/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover★

>>69927 (OP)

Worn to class a few times, makes class go by faster. But I'm too scared to pee im class. Afraid of someone noticing smell or sag

>>69929

FYI your pic is a minor from a russian borderline childporn site that shall not be named

I was a bedwetter all through elementery and part of middle school. I'd wear my already wet pull up to school. I got called out a recess because it peaked out one time a d a group of kids came over to laugh it up. It got back to the teachers and they made me go to the nurses to take it off while they called my parents. So my little 9 year old brain came up with the exuses that I just forgot to take it off when I woke up.

>>69946

Yeah can we have moar of that pls

>>69946

you mean imgrcsgscrgmgmigmcscscrs dot ru or whatever it's called? I'm suprised putin's government hasn't taken it down since it's literally a CP site LARPing as an image hosting platform like tinypic

I've been thinking of wearing to class but I'm a little afraid of the diaper bulge showing or people hearing crinkling sounds. Though typing that gave me an erection so I guess that is part of the fun. I've worn panties around before but that's not nearly as risky

Wore diapers everyday from elementary school on. I was in special ed classes until middle school. In 6th grade, it didn't take the other kids very long to figure out I was diapered - and I was constantly teased up to 8th grade. My family ended up moving before I began high school, and I learned how to hide it pretty well (e.g. asking my parents to buy the cloth backed disposable diapers instead of the noisy plastic ones, wearing "adaptive clothing" AKA a onesie - to keep the back of my diaper from sticking out of my pants, etc.). From that point on, it wasn't really that big of an issue. I would change myself in the nurses office or in the regular boy's bathroom stalls. About two of my friends accidentally found out, but were understanding. Wearing diapers to school gets a lot easier over time. I think a big part has to due with being able to change yourself (kinda hard to pretend you're normal when you have your diaper regularly check or have to ask someone else to be changed) and the other part is the gradual growth in maturity of the other kids as they get older.

Started wearing around year 9, wore semi frequently, maybe twice a week or so until year 12 where it got too hard.

Never wore to school, and don't wear to work (although I probably could with my new job). I did however wear around a friend accidently when I was 16

I was chilling at my house, parents gone. Get a text from my buddy "Want to go for ice cream?" I replied yes. Not a minute later he rang the door bell -.-. Was so nervous but he didn't notice. Honestly people don't pay too close attention to whats under your pants.

>>70060

no thats just a place where this shit is reposted and pedos go to trade. the original source is older. a lot of those pics were also posted on a "abdl" site called Yior which was shutdown by the feds for being child abuse. (about 15 years ago)

and i agree i find it strange that for someone who likes "family values" so much that gays are being sent to prison cp safe heaven hasn't been shut down.

>>70084

Were you just bladder incontinent, or also also bowl incontinent? Have any stories in particular you remember?

>>70036

Thats honestly kind of cute to be honest. I feel like thats the sort of thing a 9 year old me might actually do though. Fortunately for my reputation, at that point I had stopped wetting the bed. (Although I did go through a phase in 5th grade where I started wetting again. At the time I was really upset by it. After wetting twice in 5 days, I considered asking my mom about buying pullups again until I stopped. (I hadnt actually told her, although in retrospect Im sure she knew). I ended up not wetting anymore after that. Part of me, even at the time, was kind of disappointed. I didnt understand why at the time of course, since I was 11.

I dont know, there is something about bedwetting that just makes me feel warm. Not the embarrassment and shame and all that, but the innocence, the "It's Ok, its not your fault" aspect of it. Anyone know what I mean?

>>70170

Mainly bladder incontinent, but I also have IBS which is common comorbidity with my bladder dysfunction. So I would have random messy accidents too.

