/imouto/ - Discussion★

Food time~

>>16322

Have a good one Fox.

>>16323

What justifies that reasoning?

Because friends care for others.

>>16325

Again you're being too harsh on yourself, you're worth a lot to other people.

>>16327

If you think caring is idiotic then..

>>16329

I think Emi needs the hug more than I do currently.

where is my onee chan

>>16332

I guess she's not up to it currently then.

why whats wrong w/ emi

Goodnight.

Ah, sorry about disappearing for a bit, had fencing.

Although it doesn't seem like I missed much..

Is Emi still around?

>>16337

I don't think so Ran. It's just us. Hug~

>>16338

Ah..

I'm a bit worried.

Hug.

How was your day today?

>>16340

You're poisoning yourself?

With what?

>>16342

You shouldn't do things like that..

You should be more careful.

>>16344

I hope you've learned your lesson..

Please take care of yourself more!

hug.

>>16345

Then hug out of nowhere!

>>16346

I see.

I guess you know your boundaries, but it'd certainly make me worry less.

>>16347

How was the food?

>>16348

Pretty good actually.

They had a picture of tea and I drank the whole pitcher..How about your food?

>>16349

That sounds kinda bad, honestly. Was it just regular ol' tea, or something else?

I haven't really eaten..

>>16350

Yep, it was cold brew.

Just not hungry or?

>>16351

Oh, well that's still nice.

Or.

I just probably won't tonight.

Do you prefer sweet or unsweet tea?

>>16352

Unsweet something about sweet tea is gross for me.

Oh, I forgot to mention that I still have more video game cartridges if you're interested..

>>16353

I usually prefer sweet tea, but if there's too much it's kinda gross.

Only if you want to, I wouldn't want to bother.

>>16354

Sure, System Shock has gotten to that point where I'm regretting my investments and now I'm paying dearly.

Who knew that CRPGs were so hard!

>>16354

spooky

>>16355

I could never get into most CRPGS

I guess the closest thing was Oblivion?

>>16356

Cute ghost!

>>16357

She was 80$

I had to pull the trigger and get her

I'd say so. Oblivion was weird though. Did you play Ultima or Wizardy?

>>16359

And here I thought it was a southern thing.

>>16358

Ran is only getting more and more expensive..

Maybe it's time?

I've played a bit of wizardry, I think.

I'm not really into older PC games, I played Arcade titles on PC when I was younger.

>>16361

Wizardry 1-4 were horrid and evil games.

I still have PTSD for Wizardry 4. You seem like the fast paced type. Do you Bomberman?

Also, fumo prices fluctuate a lot so you might want to wait and buy her later.

>>16362

I don't remember what Wizardry I played.

Maybe it was bard's tale that I'm remembering?

I like doing most things fast.

And I've only ever seen the prices go up..

>>16364

Flan was ~200$ for the longest time.

Then she had a price drop and then in a month she went back to 200$. So, just keep a close eye out or if she's below 100$ snatch her up and join the fumofumo cult.

I never played Bard's Tale.

I remember seeing a PS2 version for sale but…eh..

>>16365

I believe that the newer bard's tale games aren't really First person dungeon crawlers anymore.

Pretty sure it was a NES version, or something.

I'll keep my eye out for prices, but I don't have high hopes.

I want the figure too, but yeesh

>>16366

It's Wizardry then. I have a copy of it and Bard's Tale never got ported to the NES.

Ran figmas will always be high unless you opt for Griffin or someone like them.

I was wrong.

It did get ported.

>>16367

the griffin ones are very tempting, but I've heard bad things about their quality.

There's a really nice alternative, but it's closer to 500(!) dollars! That's absurd!

One day, though. ONE DAY.

I'm also thinking about buying a little suku suku phone strap kind of thing.

>>16369

Are you an Asian girl?

>500 dollars for Ran

Is that top QC?

Because, those touhou fans are really dedicated to their girls!

>>16370

That's all I can find it for.

I barely ever see them for sale, either..

I'm not cute asian girl. I'd hang it from my rearview mirror or something.

Hey Eruruu.

I have something for you.

https://www.google.ca/amp/www.cbc.ca/amp/1.3573142?client=ms-android-rogers-ca

I need assurance.

>>16359

Iced tea is one of the best beverages that's no good for you, though.

