/cuteboys/ - Boypussy

I'll jump down your little rabbit hole.

>>346894

Never been fucked before.

>>346891

What the hell does this have to do with hormones? Seriously fuck off with fetishizing hormones. Cancel your order and rethink your life.

t. Trap with GID who considered it as well.

>>346898

Why does it make you so angry? My agency in life is my own.

>>346899

Because we already had a problem with this on the board for a while. After 8chan died for a few days, most of the people pushing HRT and chasers wanting boys to be girls stopped posting here. Hormones are incredibly dangerous and are not "cute pills." I know people on them who look no better than they would have if they just dieted and exercised, yet now they have no sex drive, can't get boners, and are going sterile. Please do not ruin your life like this, and do not encourage others to do the same! There are already many boys here who are easily influenced by this and I've spoken to many of them as well, talked many out of it too. I just ask if you decide to ruin yourself, don't encourage others to do the same.

>>346897

I've definitely seen you post here or somewhere else before..

>>346902

I don't want kids, have remarkably little sex drive already and haven't taken this decision on a whim.

My kinks and my identity do have an overlap, and have influences each other, but are still separate things.

I've spent 13 years knowing I want this, and the kink is just a by product of discovering my identity through the lens of early 2000s porn.

I totally understand your angle though, and know people in similar positions to the ones you described.

I'm not chasing this for the sake of a kink.

>>346903

I've posted about a lot. I'd lie if I said i didn't enjoy the attention.

>>346901

My GP will be checking my bloods every month. Im also starting off on a small dose and building up to what works.

I want to mitigate as much risk as I can.

I've even quit smoking (no easy feat) in preparation for this.

>>346904

>I'm not chasing this for the sake of a kink.

Then ask yourself this question: why aren't you posting yourself in jeans and a t-shirt? Why skirts? Surely you would still be the same regardless of clothes, right? Can you feel like a woman while wearing baggy jeans and a hoodie? Are you doing this just to wear dresses 24/7?

I don't care what you post back to me in response to these questions, I care more that you reflect on them offline. This is way more than just a kink.

>>346906

Glad to hear you're taking all these preparations, health is always the most important thing, anon.

Do you have any lewd pics?

>>346907

I'll still be wearing my hipster af tweed jacket as a 'girl'.

As for the pics I'm posting. I just know what gets people's attention on here.

I understand your perspective, but you're seeing my life through your own frame of reference though.

If it was just for the sake of kink, once I've blown my load I should be sitting thinking to myself "what the fuck am I doing", but I don't.

Anyway, I have other kinks. Dressing is just the packaging.

>>346909

>As for the pics I'm posting. I just know what gets people's attention on here.

Then ask yourself: Would you still want this if no one could ever see you? If you were the last person on earth?

>If it was just for the sake of kink, once I've blown my load I should be sitting thinking to myself "what the fuck am I doing", but I don't.

Not true at all. Many kinksters are not ashamed of their kinks. I know I'm not.

>>346911

Fair point about the kinks.

And yes. As the last person on earth, I'd still feel more comfortable as a woman. But in reality I'd likely have other priorities if the sheer loneliness of it all hasn't made me kill myself.

I couldn't fairly assume my motivations and actions in that sort of situation.

>>346914

Sorry I just can't help but feel this is tied more to your perception of how others see you, not so much how you see yourself. Look at how many people want you to post more here, who don't give a shit about you but your looks. Encouragement only for something in return. Again, I really can't control you, but seriously consider this with more than just feelings. Consider the rest of your life as well.

>>346915

Can't I be dealing with GID and have a kink at the same time?

The attention and pics are hollow and meaningless. I hardly count them as validation

>>346916

There are other ways to deal with GID without having to take such drastic measures. One way is indulging in your kink, which is what many crossdressers and traps do. Focus on dieting and exercising your way to a body you're happy with. Another is going to a professional who does NOT deal with transgender people. Many of these professionals are pushing transitioning because it's either the PC thing to do or because they get kickbacks from pharmaceuticals. Or, if they do specialize, tell them you do not want to transition or take hormones and see how they respond. If they don't push the issue, they are legit. If they push it, they are not. It may take time and effort but there are therapists out there who can help you.

>The attention and pics are hollow and meaningless.