Bowl accidents were also more frequent when I was in elementary school, and hadn't mastered changing myself yet - which meant I had to have a grown up go with me to help me re-tape my diaper when I was done (we tried goodnites/pull-ups, but they would leak too much and weren't that great with messy accidents either). Often didn't make it in time… after realizing I need to go URGENTLY, finding a grown-up to ask for help, waiting for the grown-up to finish or find a stopping point for whatever they were doing (or if it was at school at least two grown-ups would have to go with me, so the aid would have to find another person), etc.

I'm half surprised that my parents and teachers didn't just give up and have me use my diapers and forgo trying to race to the bathroom. But then again, I think that I only had a few messy accidents a week at worst. Once I learned how to tape my own diapers it was a lot easier, and I would only need help cleaning up if I had a messy accident.

>>70170

Yeah, I have a bunch of stories. Some funny, some sad, most are just embarrassing.

One time I ended-up accidentally peeing on a teacher's aid.

When I was in the 2nd grade, I spent most of the school day in a special-ed "resource group." Which had a couple of aids that gave individual help to the students when needed. One kid, who had behavioral issues, had an aid assigned to help him specifically. The other two aids where just kinda floaters.

I had an accident a while ago, and decided I wanted to be changed since my diaper was getting uncomfortable.

In the special ed area there was a joined bathroom area with a changing table that offered partial privacy. If I just needed help re-taping my diaper, I could use the toilet and was helped taping my diaper standing-up. If I had an accident, then I was changed laying on my back on the table. We (the diapered kids in the group) each had our own "changing buddy" stuffed animal kept in our labeled diaper cubby that we had to hold with both arms to keep our hands occupied (i.e. to prevent us from touching ourselves and spreading a mess).

Two aids had to be present when any student had to be helped in the bathroom area. Since the joined bathroom was semi-private, one aid could stand just outside with the door open and in view of the changing table while the other changed the student.

Once I my diaper was removed and I was wiped-up, I feel that I need to go super bad at the same I start to flood. I don't get much warning when I have a bladder accidents (It's caused by an uncontrollable bladder spasm that's triggered by autoimmune inflammation.) So I start peeing uncontrollably while holding on to Garfield, my "changing buddy," spraying they guy that was changing me right in the chest.

I immediately feel bad, but can't do anything (I wasn't allowed to let go of my changing buddy). At this same time the second aid (a female) that was standing the doorway starts laughing at they guy I just peed all over. This makes me smile a bit seeing her reaction, but the male aid is understandably upset and barks at me that it's not funny.

This, of course, makes me cry while he finishes diapering me, and the female aid has to console me afterwards. I always tried asking her if I needed to be changed after that. I felt bad about peeing on that guy, but I also kinda hated him after that too.

From that point on, if I had to be changed, that was always my biggest fear. Even when I was hospitalized when I was 16.

>>70184

This story did not fucking happen

>>70461

I don't know how I could prove it to you even if I really cared enough to want to convince you. It was what it was.

Perhaps you would prefer actual work of fiction?

> Be me, grow up dealing with incontinence

> It's totally normal to be in diapers after the age of 4

> Everyone is super understanding and supportive - especially other grade school kids

> Nothing embarrassing ever happened

> FIN *Bows as curtain closes*

Tbh, I can't give half a fuck to examine if a story is true or not. So long as it's good, it's good.

>>70184

That's such a cute story.

What handicap did you have that required so much care?

>>70562

Thanks. It's funny in retrospect, I was mortified by it for long time though.

I was originally though to have some form of dementia, then I was later reclassified as a dyslexic, then this was revised to a list of more specific learning disorders (dyslexia was found to be a meaningless diagnosis because the symptoms vary so greatly person to person - it was even precluded from the DSM-5). It didn't help that I was also dealing with ADHD - inattentive (wasn't diagnosed until high school) and mild prosopagnosia (which was never officially diagnosed). So lots of confusion when I was little.

My elementary school originally referred me to a school for the deaf and blind half way through 1st grade, but settled for a special ed resource group placement when my parents refused.

I also have a number of autoimmune disorders like a form of refractory interstitial cystitis (which doesn't cause me pain, but lead to flooding urge incontinence), that required help from a grown-up.

