No.332900
How do you deal with being gay enough to like traps but not gay enough to like rl men?
No.332902
There is nothing to deal with.
If you don't like men, you don't like men anon
No.332917
>i like boys dressed like girls but that doesn't mean I'm gay or anything
When will this meme end?
No.332928
we can like what we want to, and it doesn't matter what it's called, we can like, we can like, or you're no friends of mine
No.332938
My guess it's more Bi with a strong hetero leaning. If that makes sense.
LGBT rules never make sense.
No.332942
>>332917
Traps are a fantasy. These guys will NEVER like any real boys/men, except for maybe a one-in-a-million perfect trap that can actually pass for female and isn't still 14. They're completely straight. Being gay has nothing to do with what you fap to; it's about your sexual activity in real life. Even Kinsey was able to figure that much out.
As for OP, it's simple. Just wait until you get out high school/college and over this silly fetish, realize you're straight and traps don't exist, meet a nice girl, marry her, have 2.4 children, and die a complete normalfag.
No.332955
No.332962
Don't worry you´ll get there eventually you big gay
No.332963
>>332900
2D traps are literally lolis with dicks. There is nothing remotely nothing gay about it.
No.332964
Traps are never the future you wanted.
No.332965
>>332962
Not always, i originally liked bara but now i'm into girls and cute 2d boys and bara kinda disgusts me.
I'm climbing up the slippery slope.
No.332975
>>332902
Yeah, I think I'm gonna just have to accept that people are gonna think I'm gay for liking traps, which is cool, I just don't want to give gay guys the wrong idea. I'll look like I'm denial, but its for the right reasons.
No.332976
>>332900
That's called autism
No.333009
>>332976
what does autism have to do with it?
No.333010
>>332900
By denying my urges and pretending I only like feminine guys with "feminine" cocks and still like girls; only to end up slowly becoming a submissive, stockings, panty, yoga pants wearing fem boi who loves painting his toe nails and gets off to big manly cocks and dominant lumberjacks while still denying reality and internalizing my self hatred.
It's working out ok I guess. being smooth shaved all the time is a plus and I recommend it even to the "straightest" of faggots.
No.333032
>>332917
>>332942
it seems like actual gay guys, are mad that their not straight like the people who just like traps but not actual men, and try to force them to believe their gay,
like wtf, if they dont like men, they dont like men
No.333038
I don't care if it's gay or if it makes me gay. If I like it, I like it. Is the purpose of self denial of pleasure avoiding being judged anonymously online? Jeez!
No.333041
How do you deal with being gay enough to want to suck cocks but not actually in real life?
No.333042
>>333041
stop watching porn for a month
No.333061
>>333041
Have you considered getting a dildo?
(For purely oral use.)
No.333065
Yeah,I´m kind of on the same boat,I love traps and shemale porn is pretty much all I fap to these days,but actual manly men don´t interest me at all,masculinity isn´t atractive to me at all.
A good cock on a feminine shemale tho,that makes me hard as a rock.
I dont feel like I deal with it because all there is to it is fapping to porn,no real life sex with traps.
No.333080
>>333038
the purpose of self denial of pleasure is to get shit done
No.333105
No.333122
>>333061
I have one and I've done that but I bet its not nearly as good as the real thing.
No.333181
Liking traps turned into liking irl cuteboys for me, which turned into me wanting to be banged and treated as a pet and cuddled by one
you'll get there
No.333210
>>333181
Same except rather than by a cuteboy I want to be treated as a pet by a non-cuteboy.
No.333212
>>333181
>>333210
>tfw would love to be a cute petboy with other cute petboys
No.333215
>>333212
>tfw no big strong owner to keep us all as pets.
No.333232
>>333215
I don't need an owner, I'm independent. I used to have an online petplay thing going but I think we're both past that aspect of our friendship/online fwb thing we have. But I'd love to just cuddle with someone else into petplay.
No.333260
>>333010
Damn if that ain't the fucking truth
No.333306
>>333181
>you'll get there
I don't think so, I'm already in my mid 20s, but I'm not ruling out the possibility, a lot can happen over the course of a lifetime. That's where most of my insecurity comes from, I'm pretty sure I won't be fucking a guy anytime soon, but since the seed of interest is there its hard to say for certain nothing will ever happen.