And yet you still post them here and tell all of the board about what you're about to do. You are looking for something, and in my opinion it's in the wrong place and with the wrong actions.

>>346918

I'm taking aboard what you're telling me. It'd be crass just to dismiss your perspective on it, especially regarding your experience.

If anything, you've given me a few more things to think about. I can't be mad about that. So thanks for that.

But I am what I am, and I've spent 13 years thinking about this.

>>346919

>But I am what I am, and I've spent 13 years thinking about this.

And you have another 40 to live with that decision. It's not one easily made. And it's not silly to feel one way for years then to challenge it, because ultimately you need to live with whatever is tied to what decision is made. I've done things that I consider wasted years of my life only to go back on them because I realized later I didn't want it. Sunk-cost fallacy should not be used to run your life decisions. And while that decision must be made alone, you are not without help. Consider all sides and whenever you find a side, challenge it as though you are arguing against it for your life. The side you can't argue against, and I mean honestly argue without any bias, is the one you should take.

>>346902

> I know people on them who now have no sex drive, can't get boners, and are going sterile.

Not her, but what if I told you these are results I'm specifically looking for?

Post feet.

>>346925

>her

OP hasn't even made the decision or done anything and you're already going with this. Such a toxic community. Anyway, I'm sure you won't be saying that when undergoing moodswings, worse bouts of depression than before, and not enjoying sex.

>becoming a girl

>not becoming a twink instead

>he fell for the pinkpill meme

>he thinks talking like a girl and having higher amounts of female hormones will make his life any better

>>346928

> OP hasn't even made the decision or done anything and you're already going with this.

OP said she was going to start hormones. If you're doing that you're either trans or an idiot.

>Anyway, I'm sure you won't be saying that when undergoing moodswings, worse bouts of depression than before, and not enjoying sex.

Yeah I dunno, I've been too depressed to enjoy sex for the past half year, and have had moodswings for the past year. I'm not sure how much worse my depression could get, unless I finally get impulsive enough to finally kill myself.

And I mean, if the only purpose of the hormones is to finally drive me to suicide then at least they accomplished something.

Ganbare OP!! I just started a couple months ago and the changes are awesome.

Breasts forming already, a TON of my body hair just flat out not regrowing (you can see the follicle but nothing is coming out) since I last shaved. I'd like to think my skin has been getting softer but I've also been taking better care of it. My headspace is not as different as I thought it would be (like, I haven't sobbed uncontrollably or had any freakouts), but I've definitely noticed some subtle changes to how I think and some weepy volatility.

The most noticeable psychological change so far is my sex drive working very much better. "Male" sexual thoughts don't work at all anymore. Like, the difference in the thought patterns required for me to achieve orgasm is huge and I have to play with my butt instead of it being optional…inb4 "ur a fetishist".

The drugs were EXHAUSTING the first few days and I didn't think I was tough enough to proceed, but after that things stabilized and I feel very much fine. The only still-annoying thing is the strong diuretic effect from the spiro. I'd recommend cyproterone however you can get it.

Anyway, congrats! Best of luck ^_^

>>346925

Really wouldn't mind it.

>>346940

I've got my GP doing monthly blood tests.

>>346928

Water off a duck's back. I know what to expect when I'm posting in a cess pit

>>346952

Really pleased for you! Sounds like your progress is having a positive effect.

This is the counter perspective this thread needed. Thank you.

Congratulations! There's the door. Leave.

Try jumping off a bridge instead, its going to be your inevitable fate once you realized you've been duped and taking dangerous hormonal pills and destroying your body didn't cure your mental illness.

>>346963

Spite is a powerful motivators.

>>346956

>I know what to expect when I'm posting in a cess pit

I'm talking about the trans community. Its there to parade you around like you're special, then turn on you when you don't toe their line, then forget you ever existed if you ever get the operation. It's disgusting.

>>346989

Oh, opposite side of the same coin.

I avoid Tumblr and and SJW movement for this reason alone.

I don't really care about what you do to mutilate your body, just stop posting here. Trannies ruin every place gay men congregate on the internet (admittedly, most gay men are cancerous, too).

>>347007

What are you doing here then?

>>346994

Are you getting the drugs legally? And did you speak to a councilor or whatever who's supposed to diagnose you?

Asking because I think I want to make the same mistake as you but all the people I'm meant to talk to seem like SJWs eager to push me to make what might be the wrong decision.

