/imouto/ - Discussion★

good night EseM.

Sleep well in your long nights.

>>20473

Are you leaving me? Forever?

>>20470

But only weird misfits own things like spiders and ferrets!

I'll be here for a few if anyone wants to talk~

>>20476

Well, good night, and remember: AVG a shit. I miss the good old days when it was really good with no ad bullshit and pop ups and it was so effective.

>>20478

I blame sunday.

>>20480

But Sunday is for being cozy and watching West World!

>>20482

It's a sci fi western where people pay to be in a west world and the inhabitants are all robots!

>>20485

N-no. i had some spooky stuff but nothing paranormal.

what about you?

Rrrrrrrrrrrrr…….hi

Skyrim is pretty fun.

>>20490

Sorry about that, I was playing Skyrim for the first time ever, never even had seen anything that would spoil it to me.

I love it though how I can go full Cirno and nail people to walls with ice spikes.

My everything is numb!

>>20491

I picked up Skyrim from the midnight release, played it non-stop for like a week solid and had a lot of fun, and then I just never touched it again.

>>20492

Ah, alright, I picked it up like 2 years ago?

Only now decided to give it a go with the release of the Special edition.

It was -11C here like, 10 hours ago, and I decided to go for a walk.

Jeans weren't the best choice obviously.

>>20491

Don't forget the countless amount of bug fix mods and hentai mods where you can become a loli futa!

Go around and hit enemies with your massive dick~!

>>20494

But I've never modded the games that much, if we don't count a graphical/environment overhaul for Fallout NV, and some WW2 gun packs.

>>20495

But loli futas…It's funny to cockslap everyone~!

>>20496

The concept is too weird for me.

>>20497

It's suppose to be twisted humor. Sorry Remi.

>>20498

I guess it would work better in a Scary Movie.

>>20500

I meant those dark humor movies, that's why I capitalized it, silly.

>>20501

I'm not silly.

>>20502

That's what you say.

>>20503

This from the guy who thinks you can't have an eleven hour nap.

>>20504

It's not a nap, it's considered sleep by then!

>>20505

Well, they amused me greatly when I were a lot younger.

Kind of like A Nightmare on Elm Street and Krueger's dry jokes.

>>20487

Just dogs mysteriously walking through the woods.

Dogs can be freaky.

>>20508

I used to really be! When I was younger I really liked all kinds of horror movies, but I have a hard time enjoying them now.

>>20509

Anything can be freaky when you're walking through the woods!

>>20508

I got into the bandwagon very late by watching all of them and Friday the 13th movies in the span of a few days when I were like 15.

I assume there are a lot of new ones for both though.

>>20509

Skin

walkers.

>>20511

I listened to a show about skinwalkers and the like just today! Scary stuff! >>20487

>>20513

All of the scary experiences with vibrants I've had have actually been with natives. I don't think we have much of a black problem here, and the Jewish problem isn't a really showy one.

>>20512

Ah, I just always say that because almost every long innawoods creepy pasta in /k/ ends up with the thing being a skinwalker or something similar.

>>20516

I don't know anything about finland though.

>>20516

Not even annexed, co-belligerent in the war against the common enemy, the USSR.

Although our peace negotiations kind of involved driving the Germans away from the Lapland section, during which they kind of used the scorched earth tactic when fleeing towards the north.

>>20519

Only SD is SD.

Oh, posting problems again.

>>20519

That's odd, we're usually the country nobody has never heard of.

That made me think of Duck Dodgers because ducks.

Was that a double negative?

Perhaps I shouldn't be awake.

>>20522

It was! And it's probably getting pretty close to the time a normal person would be waking up, right?!

Bedtime for me! I have the day off tomorrow.

>>20523

Yeah.. I kind of got lost with the concept of time again.

Sleep well Ese, I'll probably take a small nap and hope that I won't fall asleep for more than 4 hours.

I need to get some sleep now.

If Manaka comes around, tell them that I've been worried about them.

>>20525

Good night SD, be comfy~

I actually woke up.

H-hello…

>>20531

H-how are you?

>>20530

Hello Emi.

>>20533

H-hello.

>>20534

Is something wrong..?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyKnizkNQo4

>>20535

Still awkward about being back here.

>>20537

Well, I don't understand why you left in the first place for a while.