>>16371

I was about to say.

I have spaghetti but definitely not that much spaghetti to have anime in public!

>>16373

Whatever you do. Don't look at the Canadian news.

>>16373

In all seriousness. What's up?

I'm heading to bed early. Good night Foxy, good night Ran-shama.

Hug.

>>16376

Good night Eruruu!

okay, where did everyone go?

>>16379

Waiting patiently and intently!

>>16376

Good night.

>>16378

Things are happening.

Please wait warmly.

>>16381

Sounds like you're making cookies!

>>16374

Well, I saw that article you posted shortly before I walked in, and I wasn't pleased about that.

>>16375

Just feeling kind of shitty. It's kind of building upon something I'd mentioned previously. My friend circles before had always been friends of convenience, like I worked with them or went to school with them or something, and there was always at least one shitter, like, maybe they're just dumb, or a really big degenerate or something, and this is the first time I'm part of a group that I've kind of assembled independently of other obligations, and I just don't feel as if I measure up in this one, like, I must be the shitter. I'm not remotely as knowledgeable as some of the others, and I'm not as high-T as these guys, and I feel like I don't have any unique stories or insights, so I guess even though I really like them and get along well, it kind of hurts my self-esteem to be around.

>>16383

It isn't here is it?

Sounds like you're just too self-conscious of your actions and you're measuring their perceived successes against your own. You see yourself as the third wheel. It's hard to say when you're in a friend circle whether you're the third wheel or not. Generally, if that group perceives you as the third wheel they'll leave you out of their activities. If that's the case, then just drop them. Their not worth your time and energy. If they're including you in their activities and like having you around; then there's nothing to worry about. Just be yourself and don't try to let your thoughts overwhelm you and convince you that you can't measure up to their standards. They like you for who you are -if- they have you around.

But really, the key take away that I want to illustrate is that your thoughts can become your enemy and when you let the bad thoughts win you lose purpose.

>>16384

>It isn't here is it?

lolno. I don't really feel out of my depth here.

It's not that I don't feel welcomed, or anything like that, I've been present for everything, and as I say, we all get along. I don't know, I just don't feel like there's any one way I excel out of these, and I can't help but compare myself to others.

>>16385

It's the thoughts.

Basically, you have to keep your mind from wondering in that direction. If they enjoy you being around then there's absolutely nothing to worry about and you should keep being yourself.

They sound like a generous and welcoming crowd. Don't worry about your knowledge your strength. Just rejoice in their company and forget such lowly thoughts. This brings me to another question. Do you have a close friend?

Perhaps bed time?

>>16386

Maybe. I'll continue to let it bother me until I improve as a human being, but thank you for the assurance.

>Do you have a close friend?

I'm kind of between good friends right now, I had a best friend for a few years, but he's moved to Calgary and now we only talk occasionally, so there's no one I'm really close to at the moment.

>>16388

Ah, find a friend that you can talk to about personal issues and that you trust.

Why not give your friend from Calgary a ring and catch up with current events?

I'm sure they would love to hear an old friend's voice.

Anyways, good night Ese M.

>>16389

Have a good sleep. Thanks for your help.

>>16387

Sleep well Fox.

>>16392

>>16393

>>16394

>>16395

i think she called you a pervert.

>>16395

I have a taekwondo competition on Sunday, I hope I don't get knocked out :c

>>16396

But I don't know why.

>>16397

Knock them out instead.

I'm going to gym again on Friday, I've had to skip it for a month now since I've been too sick.

>>16398

You're gonna be hurting so much!

>>16399

Kind of afraid to use the 20kg dumbbells, probably will just go with 17,5kg or in the worst case scenario 15kg.

>>16398

i mean, probably because you're a pervert tbh.

>>16401

Less than everyone else though.

>>16402

i never denied it.

but at least i'm only a pervert when nii-san's involved.

>>16400

>20kg dumbbells

>>16403

I just value romance over all that jazz.

>>16404

Huh?

>>16405

suuuuuuuure you do.

>>16406

Lewd things only make you feel something for a few seconds, not like they warm your kokoro for a long time.

>>16405

That's heavy af

>>16407

is that why you're flirting with both fox and anna?

>>16408

Well, my friend lifts 35kg dumbbells sometimes.

>>16409

More so with Anna, Fox just teases me and I do so back.

