>>38895 (OP)
I must admit I have taken quite a liking to messing lately even though I have no interest in scat otherwise. With some degree of shame since objectively speaking it's fucking disgusting… well, I suppose if all babies do it for years I'm allowed to indulge in it occasionally, no?
Part of it is probably because I have been wearing 24/7 for years and need something to spice it up a bit occasionally…
Another part is that I've learned to change a messy diaper without too much hassle. Proper diaper that's actually intended for #2 (Tena Slip Active Fit in my case), good wipes (Pampers or even better Tena), and having gotten a good routine for the actual procedure.
Plus not sitting in it too much unless I'm willing and able to spend half an hour and take a shower for the cleanup… kinda shame since it really feels good.