>>376119
i was smart enough as a child to know been open to be yourself in a shitty as town in beanerland was dangerous, i keep everything in secret for my dad, not because he would be mad, i know he would have accepted me but i was also protecting his image and his job that he would lose if the town knew.
i had to wait until he died and my mom catched me crying in misery and after her 50th time asking why i was crying i told her it was over how ugly i felt and how much i wanted a bf instead of a gf
it took her around 2 solid years to accept it, always trying to see if the fagget phase was gone but eventually apologized for his views in his death bed, she was deeply catholic af
my older brothers and sisters count care less, as long as i dont bother them.
now i live alone in a another state and it feels more freely here ^_^