RIP

>>16411

Fox still owes me pics, the lying bastard.

>>16412

I am still waiting for that leg picture.

>>16413

he promised full body and instead made me have an episode.

>>16414

Might take a while, he's camera shy.

>>16415

i just hope he'll post himself instead of another tranny with impossibly feminine shoulders.

>>16416

Just got to ask them a few times really seriously, at least I think that should work.

Not really impossibly, they're just small.

>>16417

>they're just small.

in what way?

>>16418

The person is small.

>>16419

you're a big girl.

>>16420

For you.

>>16421

so what's the next step of your master plan?

>>16422

Crashing this thread with no survivors.

>>16423

Nooooo you're going to make Fox's life harder amongst other stuff

>>16424

That's too lewd Emi.

>>16425

i meant future relationships and his trust of other people. not lewd things. you pervert.

>>16426

I always expect the worst.

>>16427

that's not a good attitude. me too.

>>16428

no you.

>>16430

Eruruu, I give you my sandwich.

>>16429

Hope for the best, expect the worst.

>>16433

Cause, sandwiches are good for the soul!

>>16430

only when nii-san's involved.

>>16432

i try.

>>16431

FOX YOU PROMISED PICS OF YOURSELF AND IT'S BEEN TWO DAYS YOU ARE A LIAR

>>16435

There's a picture of me ITT

>>16435

It's a saying, always lived by it.

Hi everyone, I'm not in the mood to try tripcode.

I'm in the mood for some leisure, but school never agrees.

I'm done with incidental friends, I'm trying to act assertive, which I didn't think I had in me.

>>16438

by incidental friends what do you mean?

>>16436

no there isn't

last thread wasn't a pic of you either

that pic did make me have an emotional breakdown while nii-san was at work, so avoid posting more passing trans people

>>16437

>>16438

> school never agrees.

it's why i skip school so often.

> I'm trying to act assertive

that's hard if you're not assertive. but keep going at it.

>>16438

Tripcodes or names aren't necessary.

>>16440

Hm?

>>16440

Avoid /pol/ then and most of 4chan.

But trust me, that trans person had a really hard life and is currently mending their relationship with his father.

>>16439

Friends that fall into each other's lap because of some soft common ground. Classmates you can hang out with but don't seem to have any substance in your life. I guess I've been going with the flow for a long while..

I wish I had some more in common with my school peers tho. I never noticed gaming became such a big time consuming hobby before.

Also I'm not sure how long I can avatarfag, I'm not prepared at all.

>>16441

ignore me, i'm retarded.

but anyway, i just kinda hate life but still do it because i guess i like making vidya. i don't live by any virtues, i just kinda do whatever, because i know that if i fuck it up too badly, i can kill myself either way.

>>16442

i'm not saying anything about her. i'm just mad at myself because her shoulders are too feminine and she passes way better than me. she's fine. i'm the problem.

>>16445

Pls no I'm the one intruding here ;__;

>>16443

Ah, soft friends.

School is not necessarily a great place to meet friends. Most of the people there have one objective and have they just happen to share common interest with you as you stated. If you want more real friends instead of seasonal friends I suggest joining a club or program at school. Many people with similar interest congregate in those clubs or program and it can be easy to make a long term friend. However, if you don't find anyone to your liking you can simply move on to another club. Yes, gaming can become quite consuming…If it eating your time?

You don't have to have an avatar here. you can post however you want too.

>>16443

Gaming can be a common ground too, at least if you're willing to play the games others usually play.

>>16444

Maybe someday you'll find something else besides those to live for, no?

>>16450

god only knows.

>>16444

Your shoulders didn't look too wide from that image you posted. You had a rather small frame. If you on HRT at such a young age your features become more feminine and such. Elma was on HRT for a long time and they were pretty small when they started.

>>16448

Gluten free bread?

>>16452

shoulders don't change from hrt.

>>16451

Hopefully you do.

>>16452

Weren't they on HRT for 6 months?

At least I recall something like that.

>>16454

Eh?

Bone structure changes while on HRT.

Shoulders just undergoes minor changes while said individual is on HRT. I wished I had a before image because they were small in stature and the hormones changed their frame significantly. But they were pretty small from the start. But again, you're pretty good looking for a trans. About 90% of trans look pretty damn bad.

