>>53689
Are you like hideously ugly/deformed or something?
I mean, there's roughly SEVEN BILLION people on the planet… sooo… it's not like there's a lack of potential options.
If you're really having such a hard time finding someone whose into the same kinks as you are… it's probably a problem on your part… as in, LACK OF EFFORT.
Maybe start by being a bit less anonymous and a bit less closeted about your interests. Maybe also try moving to a bigger city.
Sure you gotta weigh the potential damage of exposing yourself, having some people hate you, having others try and blackmail you, etc, etc… but if having a significant other into diapers is REAAAALLY that important to you… mmm… it's probably worth any potential downsides.
…but then again you're probably a stupid fuckin teenager who can't think outside of next week and "forever" is probably like… five years from your perspective. If that's the case go take a cold shower and/or go fuck yourself… literally, just… go fuck yourself. Don't worry about it until you're in your mid 20s.