/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover★

>>44844 (OP)

I guess other families might be different, but I always wonder how people thought they were going to order diapers online and not get caught. Being home alone happened very infrequently for me so there was no planning around that and there's no way my parents would have not looked in the box.

>>44845

Put your local UPS store as the delivery address, and put "ATTN Your Name" as the recipient. Then you head over and pay them five bucks to pick it up.

>>44845

If I managed to get diapers into my house I'd be super paranoid. I use to crossdress (before I threw it all out) and that alone made me paranoid. Diapers would put it on a whole new level. I'll probably end up waiting until I get an apartment or something

My mom found out I wore to bed, I told her it was a fetish and i didnt need to go to the doctor. Brought it up like 5 years later when we were alone, I told her dont bring that stuff up and Im healthy lol. Hasnt brought it up since.

>>44848

How'd she react to you telling her about the fetish? I'd probably kill myself if my parents knew my fetishes

Back when I was around 12 or 13, when the family was still sharing a computer, the first e-mail address I had was shared on the same outlook thingy. I forget exactly how it worked but the point is that unless you deliberately set your address to private, other people could just see your inbox. Me being a moronic youth, I didn't know that, and had signed up for Diaperspace so I could actually look at the galleries of pictures and videos, using the only e-mail address I had. Well of course my mum saw, and we had a very tense (for me, anyway) chat about it. She didn't even bring up the fetish though, she was more worried about me talking to strangers online and giving away too much personal info. Regardless, she obviously knows about my fetish but we've never actually discussed it directly. I imagine she thinks there are worse things I could have been getting into, all things considered.

>going to stream a movie from my laptop

>HDMI connected, giant TV mirroring my laptop

>minimize my browser

>fucking file explorer was already open and displaying all my diaper hypno files to the room

>file names not ambiguous at all

>thankfully only person who saw was slightly intoxicated uncle

>had a stare of blank disappointed confusion

he never said anything about it

Also I ordered diapers while living at home and I'm pretty sure my mom knew or put 2 and 2 together because one night I was double padded with stuffers and she locked herself out of the house. She knew I was awake so all I could do was slip some pants on and unlock the door fully padded. Black sweatpants can't conceal that. She was not drunk enough to not know, she ALMOST said something as I waddled back to my room. I could hear her start into something and stop. Don't even care anymore. I live alone now and all these people are dead to me.

>>44853

>all these people are dead to me

edgy thing to say about the person who brought you into this world

>>44858

I'm happy you haven't had to learn this for yourself. there are some things world-bringing does not excuse.

>>44869

Tell us your story, anon

>>44858

>the person who brought you into this world

That's an accusation more than it is reasoning to me. I hate my mom, she's the reason I'm the way I am and have to struggle to lead a semi-normal life.

>>44858

>world-bringing

I hate that this is presented as some sort of great favor. It isn't, and treating it like it automatically makes you a great person is why casual child abuse is so common.

>>44870

why?

>>44874

i'd go as far as saying it's only ever said as abuse

>>44870

no

>>44873

>>44874

Why don't you guys just kill yourselves then if you hate hate your lives you ungrateful spergs?

Just because your mom didn't spoil you your whole childhood you think it's okay to just throw a shitfit and never talk to them again?

You're both abortion-tier braindead.

>>44869

>>44873

>>44874

Different anon, but I agree with these. My mom is callous and overbearing and very controlling, so I try to talk to her about once a week at most because of how toxic she is

Christ, no wonder this fetish is so stigmatized

It's full of fucking failures who whine about their parents over the smallest things

>>44888

There's a difference between wanting to die and considering a parent to be total scum.

Out of curiosity, at what point would someone go from "ungrateful sperg" to justified in your mind? If someone's mother had attempted to kill them over some minor or outright imagined slight, would you still feel that the child is ungrateful if they refused any further contact?

>>44887

It literally is only ever used as abuse. It's a "fuck you" from people who lived cushy lives and can't reconcile the fact that people have lived lives very different than them.

>>44888

>Just because your mom didn't spoil you your whole childhood you think it's okay to just throw a shitfit and never talk to them again?

I simply cut contact after I moved out and I'm much better off for it. She's a piece of shit who has nothing positive to bring to anyone's lives. Isn't it an AB/DL tripe? That many of us were abused and neglected? I certainly was. The real question is, why does my reality trigger you so much? I'm actually not that bitter about it personally.

>>44889

I only hear about my mom through my grandma and sisters/brother who unfortunately still live with her. It kills me that I can't pull them out of that situation because I can barely take care of myself. I can already see my brother getting fucked up because of her. He's actually getting it worse than me, I got her during her best years when my dad was alive.

>>44892

>at what point would someone go from "ungrateful sperg" to justified in your mind

The line isn't drawn by action, it's drawn at birth. Women can do no wrong apparently.

My mom got my brother to beat me up because she got offended when I tried to help her with finances after my dad died. Then she screamed at me and threatened to have me arrested when I fought back. I was actually stripping copper cable to make money for the family when he jumped me too. This might sound totally melodramatic but it's a true story. I did nothing but try to help her and my siblings. I busted my ass fixing up this house which she left to get get repoed after I left. She invites druggies into the house who point guns at my baby brother. She punched my grandma.

Again, I'm not that bitter about it. I just recognize my reality.

>>44888

Popping out a baby doesn't make someone a good person. Some people had shitty parents and are totally into this kink because they didn't experience parental love growing up.

>>44891

Mom beat me every morning because I pissed the bed, and never offered solutions like diapers.

So fuck you.

>>44888

>hating your life enough to sudoku

>thinking that your parent(s) are a negative influence so you avoid contact with them

These things are not necessarily synonymous. If my best friend chose to be a piece of shit to me for a long time, I'd stop talking to him, and at least I chose him as a friend originally.

>>44844 (OP)

Why on Earth do people not just send "General Delivery" to their local post office and pick them up there?

>>44891

>>44888

Mom????????

>>44893

>why does my reality trigger you so much?

the world-bringer's denial extends to every child. Some birthlings take longer to realize they don't owe their parents anything.

>>44906

Nice Frank Dollarhyde fanfic

>>44909

>world-bringer

>birthling

What type of newspeak is this?

>>44910

the best

>>44908

If I ever decide to buy diapers while living with my parents, I'll do that for sure now. I was a dumb 15 year old and thought I could sneak it into the house. Before that I had had success buying women's clothes and sneaking them in, so I didn't worry about it much. Today I'd be much more cautious

>>44909

Meh, not sure if he is lying but people do some fucked up shit their kids so who knows.

>>44888

oh, anon, it's so sad to see a boy with a diaper fetish get so uptight about pretending he doesn't have insane mommy issues. do you need your bwankie?

>>44909

Meh, if your parents are good you certainly do owe them something at least.

While some people certainly do have horrible people for parents I do wonder if some people just never figured out that people are flawed and parents are certainly people as well though it's is a bit different.

Early age Kids usually think their parents are flawless and as we get older we learn that isnt the case.

I'm saying people might judge their parents unfairly as well.