I already have the drugs and all, but it's entirely possible that I'm more mentally ill than I think, and this is a horrible decision.

>>347008

I don't think he's a tranny, so he's good.

>>346958

aaaand I just got a piece of mail telling me my insurance through the state ends in 11 days because I'm now employed. 11 days warning. Thanks ;_;

i can't afford blood tests without obama insurance…

>>347022

Well, if you don't want them maybe you could hook me up with them boobie skittles?

>>347045

I absolutely want them but I'm also fickle and afraid I'll change my mind. That said I've wanted this my whole life and can't imagine being happy in future without doing it so idk why I'm even hesitant.

>>346940

It's all about that pharmacology, baby. Read a book nigga.

>>346963

>im too fat and ugly to ever pass with or without hrt

>>347047

Real life experiences, b r u h. Go out in public. Live your life as a chic for a week or more :^). If you love it, you're a tranny; take your pills, bitch.

One final piece of wisdom: Those who HRT benefits are ones who have had low-T in their youth because of juevos chiquitos, которым уже из за тебе как девушкой хотя все же.

>>347051

> Live your life as a chic for a week

I like to do things well or not at all, and I don't think I'm passable at the moment. That said I'm filled with envy when I see women in public getting to do femmy things without getting weird looks, so iunno

Also I don't know what that last part's meant to mean but judging by my already fairly feminine body, my T levels probably aren't particularly high to begin with. Not that I know shit, and I'd definitely be getting blood tests before self-medicating anyway.

>>347056

>most transgirls need to be on hrt at least 6 months to a year before they can pass, and some people even need surgery

Both of those are my intentions so das coo. I need more holes to put dicks in. Although I guess I'm having trouble even filling one, but whatever.

As for blood tests, I'm not worried about dying to anything, but the dosages are different depending on your natural hormone levels and I don't want to overdo it. Also the particular anti-androgen I bought was spironolactone because some people said it was better. Maybe an actual doctor would help with that.

>>347058

Mhm, at the time I bought spiro because it's less permanent and I wasn't as confident about my choice. Having spend about a year thinking hard about it and not really changing my mind, I suppose getting cypro might be better. But then again, doesn't surgery also have decent effects in that area? I imagine T levels would drop if I didn't have balls.

When did you start and how long have you been going, by the way? I'm 21 now and worrying I may be too late.

>>347061

Luckily my family's fairly well off and are willing to lend me money if I need it for this. That said, I've heard healthcare in Denmark is particularly good, so maybe I won't need it.

And dang, being homeless sucks, I hope you're fine again now anon.

>>347067

> i'll probably pass on SRS

I'd imagine with girl feelings you'd want girl genitals, though, right? I can't imagine trying to live as a girl and trying to get a boyfriend, while having to explain "btw I've got a dick, surprise" every time.

Also I've heard girl sex holes don't get poop buildup inside them, which I think is probably a plus.

>>347071

>This place is like Europe and Muslims

That's a good analogy. You let a few in then they rewrite the rules of the whole place all while screaming that they aren't accepted enough.

I just wish that they weren't spreading this toxicity to "vulnerable" communities of people who are easily influenced by its false promises, including this one full of many depressed cute boys who are fine the way they are. It happened to kageshi, it happened to my skype groups, it happened to discord groups, it happened to my kik groups, and now it's here as well and the owner of the place won't even acknowledge there is an issue. And it happens in the blink of an eye. In just 5 days multiple threads on this have risen, as though this was coordinated or something.

>>347075

>it's not like half this board doesn't dress up in girly clothes

There's a difference between the this and transitioning, but it seems they get conflated. And no, I'm not just speaking for myself, I'm speaking for many who are being convinced they aren't good enough and must transition that they are fine the way they are. It took me years to realize this myself and I am glad I never was convinced by many who pressured me to transition to actually do it. The ones who told me I would regret it and kill myself, the ones who told me I would grow old and ugly, the ones who told me I didn't look good enough now. Those people almost ruined me, and I swear I won't let them ruin the boys here who felt as I once felt.

