>>346565
I've been struggling with this for years. At this point I'm pretty sure I'd rather be the girl, but I also know it's not something that's easy to achieve. Try imagining yourself in both positions to see which is more appealing. If there's not much difference, might as well stick to whatever you are now.
Personally when I try imagining myself as the guy fucking the girl, at first I feel nothing, and then a bunch of jumps happen and I start feeling it a bit. First I think about how I'm not enjoying it, then I imagine that I'm a cuteboy blushing and not really knowing what to do, and then suddenly I'm back to imagining myself being the girl, having sex with a confused boy. It's weird.
Doesn't matter anyway. It's impossible without hormones and surgery, and even then I can never become a cum dumpster praying I won't get pregnant. And even if I start on hormones and do surgery as soon as possible, I get to be a franken-girl for 10 years at most before I turn old and get fucked up.
TL;DR life is shitty and unfair