>>20538

Because I make people feel awkward.

>>20539

Not around me. Hug~

>>20539

It's alright to do so.

>>20540

T-thank you.

>>20541

No it isn't.

>>20542

Anytime~

>>20542

You've been given the permit, use it wisely.

>>20543

How have you been?

>>20544

I refuse.

>>20546

To use it wisely..?

>>20547

To accept that right.

See, I'm doing it again.

>>20548

Doing what?

>>20549

Making things awkward.

>>20550

But I don't.. feel awkward?

>>20551

Don't lie please.

>>20552

I don't really feel anything else than tiredness as of currently.

Scrap that, I can't feel my legs either.

>>20556

Yeah, took a 4h nap as planned.

I was surprised that I actually managed to get out of the bed without just cancelling the alarm and going back to sleep.

>>20555

welp in that case i'll shut up.

>>20558

I'll probably go to bed during midnight today.

Kind of stopped drinking coffee at 6 pm already, and been only drinking tea now.

>>20561

Ah well, as long as I wake up before noon.

>>20561

How exactly do i act normally?

>>20563

Well, I don't really know how to quantify that, but you do. What I mean is if people say they're not bothered by you, you can probably continue to post comfortably instead of assuring them that they must be bothered by you after all.

>>20562

What happens at noon?

>>20564

Nothing really, but I consider most of the day thrown away if I wake up after.

>>20564

I don't get it.

>>20566

I don't really know how I can break it down further. There's almost certainly no one who doesn't want you here, so just say whatever you feel like, within reason.

Ah well, back to slay dragons.

>>20567

>within reason

Yeah, I never know what that is.

>>20569

There's no way around that though. A reasonable comment to me might be unreasonable to Error, and so on. That's just the standard pitfall of human interaction, and you won't avoid that by changing communities.

>>20568

I wish you luck in your quest.

>>20570

Trust me. I know.

/kind/ is shit

>>20571

Sorry, I've been having a twitter argument.

Is /kind/ not kind?

>>20572

i dunno much about the board, but the skype group is a pretty terrible place. i met some nice people there, including nii-san, but most the cool people are gone by now.

anyway, drama. let's not delve too much deeper into it.

Hello friends

>>20573

That's unfortunate. I know how it is when the good ones leave and it's just the detritus remaining.

>>20574

Strangers are not friends.

>>20575

>>20576

But that's normally the case…

>>20574

heya.

>>20575

yeah, that's life, i suppose. seems to happen a lot. there was a time when a bunch of anons came here at around the same time and i was scared the same was going to happen.

i recall a trap once joined the /kind/ skype group and i felt useless since i felt that i had nothing else to other and that my spot was taken.

>>20578

I remember exactly when you're talking about because I had the same thoughts.

It's not like that's all there is. You would still be distinct.

>>20579

i know, but when i tend to describe myself as "depressed, cynical trap", it raises worries when another one comes along.

it's why i refer to the "gamedev" part of me more and more.

>>20580

I mean, it's not like you have to worry about framing yourself in a certain way.

I wonder where that anon went.

>>20581

got scared off by me whining.

>>20582

>>20581

I'm still here, I just don't have much to say.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUOGWCWHjwc

>>20585

kinda prefer yung baes remix of dis one

>>20585

Tired. I had to present what I did this semester and it really drained me. I hate doing presentations.

What kind of buildings?

>>20587

for my vidya project. pic related.

G'night.

>>20590

nighty.

Act naturally act naturally.

>>20592

BITE!

ded.

>>20596

No, you.

>>20593

FUCK

>>20597

Jeez.

>>20598

fuckh8?

>>20599

I'm sorry.

>>20600

I'm stemmed out.

But I could let some steam go.

>>20601

You have a mission should you choose to except it.

>>20602

?

>>20603

Hug

How's Eruruu?

>>20604

Keep the sheep near.

>>20606

But I slept 4 hours and woke up at 4 am because I had my shades open and the full moon lit my room.

>>20607

That's not long.

Are you not tired?

>>20608

That's good to hear.

Random dreams again?

>>20609

Yeah.. I didn't feel so tired when I woke up, but now I feel like napping.

>>20608

Aww.