>>16457

you haven't seen my face.

ask SD in private, i'm sure he'll be honest with you where i can't see.

>>16455

Yeah, but you're injecting hormones into your body for that long there is going to be some major physiological changes. Especially if you block testosterone and the only hormone you're receiving estrogen and other crucial female hormones. There's also psychological changes for people that under go HRT.

>>16456

No peanut butter?

>>16458

Maybe in a bit.

I'm doing optics currently and I wish it would end..

/csgo

>>16458

You look great, why won't you believe it?

>>16459

I know already, but I were just asking wasn't it like 6 months?

>>16461

6 months is a long time….For HRT.

>>16461

because it feels like you're lying to me. feels like everyone is.

>>16463

Definitely avoid fraternities like you're doing.

>I'm manipulating my way into their liking

I'm curious what you mean by that. Are you dominating the discussion to your preferences or are you pretending to be someone you're not by picking up topics that you find mildly/not interesting in hopes of having someone to converse with?

>>16459

You just killed me Fox, I'm dead.

>>16467

I'll give you a good burial in a field.

I was stuck in dallas for nearly 2.5 hours..

Nearly there.

>>16469

Traffic this early?

>>16468

are you also going to post pics you lying bastard?

i don't even want to see it that much, it's a matter of principal at this point.

>>16462

I think like 2 years is a long time.

>>16463

Well, it was the same deal here, but I just played games with my classmates every now and then.

>>16464

It's not a lie, you look great.

>>16471

You really want to see me don't you?

Okay, let me finish this problem..

>>16472

People on HRT are usually on it for a year.

Two years would be redundant and all physical and psychological changes would occur.

>>16470

I assume it was the lunch rush, and it IS the day before thanksgiving.

Either way, it wasn't fun.

>>16473

Send help Fox, I sat with my feet crossed for too long again and now my knees hurt.

>>16474

Ah well, I just recall seeing those image compilations with like 1,5~2 year effects.

>>16475

So, destination house next or do you have more stops?

What foods are you looking forward to ran-sama?

>>16476

It's so weird that you use commas.

Walk to the fridge is the only solution. I guess the solution is more hormones for certain cases.

>>16477

Are they in the wrong place?

If so, I blame it on the rules of my language with them.

Practically I can't remember which rules apply to English and mine, ha.

I did that, but they still ache.

>>16478

Then!

Begin your descent into madness and create a realm for yourself!

>>16477

Destination house is next stop.

hopefully

Looking forward to some ham, I guess. I'm not a big thanksgiving person, to be honest. Don't like dealing with the family, but at least the food's alright.

>>16479

But I already did.

>>16480

>Ham

Ewww, at least it's better than turkey and you get to sleep in a little!

>>16481

What's in this realm?

>>16483

Cute things.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tc6ZWa4X_PE

>>16484

Maybe talking just wears you out and you need to have some of your own time alone, and you can always do that at home.

I guess you've just been socializing too much for your own liking as of lately, that does happen to people.

>>16484

>Façade all day everyday, but that's just part of being human.

i guess i'm not a human. i don't bother with it in all honesty. it was never worth it. sure, i could pretend and have "friends", but why would i pretend to be someone social to just be friends with other empty shells of human beings. best to be friends with someone anti-social who doesn't pretend either. or isn't able to pretend, like my bf.

>>16487

Creepy.

what should i ask for as a Christmas gift, guys?

there's nothing that i really need, and most things i want are non-material. and money's out of the equation since i'm asking my mother.

>>16490

i'm not asking my mother for sex toys.

>>16491

>and money's out of the equation since i'm asking my mother.

>>16495

not in the middle of twelfth grade

>>16496

i'll do that anyway soon enough, she won't help me with it.

>>16493

>>16494

>>16497

stop.

>>16499

not much of an artist

>>16500

but you're making a game no?

why not ask for a tool to help you make a video game?

>>16501

I was thinking that they could ask for a drawing tablet, but not really sure if that is useful for sprites.

>>16501

i have fl studio and gms pirated, sure, but i still have them, gimp, audacity and a notepad app on my phone. that's all one needs to make a game.

>>16502

i was thinking it, but i don't really draw too much, since i'm shit at it. pixel art is okay, though i'm better at it with a mouse and an undo button. i thought about getting the JXD S7800 but my mom seems to think that i don't need something like that which means that i'm not getting anything this year, except for the fuckloads of alcohol i'm going to get for myself.

