>tfw want to be a massive homo
>tfw want to be a cute trap and fuck all the time and wear nothing but slutty clothes
>tfw hate my life and my existence, and abhor the stupor I've been drawn into
>tfw realise this stupid trap pipe dream is just the same except I get to fuck a lot
>tfw super edgy /pol/tard to the point where I think Saddam and Hitler were infallible.
>tfw realise that there are hardcore right wing militia's in the middle east fighting against the Syrian rebels and ISIS
>Tfw know someone who could get me in contact with them
>tfw could finally become a man and fight amongst strangers for a cause more important than my hedonistic life
>Tfw stuck between the two and just end up feeling awful.
I hate this existence and I wish I had the courage to die in the sand box so that I wouldn't have to think about this anymore.