I wanna cuddle with you and make you have nice, or at least interesting dreams. Last night I dreamt about Greg House and Gordon Ramsay. Don't recall what they sere doing.

>>20612

Oh, but still off-putting?

>>20614

Ah well, I hope you'll start getting less of those.

>>20616

Fox..?

>>20618

No longer with us.

>>20619

A shame.

>>20620

It happens to everyone some day.

>>20621

Not if I can help it!

>>20622

It would be nice if you could.

>>20623

One of these days..

>>20624

Perhaps if you move to the mountains and live in asceticism for four years, you can master the necessary techniques.

>>20625

Well, I spent 4 hours sitting in a trench once, does that qualify?

>>20626

Incredibly close! You were .01% of the way there!

>>20627

It's a start in my mind, but I found inner peace there.

Still, the meaning of life was too far away.

>>20628

I'm glad to hear it was at least an edifying experience.

Well, that's not an answer that gets handed to you without a lot of pondering. I get lost on far more basic philosophical quandaries than that one.

>>20629

I mostly just ponder about dumb meaningless things, still brings me joy to realize something even though it utterly means nothing in the grand scheme.

>>20630

By what criteria do you measure the worth of the things you consider?

>>20631

By their usefulness in general, so all in all most things are redundant, but I don't mind.

m-morning…

>>20634

why so early?

>>20636

oh damn. that sucks.

>tfw not going to school because depressed

i don't want this vacation to end.

>>20637

>December 13

>vacation

Fuck you you lucky bastard

>>20638

it's not an official depression.

i'm taking a leave due to depression.

I wrote a spoopy story.

Anyone wanna read it?

>>20641

As long as it's not over 5 pages long.

>>20642

only 3.

and don't bully me about wrong board, or i will throw food at you.

>>20643

Alright, I'll see into it.

>>20644

It was a nice fictional read, not that much of a spoopy story, but a well-written story nonetheless.

>>20646

>not that much of a spoopy story

yeah, everyone keeps saying that.

i'm shit at writing tbh.

>>20647

It was just missing that eerie factor for the spoopiness, like that's how the most /x/ creepypastas work as they leave you to wonder about the possibilities, I mean, because they usually never clarify the true ending of it.

It was a well-written story though, didn't make the reading feel insurmountable.

>>20648

tbh, i wrote it up in an hour. i thought of it while listening to a creepypasta podcast and washing the dishes.

>>20649

Well, I assume you had fun doing that.

I've only ever written 1 pasta based on a night guard tour which I had.

>>20650

i've been doing less writing and more building buildings.

>>20651

Never really liked writing a lot even though I had good grades in literature.

In my opinion that might be the better option, to build I mean.

>>20652

>good grades in literature.

Jealous.

we have mandatory [native_language] exams, which means mandatory literature exams.

>>20653

WAKE ME UP

WAKE ME UP INSIDE

I CAN'T WAKE UP

WAKE ME UP INSIDE

SAVE ME

>>20654

I think I mainly got the grades due to just always attending and reading a few books every now and then, even though they were all mostly just war novels or post-apocalyptic/dystopian sci-fis, I guess my teacher just saw it as something odd as nobody else ever read anything.

We didn't get that many exams in literature, just had to write essays, which then got evaluated.

>>20655

lucky.

literature is the main exam we take, and it's mainly [native_language] authors, so no one interesting or remarkable.

>>20657

how have you been?

>>20656

Do you at least have a free choice in the books?

I wanted to finish a homework today but I couldn't even get started properly.

>>20660

Anything stopping you?

>>20659

we get a choice of three authors.

>>20660

what homework?

everyone talking about school makes me love being on leave.

>>20661

I have no idea what to do. I've read at least four different papers about what I wanted to do but I couldn't understand them. They are either too vague or seem wrong.

>>20663

Parallel programming. I have to implement a parallel algorithm and measure how fast it is compared to the sequential version.

>>20664

oh, fun.

especially if you don't know where to start.

i'm drawing buildings.

i'll post a pic later.

>>20664

decided to detail the process of drawing buildings. pic related. it's for a vidya project of mine.

>>20662

That sounds pretty horrible, we had a free choice sometimes in terms of the books.

>>20664

Maybe they're just different ways to do it and don't mix together?

>>20667

you can tell why i hate this language as a course now, can't you?