>>347079

>I'm sick of this pill pushing shit here. I'm sick of people who are in a weak mindset being taken astride into this shit

>We might dress like girls, but we're still BOYS

They're cultures. They feed on the weak and draw them into their oh so supportive groups only to dump them once they got all use of them. I've seen it so many times and its victims are silenced in order to push the misconception that transitioning is something that is the go to instead of something so drastic it's the last resort after the last resort. I am appalled by how easily these people come here and prey on the weak who feel there is no hope for them, and show them this and make them feel wanted only to bleed them dry emotionally. There are so, so few who honestly believe they were born in the wrong body and I know them, and they agree with me as well but they too are silenced by the same type of people who post here, the type who know that misery loves company.

I have GID. I am a boy. And I will not allow the weak who can be so strong to fall to the people here who encourage them to hurt themselves.

>>347082

>typo''d vultures as cultures

Starting to feel this may have been intended subconsciously. This subculture, the very vocal part of an already vocal LGBT subculture, are full of vultures.

>>347084

>it's your choice if you want to repress GID instead of addressing it

See my advice here >>346918

I do address it, and it's something I accept.

>don't try to shame people who actually try to fix their GID just because you're too afraid of transition

I'm calling out the people who come here like it's something that's so easily done. And don't you dare "shame" me either as this "shaming" crap goes both ways.

>you kind of remind me of myself, pre-hrt, except i disassociated from my dysphoria and refused to acknowledge it at all

Then maybe you should have acknowledged it.

>instead i tried to be hyper masculine and fight it off with bodybuilding and power metal

I am one of the girliest men I know. But I am a man. Your false equivalence of acceptance without drastic measures to complete rejection is tired rhetoric used by the trans community to "shame" (your words, not mine) us into silence. People like who you posted in that picture are sick and tired of the rhetoric that is pushed to communities of vulnerable people such as these in order to get others to join in. For some reason you are still here on this board and choose to post even though you surely don't consider yourself a man anymore. And for some reason you post yourself on a board for boys. I am girly as hell and would never post on a board for women for attention, because I know what I am and what I am not, yet you and people like you know who you are and still post here, a place titled after something you are no longer. Regardless of whether you are allowed to post here or not, you cannot justify this.

>>347073

>In just 5 days multiple threads on this have risen, as though this was coordinated or something.

Yeah, actually the same thing happened in one of the /cuteboys/ Discord servers just recently in the same timeframe. Really makes you think.

>>347087

yeah, and hairy as fuck bears post here too. on /cuteboys/

They're still males.

>>347087

I can tell you aren't going to argue everything I wrote, so I'll just assume you're ignoring those parts.

>yeah, and hairy as fuck bears post here too. on /cuteboys/

Except the difference is they are BOYS. If a cute girl posted here, even if she fulfilled "cute" it still wouldn't make sense to post here because she doesn't fulfill the BOY part. You are posting here giving your input on a subject that not only is unwanted here, but is being used to lure vulnerable people into doing. You have a femboy kink which manifests into encouraging those same femboys to transition. You are not only a chaser, but part of the catch these chasers follow. Look at how OP was treated by the chasers ITT, encouragement followed by asking for more pictures. It's people like you who help perpetuate and convince vulnerable people that there are no options left, perhaps because you too were convinced in this same manner.

>>347088

They pretend like it's a coincidence, then post ridiculously bold claims like they own the place. Look at the other thread where the guy said no one except trannies here are cute. There is something fishy going on and it seems the same people may be to blame for these multiple threads.

>>347091

And nothing will be done about it. The refugees are in and it's already too late.

>>347095

No something can be done. Call them out. Report all instances of what has been going on. Compile screenshots of everything. Encourage the people they are trying to manipulate that they don't need to be girls to be cute.

>>347087

>yeah, and hairy as fuck bears post here too

Rarely. I have never once felt like hairy bears were taking over the board like trannies are. Besides, they do it on /cuteBOYS/. The "cute" is subjective. The BOY is NOT subjective.

>>347097

We have ONE fat thread and that was shat on by chasers here in previous iterations (perhaps not this most recent thread). Everyone who has a bit of body hair is harassed. It's ridiculous what is going on here. The Asian thread is half Thai lady-boys for crying out loud.

>>347099

Exactly. I may not like that thread, but at least it stays in that thread and I have never thought to myself "wow, this one group of people is really starting to overrun the entire board."