>>16503

Thought so.

Not really sure what you could ask for, since I haven't asked for anything in years and I just get money and chocolate/truffle boxes.

>>16505

Still here, but playing games.

>>16507

I hope that's going well for you at least.

>>16506

What brings you around?

>>16508

well it's a nice board

i guess thats all there is

>>16508

Well, I played CSGO earlier and pulled a come back from 8 - 2 to 15-15, so that was pretty okay.

Now been just grinding items in Warframe again, getting a bit tired of it for today, but it's bed time soon anyhow.

How about you?

Gotten a higher rank in CSGO?

>>16509

I'm glad you think so.

>>16510

I'm fine, just got home.

I haven't gotten a rank yet, no. I've managed to avoid video games entirely for nearly a week now.

>>16511

what why

>>16513

Because it's a positive thing.

>>16511

Glad to hear that, been a long day?

Should probably get to it someday, or the progress will reset.

>>16515

Nothing like that. Rather, I worked late last night and I was back in first thing in the morning, so I'm pretty tired.

If that can happen, it likely already has. I should check at least, but losing seven games of progress is not much of an issue.

>>16516

Ah well, probably should get some early sleep today then?

I think it happens after a month or so.

>>16517

Perhaps. I have tomorrow free anyways, so tiredness isn't an issue.

>>16518

That's good to hear, any plans for it other than chilling it out?

why would you subject children to pointless experiments that you know will result in one of them being isolated for the rest of his life? just for fun? are psychologists just that fucked up?

i honestly expected the last name Evans to have some sort of Jewish origin, but apparently it's welsh.

>>16520

I dunno, people think science is an excuse to ignore morality. Look up John (((Money))).

>>16519

I very rarely have plans. Probably going to make supper and then aimlessly browse the internet.

>>16521

trust me, i know plenty about John Money. i am technically a tranny, after all.

>>16521

Sounds like my day then, although I need to get back into the gym business again.

Kind of finally gotten over the illness for a good part at least.

>>16522

I guess you would, yeah.

>>16523

A friend of mine wants me to start lifting with him, and I don't really have any reason not to.

>>16525

It's a pretty good hobby if nothing, besides if you have a friend there it's a lot better since you can talk about random things during the workout and spot for them/be spotted.

>>16527

Still got a small cough, but it's a lot better than what it has been like.

>>16530

No need to Eruruu, it's already almost gone.

It's about the time I call it a day, g'night.

For those needing a laugh.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0w9Co8wDavY

>>16536

Eruruu!

Am I a bad person?

>>16538

Most likely not.

Unless you kicked a cat or something.

>>16535

I'm not tired of reactions yet.

>>16540

How are you?

>>16541

Theyr'e retrying to recount the votes currently.

But it's not going to happen.

>>16543

Currently looking for ammo.

It's so expensive!

>>16544

You never know what sneaky things these "people" will try!

>>16539

>>16540

That's a little reassuring, thank you

>>16546

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQueaSlvjCw

>>16547

What happened?

Did you drive erratically?

>>16538

Why are you thinking so?

>>16548

>First three things are attacking the Anti-pope, John Mccain and the Khan parents.

That's enough for me, I doubt I'll care about the other 173 either.

>>16550

Weeelll, the pope is currently back-tracking on some historical positions so he might cause a schism in the Catholic church…But yeah, Olbermann is gone forever.

>>16551

Probably in purgatory.

How long has it been?

>>16548

No, nothing like that. Just had a good long think about myself during the drive. I'm really bad around family, too,

>>16549

Mostly for the reasons above, but I feel that I I'm just disappoiting for most people. Expectations are rough.

Just generally feel bad.

>>16553

You're certainly not mean to us. Though, idk what sort of expectations your family has for you..But try not to worry about!

>>16554

I feel like they would probably confront you if they found it..Then again are they the passive aggressive type?

>>16553

Eh. We have some differences, but you're still awesome Ran-shama. Hugs~!

>>16556

Hmmm, better reason to move to another place..

Cause, if they find your gun…

>>16554

These things take a long time.

>>16553

That's still very vague! When you talk about expectations and disappointments, do you mean you see yourself as unimpressive, or without achievement or something?