>>20668

Not really sure about the language, but those restrictions are a bit odd.

>>20666

What kind of game?

>>20667

They are, but that's not the problem.

>>20669

they're obnoxious. technically, you have a choice between two types of article and each have their selection of three authors. so technically six, but not really, especially since the "scientific" type is retarded.

>>20670

horror jrpg, sort of silent hill-esque.

>>20670

But how do you know they're wrong if you don't understand them..?

>>20671

Ah well, still don't see a problem with the language, just rather the system which enforces certain choices.

>>20672

yeah, the language is okay, it's just the education system is ass.

>>20673

Know that feel, as we didn't have any optional languages.

>>20674

we had a choice between russian, german and french for our second foreign one.

>>20672

They are not wrong, they just don't tell me everything I need to know to repeat what they did.

There's a part that's mentioned in at least two papers which only works if we assume that all elements are distinct but I don't remember the papers mentioning anything about this.

I hate it, every paper about algorithms is so full of holes that if you want to reimplement them you are likely to come up with something completely different.

>>20675

We just had English and Swedish as mandatory on top of the primary language, would have gladly taken Russian or German over Swedish, as they are even more useful all around.

>>20676

I believe that is what they want you to do, to implement your own technique to it.

>>20677

These are regular scientific papers, they were not written with my homework in mind.

>>20678

You never know, the world's full of sadists who think of how they could make a normal person's life a lot harder, they are namely known as professors and diploma engineers.

>>20678

so you're doing homework from assignments that have nothing to do with homework?

that sounds brilliant.

>>20677

they really would be. at least more useful then swedish.

also, pic related, my map so far. hoping to be done by next wednesday.

>>20680

Well, German is very useful with any industry related to computers and electronics.

Russian I don't even need to give an example of.

Map for the whole game, or?

>>20681

whole game, yea.

about half done, but the other half has a lot more buildings.

>>20682

Other half?

Is the game going to be 2-part?

>>20680

No, I'm trying to figure out how to do the homework by reading "scientific" papers about the problem.

>>20683

other half of the map. it's only half done now.

it's not two parts, no. the game shares the same map throughout.

here's the full size of the map.

>>20684

can you find any developer notes on the internet, or something like that?

>>20685

Oh, I thought it was going to be in 2 parts due to you saying that other half has a lot more.

I now realized how dumb I am.

>>20686

it's kay.

just gonna finish up a few more buildings and go to bed soon enough.

>>20687

Ah well, I really need to get to bed too somewhat soon.

>>20688

I'm heading to bed now. See you later, Hitler!

>>20687

>>20688

I'm sleeping too, good night.

>>20689

>>20690

Sleep well.

It's about the time I call it a day too.

G'night.

Is everyone asleep now?

>>20693

Well, I woke up due to a nightmare.

>class average was a 49 on final

>I failed but if there's a curve I pass with a good grade

How the hell can a average be that low?

Shouldn't there be a criterion for an average?

>>20694

That's less than ideal for sure! You should go back, though.

>>20695

Magic.

>>20696

Well, 5 and ½ hours, besides I was going to wake up 2 hours from now on anyhow.

>>20697

I don't know, two hours of missed sleep is certainly enough that you'll be able to feel it…

>>20698

All I only feel as of currently is the aching in my eyes for somewhat odd reason, and that'll probably be gone as soon as I take a shower.

So, internet is complete shit here.

Sorry aboot that.

Have something I found.

http://muslimmanga.org/

I'll be posting regularly tomorrow…

>>20700

RIP hopes and dreams of a casual conversation.

>>20701

Send a text message to one of your IRL friends.

>>20702

At 6:42 am?

>>20703

People will wake up to see a text message from SD and have a happy thought in the morning.

>>20704

That's like waking up your friend by sending them a message "Is your pillow well?"

Ugh. Just got up.

>>20706

good morning!

>>20708

whacha up to?

i'm finishing up buildings. so cloooose, i wanna be done today, but doubt that I will.

>>20710

oh, nice. i should back my shit up someday as well.

>>20712

welcome back. how have you been?

>>20713

Thanks, pretty alright.

Also went to buy a pair of new sweatpants and some melatonin since I ran out of it about an week ago, been kind of sleeping horribly without it.