No.333311
>>333306
I was 24 when I realized I'm at least bi. I worked out and started crossdressing soon after. Still haven't fucked anyone, but it really depends on you. I did a nofap for 3 months and after the nofap I still felt I liked guys too.
No.333316
>>333311
How the fuck do you do that for 3 months? I want to stop bc It really fucks with my head and how I think, but I'm so addicted
No.333318
>>333316
I had someone else help me through it. I did it twice in a row, the second time one month. It was a weird time in my life and I kept only thinking about my sexuality, but then I realized I don't care if I'm bi or gay or whatever. I'm still a virgin, I do crossdress and can pull it off well now thanks to diet and exercise, but what I am doesn't affect me that much. Still, sometimes I wish I could tell someone irl but it's not too easy.
Thinking about it now, the person who helped me became the closest thing to a relationship I have ever been in. I don't know how I feel about that.
No.333325
>>333311
I don't really care about the label as much as I care about where my sexuality will take me, its doesn't matter what I am, its what I do that concerns me.
No.333329
No.334454
>>332900
I know people think it's impossible and it's only trap hentai doujin crap when I say you can turn gay.
But I used to be straight. It happened over a long period of time. I remember being young and watching shemale porn. I kind of just stopped because it was too gay. I however found 4chan and saw hypno threads. I thought sissy hypno was bullshit but I still browsed the threads out of curiosity. I thought it was fucking stupid but I did become interested in anal play. 'looking like a girl' did seem kind of hot (I wasn't feminine enough to pull it off, I did look twinkish though. Plus, my voice was too deep.) but I loved women too. Making myself a trap slut and taking fempills is a HUGE life-decision. Plus being a trap slut sounds like it gets old quick unless maybe your family hates you and you really are full-on gay and gender dysphoric. I shaved myself and I was told with anal play that you had to be REALLY horny for it to be pleasurable and that you had to train your mind to convince yourself to like it. I heard anal orgasms were amazing and even better than pussy. I saw videos of traps and sissies getting pleasure just from having a dildo in their ass. I decided to tease myself and watch porn for a couple of hours with a chastity cage on. Then I fucked myself slowly and 30 minutes later, I'm actually fucking myself and saying fuck me over and over just lost. I drew a blank and came so hard. An electric shock went through my body and my nerves lit up. A wave of pleasure washed over me and I was hooked. I ended up shaving my whole body. After a couple of months, I stopped watching porn with females and I got interested in crossdressing. Soon after, I don't know how. I can't even remember how I got there but I watched gay porn out of curiosity. I feel like everyone watches it at one point in there life to see what it's like. I then started lusting after dicks. I started asking myself if this is what I wanted and stuff like that. I knew I liked anal play and I had questioned wanting to become a trap (I was a NEET and while I hadn't ruled out what I wanted with my future, I knew I didn't want kids.) but like I said earlier, I didn't want to make a huge life decision. So after watching gay porn a couple of times, I stayed away and went back to sissy hypno and shemale porn. Just cause… Then twink porn. I got hooked on it and I knew I wanted cock. Instead of looking for a good-looking guy who was twinkish, I for some reason chose a 40 year old who was very masculine, well-hung and tall. He lived 20 minutes for me and I got ready. He stated he was gay so I wasn't sure if the cross-dressing stuff was his thing. But I didn't care. I guess at the time, I thought it'd make it 'less gay'. This is what straight people do to convince themselves they can't possibly like the same sex. Bisexuality isn't a concept to straight people. They somehow think gay is more common. I didn't rule out the possibility that I could be bisexual. I ended up cancelling though because while I wanted cock, I wasn't sure if this was the guy I wanted to let screw me.
Then my dad died couple of weeks after. He had spinal meningitis. I know my dad would've accepted me for who I was but… telling your parents you're a slut and you don't want kids is probably the biggest disappointment. My mom was a crazy bitch. Hated the rest of my family. I contemplated feminizing myself. But I also wanted to know my sexuality. Then I heard nofap. And thought porn was fucking up my brain. So I did nofap for a week but completely failed. I did however no watch trap porn for a month. I tried watching straight porn and couldn't finish. My penis would always go down. I then out of curiosity watched trap porn and while I was hard, I couldn't cum from masturbating my penis. I realized I could only cum from anal.