>>347098

>prison gay

WAIT A MINUTE I HAVE SEEN THIS BEFORE

THIS IS YOU. YOU POSTED IN THIS THREAD OR ARE MAYBE EVEN THE OP

>>346547

Each of these posts are you. Same posting style, same words used,

>>346547

>>346843

>>346866

>>346948

>>346992

>>347006

>>347017

>>347025

YOU ARE TRYING TO ASTROTURF THIS BOARD. GET THE FUCK OUT

>>347103

You are doing more than trying to argue HRT. Let us count the ways:

>>346843

>so kinda like all these 'cuteboys' who have to hide their faces because they're not very cute at all?

>at least we can actually pass and don't have to rely entirely on legpics lmao

>>346866

>i'm sorry that your superior femboys can't even show their faces when they slutpost

>>346846

>so while trannies can go outside and be treated as women and pass as women, cuteboys are stuck on 8ch taking angled pictures of their legs and butts because the vast majority of them will never come close to the aesthetic they try to imitate

>>346948

>all i'm saying is it's stupid to call trannies fakes on a board which is like, half wannabe trannies

>>346992

>i mean, at least trannies are actually cute, unlike some of the hairy fucks who post here

>>347006

>i'm attracted to face more than any other part of the body. that's one of the main reasons so many cuteboys just don't interest me. as soon as you flip their 9/10 asses around you're face to face with your old dungeon master

>>347025

>how fucking new are you? cuteboys are wannabe traps

>the most desired ones are the ones who actually look good in skirts and panties

>this is literally the 'prison gay board.

You are more than a chaser. I'm honestly appalled. At some point I thought you, out of the kindness of your heard, wanted to help someone in a way you thought would help. But no, you are here to mold. I don't even know what to say at this point other than what the fuck is wrong with you? Please, just leave.

>>347101

>people come here because they want to fap to 'traps'

>>>/trap/

>>347105

Please don't ignore and cherry pick one word. You are doing more than arguing about HRT, you are a manipulator. You can't explain your actions in any other way without admittance of what you've been doing. I'm honestly disgusted, because as I said before I thought maybe you honestly thought this was the best thing and you were helping, but based on your actions you are encouraging in order to mold people to better fit your kink. You are fucking scum.

>>347108

The fuck are you even talking about? Okay? What about it? What point are you trying to make?

>>347101

Fuck off, there is nothing wrong with some hair, just because you want them all to look like 12 year olds doesn't mean the rest of us feel that way.

>>347111

This.

I'm going to bed. If OP comes back, I seriously hopes he sees this and how people like that one poster try to persuade him into doing something life changing just to satisfy their kinks, not caring at all for the person. I don't write this because I want OP to look or act a certain way, I write this because I care about people like OP who have gone through many of the same things myself and others here have. Some will fall for it and be convinced their are aren't good enough. I don't even know what you look like OP and I don't know what you will do, but I seriously care for your well being and I am sure you are lovely the way you are and your worth doesn't need to lie in your looks or how others perceive you.

>>347114

I'm with this guy. My anger comes from a place of love. It angers me that chasers and shitty people try and fuck people like OP over for a quick wank.

>>346891

enjoy cancer

Kill yourself mentally ill trannies, you will always be a man. Any amount of titty pills or girl clothes will never make you female so just do us a favour and end it already.

>>347069

>oddly enough, transitioning made me stop liking guys

Huh, that's unexpected. I'd say I'm bi but leaning towards men, and I'd be surprised if I stopped liking dicks once I had the extra places to put them.

>porn is extremely boring for me

I know that women tend to like written porn and get off more on the feelings than visual stimulation, is that what you're experiencing? Because I already have that and can't enjoy porn without focusing on what's going on inside the minds of the "characters" in the porn.

>>347071

>>347073

There are those among us who are very strongly against the lefties and their idea of "freedom". I'd like to call myself a liberal but I always have to add all these caveats because of how shitty the left is these days. I'd have started on hrt years ago, but I'm fully aware of the possible influence that the toxic left may be having on me, and that's why I'm holding off until I'm sure. We're not all part of that awful movement.

>>347176

In the States the left has always been this way. I don't know what libs are like in Ireland, but the PC-left have been around for a long time. It's only the last few years that it's hit boiling point. "classic liberals" are more in line with the right or the moderates and libertarians than the left. I swing more right, but can't stand the Republicans. The worst the right does is be mean to some faggots that wanted a cake made and the worst the left have done is shoot people and burn cars and buildings down. They've become the very thing they hate and they don't even know it-scary.