In any case, this was not a great foundation to build self confidence. But it got better over time. I learned that I wasn't stupid, and started teaching myself math and science - eventually moving from special ed resource classes to gifted and talented education in middle school. Hell, I eventually got my MS in biomedical engineering. It wasn't a matter of not being able to learn - I just had to learn differently than what the rote educational system is setup for. In a better world, special-ed should have provided this level of needed individualized attention. Unfortunately, it was just a heavily watered down and highly supervised version of the same mechanical learn-en-masse course.

TLDR: They through I waz potato, I accidentally the potty, and public education sucks

>>70569

It's a long story in how I became interested in the ABDL community (I was originally very opposed to it's existence when I first learned it was a thing). But I'm glad there is a community where wearing diapers is celebrated.

Coming from the incontinence side, I think I have a different prospective and still some gaps in understanding. For instance, I'm still perplexed by discussions around people making themselves incontinent (seriously, just wear diapers if you want to - this doesn't require self injury). Yet I'm also not condemning people who choose this. If it brings them happiness, then I wish them all the best… I just hope they are fully informed on what they are signing up for. There are parallels to other fetishes. Like the hearing-aid fetish where people make themselves deaf: https://robyncarter.blogspot.com/2008/03/one-sick-group-deaf-wannabe.html (for the record, the author of this blog is rather harsh - and I don't share his condemnation. Rather, I'm just curious and a bit confused)

I'm also a little weirded out by stories/fantasies that romanticize having your diapers changed by your actual parents (or really anyone in a clinical setting). It sounds good in writing, but in practice it's just awkward at a 100% cringe level. It's a night and day difference when role playing with a "mommy" big in an ABDL setting. I guess it's just a matter of expectation, and maybe it's just me.

Has anyone had their diaper changed by their actual parent and enjoyed it? I was 16 the last time I had my diaper changed by my mom (had a few bad tonic-clonic seizures in highschool and couldn't really move for a while afterwards). I remember wanting to just die of embarrassment. Nothing about being changed at that time was even remotely pleasant.

>>70569

>>70572

Edward K?

>>70182

So would you realize you needed to go #2, go get an adult, and then while they were getting a second adult to go with you, you would have a messy accident? Did this ever happen with one or both of them right next to you? What happened if it did, could they tell immediately or did you have to tell them?

>>70689

My IBS is kinda funny (in a sucky way). When I'm having a flare in symptoms I get a few minutes to a few seconds to get to the toilet. There isn't any particular food or stress that triggers it, though it seems to be worse if I'm under a lot of stress. Usually I will have string of accidents for a few days and then be okay of a couple of weeks or even months… or just have a few day of being able to keep myself clean before the next flare.

It wasn't often, but yes, I had a number of messy accidents in grade school waiting for aids to take me to the bathroom. And, yes I would be right next to them waiting for them to finish up whatever they were doing unless they had to leave the room. After a while I think they caught on when I was having a flare and were faster to react during these periods.

My messy accidents were pretty much liquid, and didn't really smell that much. Now, I'm saying it smelled great (it's still poop) but something about it being so watery made it have a very mild earthy aroma - not the stench of normal poop. So, I don't think anyone noticed until I either told them, started crying, or in most cases both.

I don't know what it was about messing myself, but I always felt horrible emotionally after these accidents. If I wet myself, oh well that sucks better ask for a change soon. But if I had a messy accident I was on the verge of an emotional breakdown.

In retrospect this must have made it a lot worse for the aids. Not only did they have to change a shitty 7 year old, they also had to deal with my meltdown and try to keep me calm. I don't know what the school district paid them, but it wasn't enough.

>>70743

*Now I'm NOT syaing it smelled great (it's still poop)

Unfortunate typo, from my post lol

>>70604

> Edward K?

Oh my god! How do you know my name!!

Just kidding, I'm not Edward. Though, I'm interested to know if he had a similar experience growing up.