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>>333212
This is my fantasy. DankeDankeiRevolution is my favorite doujin.
No.334455
>>332900 >>332917 >>333009
It bothers me when people keep commenting/pointing out other's sexuality
>>332942
Die
>>333181
Let me cuddle you
No.334468
>>332900
I just like what I like, there isn't anything really to deal with.
>>332917
It won't end because that's how people feel.
I like traps but I don't like burly men with chest hair and muscles. What's more stupid is that people think levels of being gay isn't a thing.
No.334470
>>334455
if only we weren't in completely different countries
No.334472
>>333181
This happened to me exactly. I started liking traps and now I'm a trap.
No.334473
>>333181
>>334472
Wish I could get cuddles though. I have a cat tail, only need ears.
No.334474
>>332900
Speak for yourself. While 2d traps are cute as a means of projecting, irl traps don't do it for me at all. I like men. Strong, tall, handsome men. I have ever since I was old enough to develop romantic feelings. My romantic instincts are all completely shaped around that, instead of liking women.
The thought of topping turns me off, it's impossible for me to project as the guy in heterosexual lewd stuff (not that I even look for that to begin with, but it's hard to avoid). On top of those, I'm turned on by cum at basically an instinctual level and I've always had a pretty timid and submissive nature no matter how many times people tried to coax me out of it. I've learned to accept that as part of myself, begrudgingly.
Basically, no amount of denial could make me deny that I'm gay as fuck.
No.334506
My likeness for traps is linked to my likeness for crossdressing. If they have girl parts, I want nothing to do with it.
No.334520
>>334454
It really does sound like porn is fucking you up. You should try no fap for waayyy longer than a week to find out how you really are without porn brainwashing.
No.334543
>>334454
Same, anon, I self-insert into that doujin so hard. I just want to be handled by a big strong man like that and treated as his toy.
No.334554
>>334520
>>334543
Not him but doing a nofap made me realize I want that even more. All I wanted was someone who would treat me as their pet. After the nofap I went and bought a tail plug and started working out. 2 years later my body is naturally feminine. Sadly, still alone.
No.334556
>>334554
I didn't do a no fap but similarly I gave up my obsessive cross dressing habits for about 14 months and all it ended up doing was leading me down the slippery slope of sissy hypno porn and even stronger desires to cross dress and do even more girly shit and it snowballed into me spending about 900$ on random girly crap that I'm now wallowing in enjoyment. Also made me more of a faggot honestly
No.334557
>>334556
I'm not a sissy, I just have a girly figure now. I never liked the sissy meme or complete life submission. For me, I'd rather be treated like a pet in the bedroom as a fun thing me and my partner share. I have a career I'm working on, but it should be nice to do nights and weekends, to be unmistakably male otherwise but a trap in the bedroom.
I hope I can find someone else who likes this, it's tough being alone yet having the means of doing it
No.334558
>>334557
Yeah I don't think I'd enjoy being a full time sissyboi or anything but the meme got me pretty good, some days I just lay around at home dressed to the nines painting my nails and just doing all kinds of lewd stuff in utter ecstasy. If people found out I’d be humiliated though because no one suspects a thing and I don't want them to find out
No.334569
>>334558
That sounds awesome. I just dress up some times and take pics when I can. Usually end up deleting all of them though
No.334572
>>334569
It is very very fun. I'm getting more and more tempted to take videos of it and upload them to pornhub or something. I've seen a lot of sissys playing with themselves online and it's extremely entertaining/sexy. I feel like it would be hot for strangers to watch it too. But again the risk of someone finding out would be so devastating for me
No.334586
>>334572
When I take pics, I make sure my face and nothing else that could ID me are obscured or not present. I've been wanting to do the same, but been afraid as well for the same reason. Wouldn't mind if it was with someone else though, but the face rule still applies!
No.335162
OP here, been feeling too straight lately, save me!
No.335206
>>335162
Stick something up your butt. That usually helps me