got lazy with another person around and that first pic was taken about 2 seconds before she walked into the room. I pulled them up immediately but I knew she saw. We both played it cool and when she took off to see other people in town, the combo of shame and horniness led to pic 2 immediately. I spent the rest of the summer pretty cool on it, but by the middle of sophomore year, I was walking around campus like I am in pic 3 all the time.

Junior year I was almost 24/7. In the apartment I now live in, I immediately settled in. That year I wet the bed for the first time in my life I can remember. Waking up wet was simultaneously terrifying and exhilarating. I eased up for awhile not wanting it to become permanent but I always came back before long. I was eventually "dared" by an ABDL internet friend to be seen in public. Just a few months after that I was having semi regular accidents during classes and conversations at work. As of now, I wear to bed every night because there's about a 1/10 chance I'll wet the bed. Sometimes I'll wake up and before I can swing my legs off the bed to go to the bathroom, my bladder has already given in. I don't have a clue how permanent this is or if I want it to be or really anything about where to go from here. I still can't believe how fast it happened.

I'll get around to other specific stories later, but I've got to go to classes for awhile. I hope you guys chip in about your origins, sub-fetishes, experiences, and feelings on ABDL. A pic is fine too.

I just like jerking off to this since I figured out I could.

.I used to take a towel and use safety pins on it to make a fake diaper, I'd put socks in the back and pretend I messed myself then jerk off. I must have been like 13-14 at the time. Later on I stumbled on halfchan /b/ and looked for threads. I did the same on /d/ then I'd get freaked out and delete all my porn and start over. Around 20 I just stopped caring.

The idea of being 24/7 is cool, but I rather not. I can't commit like that to what's just a fetish. I'll just wear on the weekends when I feel like it.