>>347179

Basically Ireland is too dumb for politics and it's kinda working out for them, since not much stuff happens on either end. I guess they kinda resorted to terrorism so they could keep being Catholic, but nobody's perfect.

I'm at a point where I try not to use any of those political terms to describe myself, and try to ask for more specific questions and give my answers to those instead. Otherwise no matter what I call myself, there's going to be some people in that group who suck.

>They've become the very thing they hate and they don't even know it-scary.

I've heard them called the Regressive Left for this reason. They're so pro-freedom that one person's freedom can invalidate another's, and they don't seem to see the irony. On the bright side I've heard from a lot of trans people that they're completely opposed to the leftist LGBT stuff, which is comforting.

I'm not sure why so many people on this board are so quick to assume trans people are part of that lefty group. Some of them probably are, but we're not all that dumb.

>>347181

>I'm not sure why so many people on this board are so quick to assume trans people are part of that lefty group. Some of them probably are, but we're not all that dumb.

How can we not with everything SJWs havwe done. I know it's borderline hypocritical with how close the line is with pridefags and the LGBTQRSTUVWXYZ trying to make us all look like crying faggots.

Trannies make up less than 1% of the states and yet they make so much noise. It's no wonder we group them all up. They want laws made for them to cater to them and if we don't obey we might as well be killed. Then you have the people around them, they're even worst. I hate nothing more than people trying to be "allies" fuck off and let me live my life. I'm a god damn grown up. I can defend myself. I don't need laws made.

My trannie friend as shocked that I loosely and freely use terms like faggot or "that's gay" since I don't really care and both words mean nothing to me, despite being gay. My friend also has used the word "sis" in a non-ironic way and has shown other red flags so maybe this all hits to close to home with hoe these assholes can brainwash people

>>347176

>I'd have started on hrt years ago, but I'm fully aware of the possible influence that the toxic left may be having on me, and that's why I'm holding off until I'm sure.

That's good and I wish there were more with that mentality. I held off for years as well and realized that it wasn't for me. But it was a struggle because the people I ran into hated me for not doing it as though I was ruining their world view.

>I'd like to call myself a liberal but I always have to add all these caveats because of how shitty the left is these days

I'm a lot like you and the anon you is replying to you. The Left is no longer liberal, it's progressive. Progressives are not liberal in the slightest.

But I don't think that's whats happening ITT. What's happening ITT is the trans community trying to astroturf this one. That one guy got exposed for pretty much trying to groom OP into becoming something he could fap to.

Polite sage because I think this thread is over. I just hope OP is really reconsidering his decisions.

>>347191

Going to add to this, pretty much expanding on the first point. I don't think OP and many others here honestly think they were girls trapped in the wrong body. I think they are being manipulated by social norms and are being made to conform to another norm that the trans community is espousing. I've been called horrible things for saying I have gender dysphoria but I don't want to take hormones, I want to naturally try and look cute, and that I will not say I am genderfluid or trans. I've been called a traitor, a self-hater, a repressor, and those are the nice names they gave me. I believe OP is being manipulated in towards an unobtainable ideal in, ironically, the same way the Left claims magazines like Cosmopolitan manipulate women to an ideal.

I know others IRL who wanted to transition but feel the same way I do and didn't do it. I know others who ARE transitioning and discouraging others from doing it unless it is the last, last resort. Of course, we are hated by the T in LGBT.

I banned the anon that was just here to argue and disparage anons that aren't on HRT but the rest of you are on your own try to play nice.

>>347202

No one else is having an issue with each other here. Seriously though we are being invaded. You see it in this thread and in other threads. It's called astroturfing and it happens a lot to communities such as these.

And I'm posting the archives of what got deleted. They need to be kept, not on this board but elsewhere, because this sort of thing has been happening for a while just never this brazen and organized on this board. We had someone pretending to care about OP only to try to manipulate him, which is wrong, but that person is not the only one doing this. HRT has been pushed here in ways that are misguiding in order to manipulate others

archive.is/ouMDw

archive.is/Qdq4g

>>347202

Who?

>>347204

This, but thanks, Admin. People like that are a threat to cute boys here.

trannies aren't gay

fuck off with your mental illness