>Tfw you're a hairy man who likes to dress up and act like a little diapered toddler girl but you feel like a demented, hideous faggot when you look in the mirror so you recoil into a cartoon tiger version that represents the intersection between your physical reality and your role play without being completely repulsive to the self
I don't know this precise feel but I will definitely fap to it. Though
>tfw catch yourself in the mirror and feel shame
Is itself a very interesting and not fun feel that has happened a couple times. I couldn't even imagine combining ABDL with crossdressing lmao